Wonderful Stayover

Yup.. Stay over @ my place was quite alright. The outing was quite a successful one. =) those whom i din expect to come, came. But only the guys and Ivy stayed over. Played mahjong till 2plus.. But bad of me to interrupt in between. LOL.. coz i was playing FATAL FRAME 3 on ps2 alone. =/ I was narrating the storyline to them. lol! They all got distracted except hanwen. Coz from his position, there was no way he could see the tv. =/

After that mahjong game, yuan chang came too. Then we switched off all the lights and played fatal frame. Hehehe.. But halfway tru, me and ivy k.o. LOL.. i think 4plus. anyway, in the end all of us slept till 8 i think.. then went for breakfast at marsiling market. haha..

Tmr work is starting. So sad. =( work is tiring and stressful. everytime got ot.. so no life! somemore so many things to noe and understand.. but i hope i will survive. =)

First day @ Work

Well well.. i've finally stepped into my working life. ITS TOUGH!!! Alot of things to remember.. memorise and i've to talk to so many different suppliers. On top of that, they dun quite seem to like the idea of Ayu, the other ger to shift over to the new office. i guess everything is gonna get tough. but nvm.. i will try.. Rushed here and there ytd. so tiring. plus gotta go to the new office to settle some stuff oso. -.-" So shuffle between the two.

Supposed to go for BBQ with T08.. but im really sorry guys.. my manager told me after lunch this.. " Later 630 there will be a meeting and i will want both of you to sit in, it will be good". period. she nvr gimme a chance to say whether im free or not. Not free i think i oso wont dare to say. HAHA. waited till 7plus then the meeting start. It ended so late!! 930PM. i was like working on a 12 hr shift. Damn hungry and tired. Super drained. Tts y i din go for the bbq. im sorry. my apologies. =(

Anyway, i got home at 11 last night. So pro!! had my dinner aka supper at 11.

Okok, as promised, here's some of the photos.. =)

1.Cute us!




2.Jia min and me!




3. Kelv and me~




4. Group shot




5. Four pretty girls!




6. This is our first dish

Prom Night

Last night was our prom night for all graduating BA students. Well.. i would say its definitely not as fun as i thought it would be and i thought it kinda wasted my 85 bucks which could have been spent on other stuff. haha.. coz it was only a 4 course meal!! and it doesnt involve alot of us. Practically we were having our own fun at our respective tables. =)

Took lots of photos throughout the whole night. haha.. shall upload some of them. Played our favourite games when the dinner was ending. That was..............
"ZHONG JI MI MA"! haha..

Wads the forfeit? Its so disgusting soup paste that Wyman came up with. Haha.. why? it consists of.. the soup, creamer, pepper and salt. It looks like tissue being dumped into the soup and taste like some disgusting milk paste. The thought of it irks me. haha.. but anyway, all of us were sporting enough to try some. =/

Not Gonna Be Online

WooHoo..Sent my laptop to toshiba le..got cheated by that person la. She told me that the busstop is very near to the toshiba building but guess wad?

The walking distance is like walking from the mrt station to my hse. wad the hell. some of u may noe how far i live from the mrt station. and yes, thats the distance. -.-" i felt so cheated.

But nvm... the service centre lady told me there was no stock for the keyboard and so i gotta wait for 1 to 3 weeks for the stock to arrive. so i left my laptop there with them.

That explains why i have this entry. =/ Wont be online as frequently nowadays.. Coz the desktop is at my bro's room.. quite troublesome ma.. So maybe i shld try to sleep earlier and get ready for working life. haha..

Oh yah.. my stupid zits..they are breaking out!! omg. so ugly.friday is the prom night. Can u imagine. its already so jia lat and plus this, double combo. -.-"

A rather oldies feeling chinese song to recommend : 七情六欲

Here's the lyrics:

醉了吧反正清醒更断肠
无理去原谅你被叛
算了吧反正有你更孤独
你不会知道遗忘有多难
给你的心不要你还
痛不要你偿
陪你走过一段
七情六欲全都品尝
爱你的苦不要你扛泪不要你挡
七情六欲打翻
笑著哭哭著笑去想你的模样
走了吗走到那都一样
你不肯搬出我心上
断了吗断了见面想不断
为何我总是为难我的慌

给你的心不要你还
痛不要你偿
陪你走过一段
七情六欲全都品尝
爱你的苦不要你扛泪不要你挡
七情六欲打翻
笑著哭哭著笑去想你的模样

走了吗走到那都一样
你不肯搬出我心上
断了吗断了见面想不断
为何我总是为难我的慌

给你的心不要你还
痛不要你偿
陪你走过一段
七情六欲全都品尝
爱你的苦不要你扛泪不要你挡
七情六欲打翻
笑著哭哭著笑去想你的模样

Maybe he's right.

Talked to him last night till 3plus.

Think i did miss all those chats we used to have in the past.

He's right. Things aren't the same like before.

I'm no longer a school girl. im gonna step into the workforce.

I wont have as much time as i have now..like what i told him..

He's gotta work for many hours since his parents are often going on hols.

He's got his own life too..he cant be there to chat with me everynight.

It used to be that case coz he was in army. Everyday so free.

We need to have our own space and freedom.

I've got to get used to not chatting with him everyday.
Just hope he will keep his promise of calling me as and when he's free.

And our photo.
I think that way,i shld be able to let go as promised to milo.=)

DOUBLE BLOW

Got home at 11plus just now. Mum was up waiting for me. She showed me something which was rather unexpected and asked me to read it to her as it was all written in English. What she showed me was an ECG report of my dad and a referral letter to SGH. Sucks. ECG? Yea.. ECG.. the doc suspects that he may be having some heart problem and refers him to SGH for further checkups. But he refused to go. Hais. Bad things seem to be coming one after another. I don't have a good feeling about everything. First was the quarrel. Now this. Wad's next?

New Chapter

Hmm.. a chapter of my life has ended and a chapter is beginning. End are those days of my official school life. Im gonna step into the "Working University" a.k.a 社会大学. Gonna be rather challenging and i finally know the job title of the position that im given. It's admin for general and facilities management. That's the high class name i guess. The other name for it will be "Bao Ga Liao". haha.. meaning everything also have to take charge. haha.. and i was told, i have to handle small little things in the office to bigger small things. =/ but well, i dun mind. Everything is new to me, a learning opportunity for me. =)

Oh wells.. went for the briefing today at the company. It was rather sudden and im sorry guys that i had to call off the outing to my place where we were supposed to be cooking spaghetti and playing mahjong together. I was already expecting to go to the company for the job briefing but i din noe that it would be that late, at 4pm. Hope u guys had ur own activities. The briefing was fine, i got a better idea of what im supposed to do for the new job. Cheers. =)

And milo, i know you are trying to help me but somehow, it really take 2 hands to clap. Several a times, i tried to smile or even strike a conversation with her . But wells, she acted indifferently. I got no idea how to tackle this situation too. So i supposed im not gonna take anymore initiative. Im tired of it. Wait then wait, stupid then stupid. I did tried afterall. Haiz.

Friendship

Its 315am now.. I cant seem to get to bed. Sighs. Been thinking of what milo talk to me about her just nw at starbucks. I think i really have drifted very far from her. Its no longer the same her i used to noe. The her whom im able to share my happiness and woes, my small secrets about him. Its all different now. hais.

I used to think that i have a very clear idea of friendship and what it is all about. But now i realised i dunno. What exactly is it? Friendship is to make use of your friends? Or to hurt each other? I really don't noe. Maybe i really treat her as one of my best friends. But the things she said to me really hurt me alot. I wasnt trying to defend anyone. I was just standing on the neutral side (if u noe wad i mean). Its tough. Both are my best friends and they are pin pointing at each other. Who should i help? There is nth i can do i guess. Haiz.. now that i have lost this friendship, this very important friendship, i really think that i have lost the meaning of friendship too.

Yes, it may be a misunderstanding. But.. too big a misunderstanding i guess. Miscommunication plays a big part to this situation. Misinterpretation and Assumptions. I hate assumptions. It often stirs trouble. Sucks. Wadever.

Running away from reality..

It's back again. This thing cant seem to simmer down. i really hate it. sometimes i wish i can run away from reality but i cant!! hais.. family is always the thing im most troubled about. i simply got no idea how to handle the adults. Can anyone tell me wad to do during the period when my bro is to be away in taiwan for ns? i think i will hardly survive. he told me to move into his place. funny.. he said tt jokingly though.. we aren't close to that extend. =) but nevertheless, thanks for offering your place and wanting to lend me ur ears during this period of time.

Anyway, let me thrust those problems aside. I shall now announce that i have unofficially graduated from BIT. HOHOHOHOHO. the position at Premier is confirmed but im not very sure when im gonna start work as i met up with just the MD ytd, coz the manager wanted him to see me and tell her his gut feeling about me. =/ i got no idea why too.

Went out with des, gh, gene and cute ger on our last paper.. which was friday.. haha.. quite funny.. walked here and there, supposed to have steamboat but it became a meal at ajisen. the mood wasnt very right on friday oso.. i think gene sort of felt down when we din wanted to go ktv.. coz its like rather ex.. more than 20bucks.. but its normal rate for a friday though.. =/ went to play pool at kpool cine.. so funny.. the 5 of us took turns to play in a single session.. must be wondering how right.. heh.. next time then ask me..

Sat, which was ytd, met up with lena, xian and kel.. the 4 of us went for dinner at pasta.. lena got some r/s prob and wans to hear our comments.. walked around after the dinner and kel headed to town to indo chine, it was ard 8 i guess? and then the 3 of us went to the mac at civics centre and had our very own pubbing session. As u can see, we can also have pubbing session at macdonalds.. haha.. talk alot.. was about 930 and we gave gene a call and asked if he wanted to join us. heh.. in the meanwhile, bang came along, the 4 of us chatted and chatted.. not long gene came. then we chat and chat again.. it was already 1215 when we left the macs.. 4 hrs!! haha.. got told the infra red story and everyone laughed. =x oh yah.. forgot to mention about kel's psychotic behaviour. he shld be under too much stress for the past few mths.. he feels like pushing pple onto the whenever he sees them jaywalk.. and its very risky for anyone to stand in front of him if he's going down the stairs.. he feels like kicking them down.. -.- the worst one is tt he likes to abstract ppl's fats! omg.. so bian tai!!! =x but the way he said it was damn funny..! and it became the joke of the day.. thanks kel for bringing us so much laughter. it was hard to solve lena's prob.. coz we dunno her bf well, just seen him before a few times.. so yea.. =) but engagement is definitely a nono.. esp when things arent going the right way now.

im quite glad i was with them last night.. coz it was also the night when things at my house go wrong. i dun feel like facing my parents.. probably i got no idea how to oso. its so sian to be harping on the same old issue again and again. HAIS. LIFE SUCKS. GRRRRRR.

1st March 2006

Nothing special about this day actually. haha.. cant think of a title and so i put it down.. =)

Yesterday's paper was fine i guess. Except that i wrote the wrong thing for the encryption part but oh wells, its over already, shan't think too much about it.

Sometimes i feel that guys are very funny people. Seem so easy to understand yet so chim to. Really wish that someone can let me see the light. Maybe its appropriate to use seem so near yet so far on him especially. haha..But neverthelessly, i think im still glad that he called and rems alot of stuff that we once said before. Thanks.

oh yah.. the other day.. saw carol at the hawker centre near my house.. this ger bad bad sia.. saw her with this guy.. heheheehe.. and i sprang a surprise on her.. by walking to her and look at her for some time.. =/ she was rather surprised.. then saw them again.. walking hands in hands wor.. hoho.. caught red handed by good friend.. but well, im happy for her.. finally she found her happiness..

and now im the only one left among the 4 of us. so sad. hais.. but nvm.. im already happy that they have all gotten their happiness. =)