Tuesday, December 20, 2005

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Not fated.
Absolutely not.
Just as i expected.
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*Speechless*
Things shldn't change.

Monday, December 19, 2005

boring day. went work this morning. came back sleep all the way.. from 4plus to near 8.. woke up by my mum for dinner. but wasnt hungry so i skipped dinner too. just ate abit of the dishes so that they wont say me or wad. -.-

anyway.. the ktv tmr was cancelled. make me happy for nth. i tot i could finally be able to go out for some de-stressing activities. but well.. nvm.. =) abit moody today i think. i think im evil oso. to said those in the sms. but nvm.. the sms was already sent. haha.. =x shall not reveal it here anyway. asked fred if he wanna go out tmr since he isnt working. but too bad, he has to go back sch. think i will have to rot at home tmr.

tot of going to find him. but nvm.. sometimes i think its better that we remain as mysterious as now. maybe it will do more good this way. i know i shldnt fall into that trap just like wad pm and zh say. and yes i wont. hehehehehe. =X

arghhhh. i feel so lost. lost as in i dunno wad to do for tmr!! my 2 "dates" for the same day, were cancelled one by one. maybe i shld stay at home for the 19th. shldnt go out anyway.

Saturday, December 17, 2005

new face

just got this new look for my blog. hehe.. jazz - i got a new skin already. =p effective eh.. been a busy day today.. went work at 7am, being the only cashier, it was damn busy. they say its good training for me and i really got so drained and tired after the work. first time i felt this way. maybe its the first time i had to face all these customers myself.

had dinner with f4.. cool. sat in pastamania for near 2plus hrs.. its been so long since we last met up to catch up and all. i really look forward to each meeting as there will be constant updates every now and then. cool huh. i love f4 to bits. hope roy is fine.

bad sore throat now. muz have tok too much just nw that my throat hurts. on top of that, there's also the toothache. arggghhhh. dunno if i shld wait till 1.30am.. or maybe i shld just go rest first. sighs. i feel like changing my job. i seriously feel no sense of satisfaction with the current part time job. i dunno why. =( maybe its too not my type of job.

Friday, December 16, 2005

holiday time! yay.. my long waited holiday.. but it doesnt really seem to be a holiday for me as the group decided to go back sch for projects. finally. they feel that we shldn't be doing last minute stuff anymore. i hope they mean wad they say ya.. dun make me happy for nth ah.. =x

my toothacheeeeee!!! another teeth is growing.. at my age. omg. i hope its not wisdom tooth. this time is really much more painful than the other time. it seems to cause so much obstruction for me as i find it tough to even swallow my saliva. =( sad.

going for ktv session with the usual gang ---> jx,jy,gene, milo but this time round.. wk is going! first time. haha.. quite weird that he actually agrees to go.. but its okie. =) hope i can catch the king kong show by this week. someone told me hopefully able to make it. so here i am, waiting to catch the show. =D i tot it looks quite nice. i wanna see the christmas lightings too. =( anyone willing to bring me there? accompany me rather. its niceee. i saw from the tv programs.. told him of that idea whereby i bring milo and he bring lian mei and we all go out together. but somehow we felt its kinda weird. so decided to drop the idea.

tmr's meeting with f4. been so long since we met up and chat.. looking forward to it. but in the morning got work at 7am.. so early.. and my tooth is aching like shit.. dad ask me not to go work.. but i feel bad if i absent myself as i will be the only cashier for tmr morning.. so i guess its better to go rather than to put chew mui at spot when questioned about me not coming to work. so yup.. bear with the pain first. i wont visit any dentist. thats wad i fear most. =x and jia yi is suggesting that i visit one to see wad exactly is wrong.. nooooooooooo.

kinda tired. i think i better go rest first.. dunno if i shld wait for the call or just go ahead to bed like the other times. sian..