Realised that I haven't updated for quite some time since the last entry.
Shall try to remember as much as I can. Tmr's my last paper. Finally.

So many things happened and it made me realise that, there's no such thing as forever, be it in friendship or any kind of relationship. How about kinship? I really wonder. Anyway, guess its just good enough to have some memories.

And sometimes I oso wonder, how many true friends do I really have?
Some of the friends whom I thought were true friends, are they really true friends?
True friends will always try to make time for one another despite the busy and tight schedule.
True friends will stand by each other at all times, be it good or bad. Is it really true?

It just makes me wonder so much.

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Hanwen and Ivy's ROM. It is really sweet to see friends entering a new chapter of their life, with more responsibilities towards on another. May both of them have a blissful marriage.

I had a talk with him, we finally cleared the air. He knew that we've been hanging in the air for quite some time and that we were neither here nor there all these while. It was tough to talk things out even though we both know what is going on. It's just so difficult to spell things out. Anyway, we decided that we will be just friends. He apologised to me too. For hanging in the air for so long. He told me that we will still be friends like before. I hope he means it, but I guess he really meant it coz we still remain in contact even till now..

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We met up. Yes, we met up. I don't know when's the next time we will be meeting up.
The feeling still lingers. Guess this is one of the nice moments that shall be kept in memory. He told me he has a last request, but will only let me know when he feels like it. Quite skeptical abt the last request though.

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My first paper. Not very sure if i will do well for it. I hope I can at least pass. Coz this module has been a "killer module" for me.

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My ka cheng's 21st bday celebration. Guess everything went quite well.
Hope she enjoyed herself too. Happy Birthday Xuan Hui.

Alrighty, its just an update for myself, just a place for me to list down recollection of things that happen. No need for anyone to comment. :)

Anyway guys, wish me good luck for tmr's last paper.

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Hi people.. Im back in action.
Thanks for all the concern with regards to my previous entry.
Im fine, don't worry.

He told me he cannot commit and asked me not to wait for him anymore. The reason for not being able to commit was coz "you are always asking to meet". Yes, he said that im always demanding to meet him. I don't understand why that is so when we have yet to meet up for more than a mth and I didn't hear anything from him about how he is getting on. Anyway.. Maybe to him, Im being unreasonable. But I thought this is just so unfair for me. Worrying for someone is considered being unreasonable.

I told him for all I know, it may be another case of him admitting to the hospital and coming out with a few stitches on his ears again. And I will only get to know of it a month later.
Friends who know what happen will understand.

I've also mentioned to him before that once that blog is closed down, he should know why.
It's time for me to move on. I shouldn't continue holding on to it anymore.
Ms Tan say I will be soft hearted but I think I won't be this time round.
Thanks to that particular sms which firms up my decision. Guess it really hits me this time round. I've nvr felt so angry and disappointed before. It does hurt, but I have to move on and not let it affect me, at least not these few weeks.

So I've already deleted the other blog, to mark the end of everything! :)
Exams are coming. I don't want it to affect my exams.
I've already told him that this shall mark the end of everything.

Thanks Milo, Ms Tan and my ka cheng. :)

Ka cheng called me on fri and we met up on sat. She said i sounded so not right on Fri, did I really sound so bad? Anyway, Im feeling much better le after sleeping for the whole sunday morning and afternoon. Mum said Im such a pig to be able to sleep for more than 12hrs. =x
I still need to feel good though, but I guess that takes some time..

Ok people, shall stop here and update another time.

BLOGGED.

HOPE THAT PERSON SEES IT.

IM TIRED OF HOLDING ON BUT I FAILED EACH TIME HE COMES BACK FROM HIS MIA ACTIONS.

Said alot of things there.

Ups and Downs = Undecisive

Just back from the nights out with the girls at my current workplace. It was fun. Much better than I expected it. :) Love Evon and Wai Ling to bits. They simply got "mad" and "crazy" with me. Haha.. It was a tired but fun night! Shall upload the pictures and video clips when Cyn upload them to the pc. =p

Hell at work starts tmr. Val is gone. Tmr's Cyn's last day. The whole dept will be left with me and Dap. We have to cover both their jobs as well as our own job scope! Can you imagine?! Now im not only involved in Events and Exemption applications. I have to do all the customer service issues, reply all the CS emails and related stuff. Arghhhh~~

Yea, its full of ups and downs. He seemed to bring me to hell and then to heaven again.
He is real good at "recovery", like what milo say. I cant seem to have a firm stand. It just gets so nua when everything was explained and how the "recovery" was done. Im back to square one again. I know I have to do sth about it but yet I cant seem to make the right decision. Help!!!!~

Just sth to brighten up my day.

Me: Forgot to bring my wallet out today. Sians.
Him: Haha. Im not surprised by ur blurness. Im going to jurong island to work now, cannot use hp le.
Me: Do you noe how to get to malacca street? Any idea where it is?
Him: Ya. I think malacca street is beside penang. must take bus to jb and take the expressway to kl.

Seriously, I didnt noe he can be this lame. See what I mean by good "recovery"? Now he tells me that he cannot use his hp coz he's going to certain coy on jurong island to service the equipments. =.=