Just back from town. Had field trip today. Not fun in the morning at Singtel call centre. Nothing much actually but i learnt that they not only have Singtel services, they are outsourced by other government sectors too. heh..
Yup.. the afternoon was fun, esp during lunch and at the Supreme Court. Had lunch with wyman, donovan, phasit, gene, jiayi and nisa at Mac. Tok cok abit then we went over to penninsula(im not sure how to spell) plaza. They took really funny and lame pictures over there. haha.. got chided by the shop owner for wearing his glasses and taking photos with them.. They look so oldies with those big big shades on. heh.. Anyway, carried on with that, walked over to Supreme Court. I am truly amazed by some of the things there and esp. the I.T court that we were taken to. It is really so advanced and hi tech!! and the new building is nice! It certainly lives up to the transparency of justice. =)
Ok, supposed to go town with pei mei, zhihui and desmond. But got no idea what was wrong with des just now, he did not want to go orchard and says that he is embarrassed to go with so many of us as Jia yi and gene is also heading town as well. There was abit of unhappiness and pek chek-ness initially but in the end, des said that he wanna head home instead.. So yup, we left for town without him. Jia yi and gene went off early after collecting jiayi's top from far east. Walked around with zhihui and peimei at far east, they were supposed to be looking for new year clothes but i think they weren't in the mood. Makan at Sakura and then head to coffee bean. hehe.. (Nisa, i noe thats wad u wan too. =X)
Chill at coffee bean for about 2 hours. It was really nice to just sit down and chat, without having to think of projects and everything. Tok about alot of things. Maybe its just so great to sit down with two of my best friends and chat. =)
Pei mei, im glad that we finally met up! haha..
Got home at around 1115.. Bathed and here i am! =) updating my blog.
Got his call last night after one week. =x He told me the reason of not replying to my sms-es. His phone keeps getting hanged and he finds it diff to use the phone for sms-ing. I think he really needs to get a new phone to replace the one he lost and the one his friend has lent him. He told me will get in in feb and that he is busy now as it is new year period now. so yupz.. At least he bothers to gimme a call last night ba. and i think i shld feel contented with that right?
Last night, Poh Lun asked me what i want out of this friendship. I seriously dunno. Maybe i wish for sth more than just friends but on the other hand, im afraid of losing this friendship. What exactly do i want? I am not sure too. Can someone show me the light of my life? But at least i noe that i wants to have good grades! =D
Okok, im ending off this entry. I truly enjoyed myself today and im happy to get the call fr him once again.. *zipped*
Tuesday, January 17, 2006
its elearning week.. not at all fun. Been in sch for the past 2 days for our ies proj. but well, i think our effort does pay off yah.. at least we got some stuff out after so many tries. i got a feeling the days after chinese new year is gonna be a hectic one. die.
Anyway, din bring my hp out ytd, super blur. Nisa and milo couldnt find me and tot that i was still sleeping at 10. =x so im such a piggy. haha.. i admit i am but i wasnt ytd. Just that i left the hp at home. Couldnt rem mum or dad's phone no. Saw bro online so i told him to inform my mum that i would be home late but asked xuanhui for my mum's hp no. when i saw her online. In the end the no. that she gave me was wrong. -_-" No wonder it couldnt get through no matter how hard i tried.
yesterday was fun! after IS classes, we stayed for ies project, made changes to the GUI and stuff. went town only at around 5plus when jie xiu was already there waiting for us. =x supposed to meet at 6 but he was ok with it. so yups.. went ktv, the usual khakis.
gene, jiexiu, jiayi, zhihui and me! weekhiang actually wanted to join but that poor thing, went for napha and felt sick all over, so din turn up in the end. Sang from 6pm to 10pm.
Sang the usual songs, it was fun, we got "high" and started to sing while standing up.. the next min i noe, zh and jy was standing on the chair to sing. omg.. =x but it was really fun!!
especially towards the ending of the ktv session.
"IT'S MY LIFE". i will remember this song by hook or by crook.
haha.. sang out hearts out. all of us shouted, i bet the waiters must have tot we are ah siaos.
Went for dinner after that (guess it became supper in the end), was at "Kopitiam" opposite cine, we had char kuay teow and hokkien mee. Chatted abit over supper. Talk about this and that, and jie xiu told us how big his head is. Must be full of nonsense inside. =x ya, the circumference of his head is 66cm. isnt tt big?? hee hee..... after tt took the train home with jx and gene. jx popped a qn to me and gene asking if yi is still with cal. i seriously dunno how to ans, neither does gene. Told him to ask yi himeself.
Chatted with yi at night. told her wad jx asked.. she told me abit.. well.. i guess sometimes we just have to learn when to let certain things affect us and when not to let them affect us ba.. Sometimes its really hard to control one's emotions and feelings. So yups, i wish things go well for her no matter wad.
Maybe i shld oso wish that things will go well for me too. haha.. especially in this new year. Its been 4 days and today's the 5th. Wonder wad will happen. hais. Maybe i shld just learn to let go when there is a need to. Right? yah.. maybe. Okok, enough of all these shit. I shldnt be thinking of them!! i've had enough of assignments to keep my mind occupied..
Anyway, din bring my hp out ytd, super blur. Nisa and milo couldnt find me and tot that i was still sleeping at 10. =x so im such a piggy. haha.. i admit i am but i wasnt ytd. Just that i left the hp at home. Couldnt rem mum or dad's phone no. Saw bro online so i told him to inform my mum that i would be home late but asked xuanhui for my mum's hp no. when i saw her online. In the end the no. that she gave me was wrong. -_-" No wonder it couldnt get through no matter how hard i tried.
yesterday was fun! after IS classes, we stayed for ies project, made changes to the GUI and stuff. went town only at around 5plus when jie xiu was already there waiting for us. =x supposed to meet at 6 but he was ok with it. so yups.. went ktv, the usual khakis.
gene, jiexiu, jiayi, zhihui and me! weekhiang actually wanted to join but that poor thing, went for napha and felt sick all over, so din turn up in the end. Sang from 6pm to 10pm.
Sang the usual songs, it was fun, we got "high" and started to sing while standing up.. the next min i noe, zh and jy was standing on the chair to sing. omg.. =x but it was really fun!!
especially towards the ending of the ktv session.
"IT'S MY LIFE". i will remember this song by hook or by crook.
haha.. sang out hearts out. all of us shouted, i bet the waiters must have tot we are ah siaos.
Went for dinner after that (guess it became supper in the end), was at "Kopitiam" opposite cine, we had char kuay teow and hokkien mee. Chatted abit over supper. Talk about this and that, and jie xiu told us how big his head is. Must be full of nonsense inside. =x ya, the circumference of his head is 66cm. isnt tt big?? hee hee..... after tt took the train home with jx and gene. jx popped a qn to me and gene asking if yi is still with cal. i seriously dunno how to ans, neither does gene. Told him to ask yi himeself.
Chatted with yi at night. told her wad jx asked.. she told me abit.. well.. i guess sometimes we just have to learn when to let certain things affect us and when not to let them affect us ba.. Sometimes its really hard to control one's emotions and feelings. So yups, i wish things go well for her no matter wad.
Maybe i shld oso wish that things will go well for me too. haha.. especially in this new year. Its been 4 days and today's the 5th. Wonder wad will happen. hais. Maybe i shld just learn to let go when there is a need to. Right? yah.. maybe. Okok, enough of all these shit. I shldnt be thinking of them!! i've had enough of assignments to keep my mind occupied..
Monday, January 09, 2006
Phewwwww. its been a long weekend and finally the stressful day is over! =D Had 2 presentations and a dci common test today. Events presentation was alright but hell for WISP presentation.
Thanks to Elgene and maybe part of our fault. I wouldn't say everything's gene's fault. Well.. it was a very last minute and rushed project. Did everything and sent to him, told him about the compilation since sat night. Everything also tell me ok, but when i saw the slides this morning. I really feel like bashing him sia. He did compile but wad kinda background and animation was there? Had to add back the background of the slides in the ppt and then they had to do last minute animations for it. -.- The rest were angry till no comments as it was less than one hr to the presentation.
All of us had to skip lunch and the worst is he dared to say "Huhhhh... not eating ah.. im hungry". Gave him no face, i told him "it's all your fault". He should feel guilty at least.
Ohhh well, as expected, the presentation was screwed up. That tiko teacher dun like it and was quite fed up with him already since the first presentation. Today was worst, he obviously showed biasness to those who suck up on him. Everything oso go find him and say good words, make him happy, the rest of the class were nothing, like absent from his class even though we were present. Sucks right this kinda tutor. But well, what to do. There is this kinda of teacher around. But wadever it is, i believe in Karma. He will get it from the IS dept one day i guess since he already got a complaint about biasness last time.
"A leopard never changes its spots"
It really says alot abt the teacher and especially from the IS dept.
Well, enough of the presentation. I think i screwed up the DCI paper as well. Sucks. Everything's not going the right way.
Last night was too sweet!! =x Yea.. Only some know why. =D
"If you feel like crying, just give me a call and i cheer u up"
Yupz. =) Enough of grumblings. Tmr gotta work again.
SAD. Lucky its only till 3pm.
Thanks to Elgene and maybe part of our fault. I wouldn't say everything's gene's fault. Well.. it was a very last minute and rushed project. Did everything and sent to him, told him about the compilation since sat night. Everything also tell me ok, but when i saw the slides this morning. I really feel like bashing him sia. He did compile but wad kinda background and animation was there? Had to add back the background of the slides in the ppt and then they had to do last minute animations for it. -.- The rest were angry till no comments as it was less than one hr to the presentation.
All of us had to skip lunch and the worst is he dared to say "Huhhhh... not eating ah.. im hungry". Gave him no face, i told him "it's all your fault". He should feel guilty at least.
Ohhh well, as expected, the presentation was screwed up. That tiko teacher dun like it and was quite fed up with him already since the first presentation. Today was worst, he obviously showed biasness to those who suck up on him. Everything oso go find him and say good words, make him happy, the rest of the class were nothing, like absent from his class even though we were present. Sucks right this kinda tutor. But well, what to do. There is this kinda of teacher around. But wadever it is, i believe in Karma. He will get it from the IS dept one day i guess since he already got a complaint about biasness last time.
"A leopard never changes its spots"
It really says alot abt the teacher and especially from the IS dept.
Well, enough of the presentation. I think i screwed up the DCI paper as well. Sucks. Everything's not going the right way.
Last night was too sweet!! =x Yea.. Only some know why. =D
"If you feel like crying, just give me a call and i cheer u up"
Yupz. =) Enough of grumblings. Tmr gotta work again.
SAD. Lucky its only till 3pm.
Sunday, January 08, 2006
Okok.. Common tests week. Been a stressful and tiring week for me. Slept at 3plus everyday to finish studying. How hardworking i am to be studying at the very last minute. haha.. Double combo this coming mon, 2 presentations going on., WISP and Events and also DCI common test. >.< i feel so tired now, dun feel like doing or studying. im just being so lazy. =x
anyway, i learnt a new thing today. =)
UNDERSTANDING = NEGLECT
that i dun understand. sighs. nvm.. wasnt very affected, coz i noe it was meant to be a joke. *cheers* but its been 2 days? u noe it best ba =x haha.. wadever la.. im crapping here. =/
I think im going bed soon. Take care.
anyway, i learnt a new thing today. =)
UNDERSTANDING = NEGLECT
that i dun understand. sighs. nvm.. wasnt very affected, coz i noe it was meant to be a joke. *cheers* but its been 2 days? u noe it best ba =x haha.. wadever la.. im crapping here. =/
I think im going bed soon. Take care.
Sunday, January 01, 2006
Feeling so much energetic after a 3plus hrs sleep. =X
Really touched by carol. =) Was rather surprised when she asked me about my nick last night. She sensed that im facing some problems and told me that year 2006 should be a happy year and that i shouldn't think too much even though i did not really tell her about the matter.
Work was fine but boring. Everyday's the same. Nothing new, boredom at the 2nd level can really kill me. Practically less than 50 customers a day. Can u imagine. -.- To think that i can still sms jy during work. when i was working on the first level, i din even have the time to walk out of the counter. But luckily, next week im going to work on the first level already. hehe.. =D
I found something rather amusing. When im happy, my 2 dears(Nisa and Milo) will be happy with me. But these few days i have been feeling rather down, they too! we all faced problems. I guess its fate ba. No wonder we can click so well. =) But well, i believe we will all get over these matters and do well for the papers right?! *smile smile*
finally, i received his call.
5th night. =x im counting everynight.
He said sth which quite made my day.
So we both felt the same way about not receiving calls from any of us. =x
Because of you - Kelly Clarkson
I will not make the same mistakes that you did
I will not let myself
Cause my heart so much misery
I will not break the way you did,
You fell so hard
I've learned the hard way
To never let it get that far
Because of you
I never stray too far from the sidewalk
Because of youI learned to play on the safe side so I don't get hurt
Because of youI find it hard to trust not only me,
but everyone around me
Because of youI am afraid
I lose my way
And it's not too long before you point it out
I cannot cry
Because you know that's weakness in your eyes
I'm forced to fake
A smile, a laugh everyday of my life
My heart can't possibly break
When it wasn't even whole to start with
Because of you
I never stray too far from the sidewalk
Because of you
I learned to play on the safe side so I don't get hurt
Because of you
I find it hard to trust not only me, but everyone around me
Because of you
I am afraidI watched you die
I heard you cry every night in your sleep
I was so young
You should have known better than to lean on me
You never thought of anyone else
You just saw your pain
And now I cry in the middle of the night
For the same damn thing
Because of you
I never stray too far from the sidewalk
Because of you
I learned to play on the safe side so I don't get hurt
Because of you
I try my hardest just to forget everything
Because of you
I don't know how to let anyone else in
Because of you
I'm ashamed of my life because it's empty
Because of youI am afraid
Because of you
Because of you
Really touched by carol. =) Was rather surprised when she asked me about my nick last night. She sensed that im facing some problems and told me that year 2006 should be a happy year and that i shouldn't think too much even though i did not really tell her about the matter.
Work was fine but boring. Everyday's the same. Nothing new, boredom at the 2nd level can really kill me. Practically less than 50 customers a day. Can u imagine. -.- To think that i can still sms jy during work. when i was working on the first level, i din even have the time to walk out of the counter. But luckily, next week im going to work on the first level already. hehe.. =D
I found something rather amusing. When im happy, my 2 dears(Nisa and Milo) will be happy with me. But these few days i have been feeling rather down, they too! we all faced problems. I guess its fate ba. No wonder we can click so well. =) But well, i believe we will all get over these matters and do well for the papers right?! *smile smile*
finally, i received his call.
5th night. =x im counting everynight.
He said sth which quite made my day.
So we both felt the same way about not receiving calls from any of us. =x
Because of you - Kelly Clarkson
I will not make the same mistakes that you did
I will not let myself
Cause my heart so much misery
I will not break the way you did,
You fell so hard
I've learned the hard way
To never let it get that far
Because of you
I never stray too far from the sidewalk
Because of youI learned to play on the safe side so I don't get hurt
Because of youI find it hard to trust not only me,
but everyone around me
Because of youI am afraid
I lose my way
And it's not too long before you point it out
I cannot cry
Because you know that's weakness in your eyes
I'm forced to fake
A smile, a laugh everyday of my life
My heart can't possibly break
When it wasn't even whole to start with
Because of you
I never stray too far from the sidewalk
Because of you
I learned to play on the safe side so I don't get hurt
Because of you
I find it hard to trust not only me, but everyone around me
Because of you
I am afraidI watched you die
I heard you cry every night in your sleep
I was so young
You should have known better than to lean on me
You never thought of anyone else
You just saw your pain
And now I cry in the middle of the night
For the same damn thing
Because of you
I never stray too far from the sidewalk
Because of you
I learned to play on the safe side so I don't get hurt
Because of you
I try my hardest just to forget everything
Because of you
I don't know how to let anyone else in
Because of you
I'm ashamed of my life because it's empty
Because of youI am afraid
Because of you
Because of you
Happy new year to all.
New year new resolutions, one should be in high spirits.
Just had bbq with my relatives, cousins and aunts. The bbq was alright, perhaps its just me that isnt alright. Xuanhui asked me why im weird, maybe i wanted to keep myself occupied.
Being with my cousins is fun, especially when the few of us could click despite the age gap. *smile*
I have been thinking for the past few nights, i think i have really fallen into that deep hole. And that is shit isn't it? =( I know i should not think so much about it. But i cant help it. I dunno why. The feeling is so much like history.
its been four days.
4 days.
Maybe its like wat i said, the after effect.
But ya, i would like to say sth for the first and last time. =x
"I do miss him".
Dun worry dears, i will wake up to my senses. Especially during this period, the critical moment, common tests. I know i shldn't be bothered by all these stuff. Hee hee. Im going bed soon. Probably update again.
New year new resolutions, one should be in high spirits.
Just had bbq with my relatives, cousins and aunts. The bbq was alright, perhaps its just me that isnt alright. Xuanhui asked me why im weird, maybe i wanted to keep myself occupied.
Being with my cousins is fun, especially when the few of us could click despite the age gap. *smile*
I have been thinking for the past few nights, i think i have really fallen into that deep hole. And that is shit isn't it? =( I know i should not think so much about it. But i cant help it. I dunno why. The feeling is so much like history.
its been four days.
4 days.
Maybe its like wat i said, the after effect.
But ya, i would like to say sth for the first and last time. =x
"I do miss him".
Dun worry dears, i will wake up to my senses. Especially during this period, the critical moment, common tests. I know i shldn't be bothered by all these stuff. Hee hee. Im going bed soon. Probably update again.
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