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暧昧让人受尽委屈

找不到相爱的证据

何时该前进

何时该放弃

连拥抱都没有勇气

只能陪你到这里

毕竟有些事不可以

超过了友情

还不到爱情

远方就要下雨的风景

到底该不该哭泣

想太多是我还是你

我很不服气

也开始怀疑

眼前的人

是不是同一个真实的你

暧昧让人变得贪心

直到等待失去意义
无奈我和你

写不出结局
放遗憾的美丽停在这里

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Nth much today. Went to the polyclinic to see the doc about my face. I think, if i were to be granted a wish, i will wish for good skin. Seriously, i used to think that being plump is my biggest bother, now i think otherwise. Grrrr. Maybe its in my genes. My dad has bad skin when he was young, he commented that i look like my aunt, his younger sister, when she was young as she used to have the same skin prob as me. =(
i dun wan! i dun wan!

Anyway, back to the doctor, she was funny. I told her about my skin, she smiled and said," i used to have the same problem as you when i was young, it just comes and goes. Nothing much can be done, except to take good care of it everyday and drink more water, do more exercise."

She prescribed the same medicine as what the other doctor gave me the other time. Antibiotics again, but this time, no longer the cream, they changed it to some lotion for me to apply. Hope it works. But was told i need at least 3 - 6 months to see the effect, if not, they will have to refer me to a specialist. =(

Okok, enough of the day at the polyclinic, met up with cheryl after that. Actually she wanted to go 768 but we changed plan in the end, headed to causeway point instead. Been a long time since i last saw her and im glad that she has found her happiness. =) No more worrying over him. hee hee.. All the best for u ya. And yup, chatted, gossiped and even tried to dig out Mayling's secret. LOL. That is to find out who her boyfriend is. She has been so mysterious about it. We were all wondering if she and Ah Choon are together. Haha.. We are so KPO. But well, din manage to as she was avoiding our questions all the time. >.<

Yup, more or less for today. Went to Sheng Shiong to help my mum get the stuff she wanted. Its so damn heavy. Had to carry the bleaching liquid and all those bottles of sauces back home. Was dragging my feet as i walked home. Haha.

Sometimes i really hope that time would stop at that moment during the promise. But well.. doesnt matter. =) Shall update again ya.. Lastly, i think i gotta be a good girl and start working on my modules! Not more slacking!!!

hmm.. Went out for movies today with weide. Saw alex, my sec sch fren. And it so happened that we watched the same movie but he's sitting on the row behind mine. haha. he was weird to look at weide and then back to me again. -_-" Well..

nvm.. i felt kinda guilty to make weide spend so much today. The movies, the popcorns, the drinks and the erp charges? =x Already promised that i will treat him back the next time. Probably somewhere in jan again when we both are free ya.. =)
i know weide will come read my blog. so yup. thanks for the movie treat and all today ya. =) Sorry to trouble u by coming to my place to fetch me and stuff ya. Did enjoy myself, just that i was abit tired. =x Hope the same for u too. And next time i think it will be better to watch a show which we both can understand. =x

Anyway.. meeting lena tmr. long time no see!!! looking forward to it. Hope things will turn for the better for her. Smile smile.

Christmas is over. =) Work is to begin this week. i know i should not play anymore. Next week is common test!!!! how how how!! i am still in the holiday mood!!! omg.. I think im gone case. =x

Been working through the holidays and im super shagged. seriously. i worked from 1pm to 9pm today. haven work for such long hours since i left Sakae. Always work only short hours at Foodland. But i dun mind working long hours ah.. that is if work is busy. =x Coz i dun like to sit there and get paid. I rather there is work and i get paid. It will make me feel better u noe.. Plus its so boring to just sit there without much customers coming to my counter to make purchases. =/

Might be having a BBQ with my family members this New Year's eve. But it will depend on whether we can get the pit tmr. Hehe.. meeting my cousins xuanhui and justin to book the pit. having lunch with them.. nth much tmr . =(

okay.. merry christmas eve. its been so long since i got home so late. i reached home at 12 today. yes.. 12am. =) went out since 12pm with nisa and milo to do events. walked around in orchard, had starbucks coffee, had nana thai at far east. they both got some stuff for themselves while i totally forgot that my main aim of going to orchard was to see the lightings. =X anyway, i did get to see them at last before i go home. and yup, took photos! =D

haha.. yeap.. chatted abit with my fren just nw.. was talking to her about our lives. hehehehehehe.. nice to just sit down and chill. everywhere was crowded and guess wad. we sat at the entrance of the uob bank beside cineleisure and tok. nice day today. hehe..

and thanks to my cousin justin. for hacking into my blogspot account and create another account for himself. =.= called himself loveknight. he's only primary 5!! omg. going primary 6. students nowadays are so "pre-matured". they are toking about love and relationships already. and his msn nick is all about love and that special someone. >.<

but well toking about that, hope everything goes for u and ur family ya? i have been through wad u are going through right now. all the suicide plays that they put up, leaving the home for her and all. yea.. i truely know how u feel. just hope things will go the right way. im glad that i said everything last night. haha. like u said, our "confrontation" night. i guess we know each other much better le. i can feel that ur not someone who can take pressure well. haha.
nevertheless, u can still come to me if u need a listening ear or wad. same thing applies to all my friends. =)

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Not fated.
Absolutely not.
Just as i expected.
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*Speechless*
Things shldn't change.

boring day. went work this morning. came back sleep all the way.. from 4plus to near 8.. woke up by my mum for dinner. but wasnt hungry so i skipped dinner too. just ate abit of the dishes so that they wont say me or wad. -.-

anyway.. the ktv tmr was cancelled. make me happy for nth. i tot i could finally be able to go out for some de-stressing activities. but well.. nvm.. =) abit moody today i think. i think im evil oso. to said those in the sms. but nvm.. the sms was already sent. haha.. =x shall not reveal it here anyway. asked fred if he wanna go out tmr since he isnt working. but too bad, he has to go back sch. think i will have to rot at home tmr.

tot of going to find him. but nvm.. sometimes i think its better that we remain as mysterious as now. maybe it will do more good this way. i know i shldnt fall into that trap just like wad pm and zh say. and yes i wont. hehehehehe. =X

arghhhh. i feel so lost. lost as in i dunno wad to do for tmr!! my 2 "dates" for the same day, were cancelled one by one. maybe i shld stay at home for the 19th. shldnt go out anyway.

new face

just got this new look for my blog. hehe.. jazz - i got a new skin already. =p effective eh.. been a busy day today.. went work at 7am, being the only cashier, it was damn busy. they say its good training for me and i really got so drained and tired after the work. first time i felt this way. maybe its the first time i had to face all these customers myself.

had dinner with f4.. cool. sat in pastamania for near 2plus hrs.. its been so long since we last met up to catch up and all. i really look forward to each meeting as there will be constant updates every now and then. cool huh. i love f4 to bits. hope roy is fine.

bad sore throat now. muz have tok too much just nw that my throat hurts. on top of that, there's also the toothache. arggghhhh. dunno if i shld wait till 1.30am.. or maybe i shld just go rest first. sighs. i feel like changing my job. i seriously feel no sense of satisfaction with the current part time job. i dunno why. =( maybe its too not my type of job.

holiday time! yay.. my long waited holiday.. but it doesnt really seem to be a holiday for me as the group decided to go back sch for projects. finally. they feel that we shldn't be doing last minute stuff anymore. i hope they mean wad they say ya.. dun make me happy for nth ah.. =x

my toothacheeeeee!!! another teeth is growing.. at my age. omg. i hope its not wisdom tooth. this time is really much more painful than the other time. it seems to cause so much obstruction for me as i find it tough to even swallow my saliva. =( sad.

going for ktv session with the usual gang ---> jx,jy,gene, milo but this time round.. wk is going! first time. haha.. quite weird that he actually agrees to go.. but its okie. =) hope i can catch the king kong show by this week. someone told me hopefully able to make it. so here i am, waiting to catch the show. =D i tot it looks quite nice. i wanna see the christmas lightings too. =( anyone willing to bring me there? accompany me rather. its niceee. i saw from the tv programs.. told him of that idea whereby i bring milo and he bring lian mei and we all go out together. but somehow we felt its kinda weird. so decided to drop the idea.

tmr's meeting with f4. been so long since we met up and chat.. looking forward to it. but in the morning got work at 7am.. so early.. and my tooth is aching like shit.. dad ask me not to go work.. but i feel bad if i absent myself as i will be the only cashier for tmr morning.. so i guess its better to go rather than to put chew mui at spot when questioned about me not coming to work. so yup.. bear with the pain first. i wont visit any dentist. thats wad i fear most. =x and jia yi is suggesting that i visit one to see wad exactly is wrong.. nooooooooooo.

kinda tired. i think i better go rest first.. dunno if i shld wait for the call or just go ahead to bed like the other times. sian..

a promise broken. was disappointed but well.. its ok, i noe it wasnt on purpose. u had ur reasons and i noe about them. =)

i understand.

we can always fix another time. but i hope nothing will go wrong the 2nd time. =x

in the library now.. m a bad ger.. im rotting away.. =x
shall start at 3:30pm ya.. hehe.. =)

so many assignments, they are simply killing me.. ytd was such a flop. felt kinda disappointed as we spent quite some time installing and finding those programs. the ipaq really gives me heart attacks at the most crucial time. one can freak out man.imagine it hangs and the whole thing went blank for 3 times? it did happened. and the worst was it actually hangs an hr before the presentation and there were technical problems too during the presentation and lastly, the ipaq crashed. there goes out presentation. but lucky we manage to save it and make it up at the last 15mins. *phews*

thanks for being there. i noe i have been feeling weird there few days. probably im too stressed. too many datelines to meet and ya.. tts y im behaving that way. oh yah, im going to the graduation night! yay!

Venue: Pan Pacific Hotel
Date: 17th March 2006

Im finally graduating!! so fast. i cant believe it. It seems as though i just entered school as a freshie. and now im on my way to graduating.

im tired.
mentally and physically.
the projects and all the shits are wearing me out.
anyone willing to tell me how i shld react towards such matters esp in groups?
maybe im thinking too much over such stuff. its stressful.

should i quit or stay on..?

19th Dec. keep ya promise ya? =)

im tired.
mentally and physically.
the projects and all the shits are wearing me out.
anyone willing to tell me how i shld react towards such matters esp in groups?
maybe im thinking too much over such stuff. its stressful.

should i quit or stay on..?

19th Dec. keep ya promise ya? =)

its the first day of elearning today.. and im so happy that we have finally completed 2 things which are to be due this coming friday. tmr shall be our elearning day. ^-^ there's so many stuff to be done for this elearning. and i simply hates elearning weeks! unclear instructions, unclear assignments.. anyway.. had fun today as well while doing our proposal. haha

its the first time i had mcdonald delivery. and it also applies to jia yi and nisa. all our first time.. and its in school. lol.. we were simply too lazy to walk over to KAP for mcdonald and back to school again for our project. and i really admire jia yi sia. she can actually eat cavana - chicken rice for a week. omg. a week full of chicken when bird flu is on the rise now. *claps*

wonder wad milo is doing now.. probably just hit the sack for the day in korea. hope she enjoys herself for this trip and when she comes back, we'll go sign up for the grad night together. hehe.. actually im really looking forward to the graduation night. maybe its my first time and might also be my last graduation night. that is why i wanna go. yup. dad and mum allows me to go.

went milo's place with nisa ytd. it's been so long since i go to fren's place to chill and talk. even though our aim ytd was to help milo pack. i still find it enjoyable. haha.. its really been so long. still rem i used to go lena's place last time. or F4 will come to my place. now all got separated already. kinda sad whenever i think of it. everyone's busy with our own life and simply neglected the people around us. but well, i think that's life, isnt it? well, back to main topic, milo ah.. i think she really muz learn how to pack her stuff. haha.=x

alot of things happened during these few weeks. heard all kinds of stories from friends around me and its quite sad ah. plus.. i really dun understand why adults like to have affairs. its simply being so unfair to the other party. thats how i feel.. and that is also why i dislike third parties. close friends should know why ah.. 2 days ago. a close fren of mine just told me the situation in his family. well.. i truely understand what he is going through and how he is feeling coz i have gone thru all that. i guess..

you really have to be strong and be there for your mum. that's the least we can do during these times. no point giving any comments, that's what i have learnt. our comments aren't that needed and afterall, it's matter between our parents and not us. don't think too much ok? things may turn for the better. and i hope it will, have faith in your parents perhaps. =) cheers'

and yah.. made things clear to xavi. its better for us to be just friends. dun really wish to complicate matters and afterall, i really feel that we dunno each other well enough. but.. im really sorry for causing any misunderstandings or unhappiness. u will find ur happiness someday i believe. *smiles.*

Especially dedicated to Milo.

Hey ger.. Hope that u will have a safe and fruitful trip ya? enjoy urself and dun be bothered by other stuff! =p gonna miss you when ur there. u can call me if you want. haha.. =p

Anyway......... here's wad u wanna hear.......
" I LOVE MILO TO BITS!"

im beginning to feel stress now.. =) projects, assignments are starting to roll in. and this is only the starting, i cant imagine wad more there is to come. fyp sounds cool, with the website and HP Ipaq but it seems tough. hope the group can get through all these smoothly. got grouped with nisa, jiayi and elgene this semester..

sent out the email to the tuition agency just now, hope they will accept our proposal. told them in the email that it will only be on academic basis and last for ard 13 weeks. if the tuition agency is not gonna accept our idea, gotta look for another one again. sighs. left with less than a week. next tues have to present the slides for our proposal.

and milo ah.. dun think too much about the grouping okie? hope all goes well for u, try to tok to ur grpmates whenever u can ba.. help them maybe.. =) or maybe its just 2nd week of sch and everyone's still feeling quite lost. dun give up on them!! and control ur temper!

today was fun! the 2nd outing for the 3 years we have known each other. wow...
tot the outing to KTV would be weird since the combination was rather weird.. but things turn out opposite and was quite fun! Was there with milo, jiayi, jie xiu, elgene and hendry. all of us enjoyed ourselves except hendry. he was quite leftout ba.. tried to get him to sing as well but he doesnt really listen to english songs. so we got him to sing english songs but he dun wanna sing. (-_-")

so we did not let him pay in the end. felt quite bad coz we were the ones who asked him to go.. anyway.. we really sang till no one cares. all kinds of mistakes, out of pitches, out of tunes. lol! a few funny parts when we sang the wrong lyrics and din noe that there was later part for the song. lol.. but anyway.. its the first outing we have and only 6 of us attended.. wow..
where are the rest of the TT01s!!

haha.. doesnt matter. we will be going for another outing someday before the 30th nov. yay.. shall get more pple to go.. =D was telling milo.. i feel like inviting them to my place during chinese new year. i noe still abit far from chinese new year but i got the urge sia.. haha.. maybe same day as my bro's frens.. lidat.. mum they all wont have to cook for so many times. hehe.. but see how it goes ba.. milo oso agreed to the idea and that we shld visit each other's place.. lets hope we can go house visiting next yr.. hehe.. last sem le.. oh yah.. talking about new year.. here's wishing nisa!

SELAMAT HARI RAYA! =D

Sorry that im unable to make it for the trip to ur place.. coz they have already planned the schedule.. and i guess its too last min to tell them of any changes oso..

and yah.. hope we can all go for some holidays before we really part for the new chapter in our lives. gone is the korea trip for me. =) tot alot and decided not to go for it in the end. so 3k research, here i comes! haha..

Thanx JY.. =) its been so long since i told u about my stuff. thanks for being a listening ear that day.. was really vexed and disappointed that i couldnt go for it.. but after much thinking.. i guess i have straightened out my thoughts. yups.. well.. i dun blame anyone for anything. i just feel tired and sad that after working for so long, i still have no savings!

Hmm.. its nearing 2.. i suppose i shld be in bed at this hr.. since i promise my fren that i will sleep early.. when he is enjoying his supper out there. -.- but anyway.. hey.. its really early!! lol.. =P Take care all.

okok.. im here to blog, milo. =x
surprised that i actually blogged at this hr? yeah.. din go out for movies. someone's sick and so we nvr meet up. anyway.. coming mon sch is starting! no study mood yet actually.. how how how.. die..

heard abt the South Korea trip. really looking forward to it.. but haiz.. i dunno if i will be able to make it. i really hope i can go. been telling my mum abt the overseas trip since last sem, worked so many jobs during the hols just to enjoy the trip.. in the end.. sighs. im really touched by milo and lena's action. one offered to lend me money for the trip while the other offer to lend me the winter wear. but i dun really feel good to lend money from milo.. coz i really dun wish to burden her.. emailed mrs lee abt it, shall see wad her reply is.. lets hope that it will be a positive reply.

anyway.. had a big quarrel with one of my shimei's fren's bf.. knew him online for a few yrs already.. was quite pissed off that i actually scolded him off. well.. i was telling him abt the korea trip but then was saying that dunno if i can go for the trip and all due to financial problems.. then he told me to go for trip before i start work.. i was like saying.. i cant.. coz i have to work in order to get the money for wadever trip i wanna go.. isnt that right? and so he started saying me.. that i work for so long already yet cant save any.. and that i din bother to go and look for job.

Fine.. You do not noe my family situation so "Please shut ur mouth up, Mr. XX. Your cooperation is kindly appreciated." Yes, anyone can look down on me but please do not involve my family members.Yes, my dad was wrong to get a car, thinking that he can afford the installments and so? He is not insensible in any sense. He has his own thinking and could not control his feelings. Its not as if we can stop him from doing the things he wans. His illness has made him unable to control himself and his emotions. There was also at one point of time when he started to cry, another period of time when he was easily agitated and do u know? I am sorry to say that u know simply nuts about stroke patients. Not all patients are like YOUR UNCLE. You may have wadever comments but i would appreciate it if u can keep them to urself and not say it out loud in front of me about MY DAD. THANKS.

When i was looking for a job, where are you? Do u know that i was actually looking for a job? and if u think i did not bother to find a better job, YOU ARE WRONG. VERY WRONG. You can check out with any of my close friends before you start giving unwanted and unreal comments about people. And another point to add. Sometimes i think it is very important to look in depth into things before one can comment. Some people are simply so childish and thinks that they are super duper mature, in the sense that they are much older than people of my age. So what? Age is not a matter, it is the things that u have gone through that makes one mature. I may be only 19 but i can safely say that the things i have gone through are not the things anyone of my age has. Maybe not even you.

So, before one starts to say or comment about anything. Think twice. One time about the other party's feelings and the other time think of whether what one is gonna is really the fact or maybe there are more to be discovered.

To be precise, i think this entry serve the purpose of learning an important lesson and also.. how one's words or comments can hurt the other party, be it intentionally or unintentionally. Okay, i shall end this entry now. Said wad i wan and grumbled all i wanted already. Sorry for making u all read such an entry. =)

yup. everything was fine. thanx gers for being concerned. hee. =) talked alot, discussed quite alot too. given at least a mth to think about everything before deciding on an ans and not forgetting..

im thankful that ur being truthful to me. =) lets just hope time will prove all of us wrong okie?

went out with nisa and mamat. accompany nisa to buy her hari raya shoes. hope she will stop whining abt that pair of green shoes. hee.. anyway the black shoes are fine la.. looks nice on u and suits all kinds of outfit.. hehe.. oh yah.. thanks for the beads u bought in thai.. =)

and milo, i miss u man.. i really hope to meet u soon ! haha..

okay, blogging time. =) met up with the sakae gers today. edith and cheryl. the meeting was alright, they bought stuff and makan before cheryl headed for work. went back to woodlands and instead of going home straight, edith and i went to to library to get some books. studious huh. haha.. bidded shimei goodbye and chatted abit with her. seems like things arent going on well for roy. GET WELL SOON, GAL. hope that things will turn out fine for u all, yeah? and also for everyone. =)

Chatted with milo and nisa last nite. talked about alot of things. told them about him. yup. sth off my mind. at least i can tok to the gers. thanks for being my listening ears! simply love u gers to bits.
muacks.
haha. shall be friends for the time being. Looks and appearances doesnt matter much to me. So long one has a good heart and character, i guess it will stretch much beyond the boundary of looks and appearances. =D
You may think that i was being serious about slimming down first. but nahx.. im not such person. =) no one is perfect, yea?

Like wad milo said, if any of us mind looks and appearances, everything will turn to be meaningless. milo, i remember ur words! touched anot. haha.. and of course, i remember the funny msn conversation the 3 of us had last night about getting a tall bf. u gers always manage to make me smile. haha.. but i still dun quite get the feeling that u were talking abt the tall guy and short ger. (-_-") Sorry, im really slow in catching meanings. haha.. =x

happy happy.. went malaysia with milo today.. Hmm.. bought quite alot of stuff.. seems like milo bought more and spent alot more than me. tried a tshirt but dun feel comfortable in it. so din buy.. in the end what i have got were all accessories. omg. accessories. for the first time i really bought accessories for myself. quite nice.. lol.. =x my mum like the silver necklace and bracelet. and asked why i din get one for her too. -_-

anyway.. today's trip was quite fun. city square is so much like singapore, so are the prices. i think the clothings wise, i would prefer singapore? even though some over there are quite nice. =) the first thing we reached was to eat. but the food there spoilt my appetite..! the sushi simply taste so not nice! lol..anyway.. we spent some 40bucks eating things that we dun like. its a sin! but milo commented that spending in msia is not as heartaching as spending in singapore. why huh? anyway.. i tot we were supposed to meet nisa at 2plus at woodlands.. but milo told me was 4.. and so we walked till3plus and headed back to sg. but nisa called and we decided to meet on mon instead. she did her hair over at protrim, wonder how she looks like now. haha!

well well. shall upload the photos of the items i bought just now in a short while. hehe..
I'LL BE BACK!

couldnt get to sleep last nite, the feeling sucks. tossed and turn till 4plus and i finally was able to sleep. But.. kept waking up the whole of last nite and this morning. Some peaceful sleep that was. and thanx to the stupid starhub people who kept calling me about those bills. told them so many times that im not the owner of the line already. -.- got kinda fed up that i actually switched off my hp for a peaceful sleep. haha. =x

supposed to meet nisa today but i was abit tired, so decided not to meet nisa. im sorry ger, shall catch up with u this friday with milo okie? not forgetting my jb trip with milo on friday as well. hope everything goes smoothly. hehe.. =D then it will be my 2nd time going to msia with frens. but the different thing is that.. i got the permission granted for this trip and not for the previous trip with my sakae friends. haha! =X its a secret that i kept from my dad. hoho..

Hungry already, im gonna get something to eat first. shall update some other times. nth much happen oso. lol!

its been so long since my last post and to date, its been a week since my last day at PPL shipyard.. The last week, this holidays to be exact, was used for fun, fun and more fun! met up with alot of my secondary school friends.

Firstly was the bbq at yuan chang's new place, met up with them and they taught me alot of games. Fun! and i realised that im super slow to those so called IQ games. haha!
Then was the meetup with Sakae friends, Edith, Cheryl, Hong Po and Robin. Its been so long after we quitted and met up. Went back to Sakae for a meal and realised that the food is not as nice as before. Think we are really Sakae Siaos. LOL! =X

Next was the meeting with F2 and Pei mei. We went for ktv session as early as 11. Can u believe that we actually queued to sing? haha! but it was fun! Sad that they commented i sounded like a China girl when i was talking to the China waitress. I had no idea why i spoke in that accent. I think it must be due to my attachment over at Ma Kuang where i hang out with many China and Taiwanese. Its ok. I had no choice also right? will try to switch back to my normal accent. Please tell me if u ever heard me speaking in that accent again. =D Nvm abt that. After the Ktv session, we went to Suki Sushi for a Sushi buffet and all of us felt that it was a wrong move after that as we were too full from the Ktv lunch. Had a hell load of fun with cream puffs. haha. Ate lots of cream puff and were joking that we might even be seeing ourselves as cream puffs in the mirror. 4 cream puffs standing in front of the mirror. LOL!
Overall the outing was FUN!

Lastly, last fri I had also met up with Gene, Xian and Kel. Chatted alot and we had dinner at Swensens to have a belated birthday celebration for Kel. Then they told me of the "Ah Sa" from twins. haha.. the girl looked like Ah Sa but she had golden hair and so they nicknamed her "Golden hair Sa". LOL.. was footing the bill when Xian started helping Kel by saying.." ah sa.. my friend would like to know you" for 2 times sia! to another girl named May. LOL! and we presumed that May got the wrong idea thinking it was her that they wanna know. =_=

How lame we are! Was deciding whether to go ktv or to go drink. Kel wanted ktv but xian wanted to drink. Ended up we did none of the 2 as i had to go back early and they did not want to abandon me. Thanks! hehe.. Sat at Cavana for awhile before heading home. Kel faced some problems with school stuff, time tabling and all. Hope things would go smoothly for him and that he would get the schedule he wants. =)

By the way, i bought lots of things during the last week and i spent so much i think. But.. i did save some money for my jb trip with milo and Xuan hui. Hope we can fulfil it ok? i will pray that u are not scheduled to work on friday milo. hehe.. back to the topic. i bought a pair of jeans, 19 bucks from the shop near my place.. a puzzle($2.90) , a bag(not for sch, 8 bucks only, cheap cheap), a skirt from pure milk, also cheap cheap = 16 bucks only! hmm.. wad else? i forgot already, so much for now and not to forget my expenses are rather huge these days.

Next in line will be meeting up with nisa and milo. Will be working on tues, wed, thurs and sun for this week. So i still have today, Fri and Sat. Ask me out when free k! =D Its 837am now and i have just enrolled into the IS modules. It was so sucky just nw. The system lagged and logged me out even when i have yet to enrol into the modules in the 10 - 3 slots. Lucky that i still manage to get into our 2nd choice- Events communication and after the enrolment, i realised that i had the same name as the tutor. Wow! Fun eh.. (-_-") imagine someone call Yeo Su Lin calling Ng Su Ling. haha! Okay, whatever it may be. Fun then fun la.. =/

Shall stop here and update again more frequently!

lingz back! work has started at ppl shipyard.. work is fine at both the shipyard and ntuc, just that im getting weaker and weaker. been sick for a few days already.. vomit + diarrhoea + fever + loss of appetite.. doc says its food poisoning and my aunt asked me to beware of dengue since there are alot of cases in my block and dengue fever is on the rise now in singapore. slept for so long today.. too tired to wake up to watch tv and dun even feel like eating.. -.-

hope i can recover tmr.. if not i think i should quit from ppl.. had been absent from work for too long already.. if nvr quit, they might fire me instead. haha.. or m i thinking too much? well.. learnt quit alot at ppl.. learnt about work permit, how to apply and renew and alot more. im learning as much as i can now, hope this can help me in the coming fyp? haha.. thinking too much again.. anyway.. just trying to gain as much experience as i can.

Met up with jiamin on saturday and passed her the present. gave her a dreamcatcher, dunno if she will like it but i hope she will. uploaded the photo we took the other time.. nice nice..

heard alot of things have change in ma kuang after my attachment ends.. shall not talk about them but hopefully things will be fine for the company.. results will be out on 6th october. hope it wont be very bad. *keeping my fingers crossed*

well well.. i've thought abit for my future. decided to work for 2 years after poly.. earn enough money to pay back the study loan and hope can save as much as i can for university fees. shall find some HR related work to do. then will try to apply for a place in university for HRM.. hopefully with the experience i may gain in those 2 years, they can more or less get me a place in university.. then yeaps.. come out i guess will be easier to find job? i hope so.. but a fren asked me.. "so do u wanna forever work for others or do u wanna be an entrepreneur someday..?"

seriously i have yet to think that far and such things are hard to say. one cannot predict the future, even though that may be a goal.. i think so long i can get a job that allows me to meet all ends, i will be happy. wont think alot about being my own boss or sth.. i guess im not that ambitious yet.. just hope that i can achieve wad i want for now first before deciding on any other things.

shall stop here.. weather hasnt been good these days, take care every1., dun be like me ok.. :)

wow wow wow! its been near 2 weeks since the last entry.. my attachment has ended and my new job has started.. so many things happened huh... last fri was the last day of my attachment. went for lunch with my colleagues at V8 cafe and they were surprised that the food prices are rather affordable, much cheaper compared to swensens and its almost of the same standard.. yeapz... heh.. they insisted on treating me and dun allow me to pay for it.. (-_-")

had chicken chops and one of my colleague, Karen was saying,
"Aren't we already chickens?" when she was placing the order.. dots.. my other colleague started laughing like there was no tomorrow.. the lunch was fun! we reached the office only at 3.. power eh.. haha.. coz all the big bosses weren't around! Once in a while is alright, i guess? hee.. yeapz.. anyway.. went back to Ma Kuang this wed.. to meet up with Mr. Lim and Xiao Yu.. had a good laugh.. as Xiao Yu said quite alot of good things.and yah.. i even wrote the company assessment myself.. so pro right.. he just copied everything.. haha.. No comments about this officer of mine.. -_-"

Ok, enough of that.. shall tok abt my new job~ just started work yesterday.. it's alright.. the colleagues are quite ok.. one of the more senior staff is quite a nice lady.. she talked to me and stuff.. and told me to study hard.. cute right. haha.. but well, its just the 2nd day today.. not sure wad is in store for me on mon as the HR manager returns from the overseas trip.Was told i will be assigned more task.. that's rather good right? at least i wont have to rot at the office.. and yup.. im sorry if i did not reply any of ur msn msgs today.. haha.. i was busy playing around with the system they use there.:x

Oh yah.. had a hard time finding the location on my first day as i was totally clueless as to where pandan road is. took bus no. 78 and sat all the way.. until i reach a stop where many people alighted, sensing something weird, i went to ask the bus driver if i have reached.. and yes i got there safe and sound. But i was rather tramautised when i entered the factory.. all the Banglahs and China men were staring at me as though i was some alien from outer space.. they din even gave me space to walk.. had to say "excuse me" for umpteen times before they gave way. Well.. lucky i dun get to work at those sites.. As its a shipyard company, they employ many foreign workers.. even in the office, its so multi-nationals everywhere. (-_-")

Lucky i got to noe where and when to take the shuttle bus to and from work. Got to my workplace at 7.35 today... so early right?! coz my bro sent me to the mrt station before he left for his camp.. hee..

Shall stop here.. might be turning in soon.. quite tired and will be working at 9 tmr for the ntuc job.. cheers. hope i wont fall ill.. heh.. i wont!
I AM STRONG!
Take care everyone! and dun miss me, esp pei mei.. HOHOHO!

heya.. found a temp job for the coming holidays! yay! haha.. its gonna be at west coast.. not sure of the company name yet.. found it through jobstreet. have to work from 8 - 6 on mons to thurs and 8-5 on firdays.. yippeee.. pay isnt high though.. 5.5 an hour.. but ok la.. coz they say still got OT all those ma.. plus its a 5days work week job.. suitable for me.. so i juz agreed to it loh.. will be working on sat and sun at ntuc for the time being. shall quit after i find another better job.. haha..:x jazz.. dun learn from me k..=) oh yah.. back to the job i just got.. was told main job scope was admin and some data entry.. ok lah.. dun really mind.. so long can earn money can liao..

decided that we shld juz remain as friends for now. :) some of u may noe y.. i shall not elaborate here.. let it remain as it is.. hee.. yeah.. been toking to fred these days.. not bad not bad.. very long nvr tok to him.. i mean.. last time seldom have the chance to tok to him.. not like now.. shld be meeting up before sch start i think..

at my workplace now.. nth to do.. finished all the work.. so here i am to rot again.. shld have sent the report to my email but i forgot to.. which is y im rotting now.. sobx.. -.-

Ok, im updating. i noe some of u miss me. haha! especially my dearie milo. coz she kept asking me to update. work is boring. can imagine me blogging at my workplace. nth to do for the whole day.. just did some of my report, 1610 words.. at least another 390 more to go.. jia you! yeah.. i redo everything. coz after the discussion with gene, jiayi and hendry, i somehow feel that what i have done is not really right..

one more week to go! i'va already submitted alot of resumes online for part time admin work. any lobangs please tell me ok! for a month.. :) dun feel like working at NTUC le.. but somehow like quite guilty if i quit now.. coz i did not really mention anything about quitting to qiumei.. *thinking* i guess im really bad at numbers.. only tallied once before.. and the rest are all more than the estimated amount.. sobx..should i really quit? i dun feel good with not tallying after working there for a mth already.. sighs..

things look bad for him.. guess this is wad u all are interested in yea? haha.. hmm.. they nvr patch up and he nvr intend to patch up with her.. told me last night that the ger keep calling him, he feels so irritated by her.. i juz kept quiet.. din really talk much to him these days after the unhappiness last sat.. sighs. but that talk really made me feel that i do not know him that well.. he's more of an extremist, with 2 extreme sides. perhaps he has always showed me the good side.. which was why im unable to take it when i see the other side.. not bad. but rather its his bad tempered side. im beginning to wonder about the words he told me initially. he was rather frank with me at the beginning but i would not assume so after we 2 got closer. argh. shall not tok about it further.. maybe continue next time when there are new updates. been pondering if all these are just infatuations. isit really coz he was there when i needed some1 and vice versa or wad.. truth is always hard to find out. especially so when the bond is not there yet..

grrr.. talked to fred last nite.. first time we could hold a conversation for so long.. and he agreed on that. we were like old frens talking. the feeling is good! haha.. coz i think we can talk last we used to and im happy to gain back this friend. first time after so long, he is telling me about his stuff.. haha.. :x might be meeting him this coming holidays.. maybe with his frens or wad.. not very sure too. but im sure the trip will be to sentosa. i hope the trip will be on.

Mr Frederick, hope you wont bluff me this time round.

haha.. notice i purposely bold it. hoho.. anyway.. tonight's superstar final~! i hope kelly wins. Sorry to kelvin's fans.. but im a supporter of Kelly..:x hope i can get back home by 730 for the show.. its currrently 5:08pm.. another 52 mins to the end of work.. heehee..

Sometimes i really hope im living in my dreams, that way, nth will be true.. *sighs*

i wish i could turn back time to know the real you again.. maybe you said all that u said in a fit of anger but somehow i cant accept those words.. its too harsh.. it makes u sound so aggressive and me scared of ya.. cheap is definitely not the word i would want u to use on anyone.. yes i noe.. the feeling of being betrayed.. but why wanna say those words to hurt the other party when u noe how disappointed it is to be hurt by the person u like most..

decided to write it out here instead of over at the other blog.. dunno why the decision.. yeaps.. talked to him the other night and couldnt really take it.. the way he speaked was so aggressive and revengeful.. din noe 1 can be so full of hatred to others.. sighs.. maybe we are really from two different worlds.. i dunno.. it makes me scared of him from the way he speaks.. yes i noe he need frens to be by his side but i really hope he would change.. he needs help from himself more than others.. if he cant even listen to himself, i guess he wont listen to others oso.. its always lidat, at least for me.. he is just so stubborn.. maybe lena is right.. i shld be by his side to lend him a listening ear and to support him.. but.. we seem to land in argument whenever i tok to him abt it.. sighs.. speechless at times.. and helpless.. :(

he din wanna go back the other day when we were talking.. but at least he listened to me and headed home.. dun understand why.. he din wanted his parents to get worried yet din wanna go back.. (-.-") cant find him since yesterday.. hope he's fine.. know where he went yesterday but kinda worried.. i would definitely not want to see any of my frens get into any kind of harm.. =/

hope things will go fine for you and pls stand on ur feets again.. no point indulging in depression and thinking of ways to spite her.. that is being childish.. told ya b4.. it takes 2 hands to clap.. wads the point of spiting her? just to make urself more miserable.. hope u would keep ur promises.. and not change to someone i wouldnt wanna see..

going work soon.. take care pals.. shall update again..

just reached 900 words for assignment 2. 600 more words to go! jia you suling! haha.. met up with cheryl today.. accompany her to marsiling for a haircut.. i tot she looks alrite but she thinks otherwise.. hmm.. nvm.. :) went sakae for dinner with her.. both of us ordered ramen.. yum yum... its nice.. tommy was nice too. to give us free mochi and he did not count the colour plate that we have on the table.. hehee.. yeapz.. headed home after that.. nth much..

that's the pig jiamin gave me.. --->
din erase the bday song away.. its still there! hee..

oh yah.. today karen called me from the other office and told me to report for work there this coming monday.. that means i will be helping out in the finance dept.. wooo.. new task! she even asked if i wanna extend my stay.. dunno if its for real.. but i dun mind, hopefully the part time pay will be not bad.. hee..

hmm.. looks still remain as they are. no changes. except that it makes me as clueless as ever. all the calls and sms-es. we are close friends. no doubt about that. :) no worries gals.. i know where to stop and when to stop. not gonna walk beyond the boundaries of "friends". that is it for now..

currently at my workplace, its so boring~~ nth to do.. finished off all the assignments already and there was nth more for me.. sob sob.. anyway.. thanx peimei!~ heehee.. i noe u care..:x lets just hope things wont get too knotty and out of hand over here.

been thinking whether to study full time or part time after my diplomas, making such a decision is also rather a headache. having considering the pros and cons of each, i still cant manage to differentiate the weightage of both. Part time course will only be conducted in the evenings and i can work full time in the morning.. but the problem is, will i be able to really concentrate on the lessons after a day of tiring work? Moreover, the fees for part time course is somehow abt the same as full time course, just that i will be able to earn while i learn.

If i were to take up a full time course instead, i wont be able to pay off the bank loans that i have for my poly fees.. and shld i continue taking up loans, i think by the time i really start to have an income, they will all go to the bank..:(:(:( sighs. one good thing abt full time is that i will be able to concentrate much better and perhaps have a part time job after school to support myself.. but the fees will still be a problem to me.. sobx... how how how.. seriously dunno wad i wan..

Sianz.. sometimes some things will become a habit eventually and shld there be a day without it, i would feel rather uneasy i think.. sighs.. please please let whatever the outcome is be positive.
Whatever it is, i just hope that the friendship would remain strong and still, able to withstand all kinds of obstacles that may surface and the promise to be fulfilled. not to forget that we have already hooked our fingers, so im keeping them crossed now. :) So dun u dare break the promise. "promises are not to be broken".

went to work today.. quite alrite, finally i did not short of far too much money or exceed too much this time. just $0.20! haha.. :x

Met up with milo and nisa ytd.. quite alrite and i think we 3 were mad. lolx! had dinner at far east, wanted to go sakura but there was too many people so we changed to another store in far east. I still prefer sakura though.. :x Then headed to delifrance.. nisa had the sudden urge to eat ice cream.. -.-" hahaz.. got there at ard 930.. and their last order was at 945.. pro right?! got home at ard 11.. but ok lahx, once in awhile. haven been out till very late these days.. yeapz.. and its really nice meeting up with them again.. Really, i feel that communication plays a very big part in all kinds of relationships.. if not i think, people will sure drift apart.. so i will try to meet up with more people now! lolx.. especially in the coming break before school starts..

hmm.. well well.. this portion here is written for a friend whom i dun think know of my blog~ lolx..
"your words really made me speechless for that moment, do you know that? and i nearly fainted upon those words..*phew* "

hahz.. and milo, i cant sleep much last nite! keep thinking of the words i pasted for u to see last nite! lolx! i dunno why sia.. :x

maybe its the first time some1 said that to me.. thought it over, its better to leave things as it is now.. ^-^ and perhaps will just do as you said since there is no commitment or whatsoever. haha! :x:X Wish me luck guys~ Shall keep this blog more updated very soon i hope..:)

Tues is the final theory test again. wish me luck! my bro and dad tells me not to fail it again.. -.- not that i wanna fail rite! hahaz.. forget it.. i will just try my best.. if not, i shall wait for people to fetch me next time and i hope that person will keep the promise made. lolx..

damn.. my health hasnt been good for the past few mths when im in ma kuang. had a terrible headache today.. i dunno why.. rested the whole day at home.. sighs. met up with lena ytd.. waited for near an hr for her. -.- so pro. she waited at the wrong bus stop for the shuttle bus. nvm abt that.. bought a fan and then acc her to her hostel.. had a hard time fixing her fan and the worst was the fan needed 3 person juz to fix it. hahz.. headed home after that.. think got home ard 915 or wad.. nth much for the day but its nice meeting her and chatted quite alot.. told me abt her stuff and all.
well, take care ger and slowly find out wads that missing thing. =)
as for me.. i will do what i think is right. hahaz.. and yeapz. dun worry. i noe wad im doing..

im finally writing my blog again. things seemed to be back to normal and im really glad.. at least i noe my frens are all there for me. :) thanx people.. especially touched when one after another came to tell me to take care and stuff.. not forgetting the touching words that came from my friends.. poly, secondary.. im glad to have all of u.. :D

and not forgetting poh lun. :) not sure if u guys still rmb him.. mentioned abt him in my previous blog though. haha.. he was there for me that very day when i was very down.. thanx thanx.. though he wont read this blog and hope that his wish for a superglue gerfren would come true soon. hahaz.. toking abt superglue makes him excited.. -.-"

anyway.. im sick today! took half day off from work.. colleague say i look pale.. and i was feeling tired all over, not sure why too.. maybe is the weather's fault.. 2 of my colleagues juz recovered from flu and my mum too.. maybe gotten the germs from them. hahz.. i slept at 3 this afternoon and got woken up by adam.. so stupid! he woke me up to help him rephrase his report words.. then 4plus i went back to sleep.. till near 6, i got woken up by my bro.. -.-" and i cant get back to sleep anymore! zzzzzz... nvm abt that.. shall rest earlier today. take cares.

> > CANCER WOMAN 22 JUNE-22 JULY> >>
> When she is in love, she will act both ways. First, Shy and polite>
> trembling to be near you. Second, Attach to you like glue and>
trying to be with you all the times. She will try to go home with you after work, or have every lunch with you. It is O.K. if you like her too, but if
it is not the case, you will feel very uncomfortable.> >>

She hates to be talked about or gossiped by someone else. If she knows she will be very hurt. In nature she is a shy type, except she has been influenced by some other Zodiac. She is not a brave or daring type, so if you like her then you better be the o! ne who start first.
She will not accept her true feeling, so if you like here you better tell her first.> >
She is like a musical note always change in tunes, so one minute she can be funny and cheerful, and one minute she can be sad and depress.> Other> > people may think of her as "Over-acting", or "Over-reacting".> >> >

When she is depress, she will go out and look for things to make> it up. She loves money, and thinks of having "Money" as "happy", not as "God".> >

She will not look down at you if you do not have a lot of money,> but she> > will help you make money, save money. She is not an extravagant> person> and> > sometimes will tell you not to buy her expensive and not useful> gift.> >

She is the type who enjoy a long and quiet walk. Cancer woman also influenced by the "moon", so under the moon light she will be fascinating woman.> >> >

She has a constant fear for many things. She fear of not being smart enough, not pretty enough. Even if she is not fat, she will not be satisfy. Assuring her of her look would help, because she can change mood 4times a day

She is not stingy, but you will not surprise if you see she collecting old or broken junks. She sees that everything are useful to her. She will find a way to re-use it again some day. She is not a jealous type,butpossessive.

The best part of her is that she will sacrifice everything for her love one with no limit. Don't leave her in times of troubles, she will never forget it. She is not a weak type, even she looks like one, Example if you argue with her, she might cry her heart out. Once you left, she will wipe her tears and start clean up her apartment normally.

She is a very careful mother and will look after her kids every steps of the way. If she is a mother of your children, you are at ease, but if she is your mother in law, you are in pain. Not to worry, this type of mother in law will not let her own daughter being an "Old mate.

She could be moody and argue with you in many little things like many women, but she always wait and want to take care of you. If you argue with> > her and disappear a few days, she will be waiting for you, but not for long O.K. This kind of testing is risky, try not to do it.

The Cancer woman need 2 things to be happy which are "Work" and "Love". She can be live in a dusty house, but she can not live in that same house with no Love.

i think the above one is quite true at some parts.. not very sure oso? hahahz.. u guys can have a look.. thats only for cancerian gers la! heee..

Im currently riding on a roller coaster. With all the ups and downs, last week was the happiest week but i supposed its going all the way down, down and down now..

it SUCKS.

i dun understand why its starting again. I've got a feeling that things arent gonna end, as in really putting a fullstop to it. Sighs. It ended a few times and also came back a few times. Y bother to make empty promises and makes everyone sad and disappointed again and again? Isit the so called "情绪" of life? I rather not have it. Its making everyone in the family going crazy and mad. Had the tap running for the whole nite the other day and i barely slept. Yet i still have to drag my super heavy feet and super tired eyes to work. Do u noe? I bet u dun. Was on the train today and thoughts came back. Wth.. i did the most embarrassing thing ever. Teared again on the train.. Everything looks fine when i got back, but it doesnt seem to be perfectly fine.. Afterall, gaps were all along there, needless to say now.

Many things were on my mind.. Sighs.. How about my sch fees? that was the first thing that came to my mind when he said he would no longer care about everything. He promised to pay for it and now? thats how sucky life is.. I wonder when a breakdown will take over me. I hoped it would not.. Thought of going for a walk today, but well.. no one was free and alot are having papers or enjoying themselves.. Went to the national library alone instead.. it was the grand opening today.. i thought alot, but life moves on i guess. I had to clear my mind by my own.. But i really dunno when that day would come..

*noe u all will have lots of qns for me after reading this entry.. but dun qn me k? i dunno how to explain things oso.. sighs. *

HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO ME!

hee.. its my bday today..this year bday is not bad.. =P had quite a few celebrations this year.. first was with lena and gene they all, then was meeting up with milo and nisa, followed by F4, jiamin and my cousin.. ^-^ thanx gers! not forgetting all those who messaged me to wish me.. that includes... (the following might be quite a long list, haha.. ) jazz!(the earliest to wish me sia)milo,nisa, shwu huey, mamat(nisa's boy and he surprised me. -.-"), hanwen, wei sheng, jing ying, shimei, peimei, deborah(pm's fren) and a few online frens whom i have known for a few years..oh yah, eddy too! so touched! first time so many people wished me happy birthday.. lolx.. im so sua ku.. =X but juz quite happy.. and not forgetting the present that f4 , peimei and jiamin gave me.. i got the wallet shop vouchers and a voice recording pig from them respectively! and so touched that jiamin sang me a birthday song which was recorded in the piggy.. cute! thanx ger! f4 and pm bought me those vouchers for me to get a new wallet.. hee.. Thanx all of u for making my bday memorable.. =) took so many neoprints too. shall upload them when soon!

hmm.. updates? been sleeping very late for the past few nights.. rushed reports after reaching home fr meetings with u guys, but had no one to blame, only myself.. could have finished it off rather early but..i kept making changes to my report coz i dun like the way i phrase the sentences as well as the layout and everything.. -.-"

started work at ntuc as part time cashier already, ytd was the first time, there were many people so i couldnt really learn much stuff.. juz the basic things i need to noe.. the pay is only 4.65 bucks an hr.. but doesnt matter lahx.. probably will only work morning shift..

as for attachment.. my lo is finally coming to visit me! heheh.. wed he will be coming.. xiao yu very power sia.. ask me to write my own company assessment.. say write good things can already. coz he's lazy to write for me! (-_-") no comments rite? hahz.. anyway.. finally felt abit more useful at work.. was working with access to help them create a database to store all those who collected uniform.. their manual record is super messy.. and they asked if i have any solutions for them,so i juz told them abt access.. and was told to help them create.. yeapz..

ok la.. i think i better go sleep.. very tired.. take care peeps! i miss pei mei! hoho.. be sure to meet up real soon k!

Heya.. its been almost 3 weeks since my last entry.. hee.. top of the list, im lazy.. and my laptop is under repair.. so sad for me.. a week plus already. wonder when its gonna recover.. *i miss my lappieeee* spoilt at the wrong time.. sighs.. doing report is so tough.. have to fight for the time when my bro is not ard so that i can do.. :(

Hmm.. went out yesterday with lena and gene they all.. had a fun time.. thanx u guys.. =) it was to celebrate bang's belated bday and an advanced celebration for me.. really glad to know this group of friends and that we can stay in contact well. Had Yuki Yaki, the teppanyaki shop at cine.. they treated bang and me.. hee.. thanx thanx again.. din wanted them to.. coz i noe that all of us were like kinda broke.. but lena dun wan me to pay.. -.- ate so much that we were too full to walk.. and kel was so engrossed with his singing techniques( he attended a "singing class" by his friends before meeting us).. and lena and him kept singing Huang yida's song.. wad "那個女孩對我說" or sth lidat la.. quite nice i guess.. haha..

and made a decision to slim down.. haha.. went to see the doc recommended by shimei after knowing that candy made such a progress in slimming down.. stunning loh! from 70plus to 50plus.. 20kg.. woo.. thats so much.. but the doc says its in my genes coz my family members all big size.. so i have to work extra harder as compared to them.. *sob sob*shall try lahx.. i nvr noe until i try ma.. spent 80 bucks.. there goes my pay after paying everything.. and i shall now declare:
"I AM BROKE".
Went with shimei and her fren jia min ahx.. same name as my fren.. haha.. :X her friend oso slimmed down alot sia.. so good.. envy them loh.. then went for a meal with them b4 meeting lena..

Oh ya.. was scheduled for an interview yesterday one.. NTUC part time cashier.. the pay is not high.. but i tot just work first before i find another higher pay and everyone consents to it job. SIghs. nvm la.. but anyway.. din get to go for the interview coz qiumei told me her manager had a last min meeting at the headquarters..so i juz filled in the form.. anyway.. the job is recommended by qiumei.. one of my classmates during BE class and she lives near me.. she's been working there for 3 years already.. now i think is the assistant head for cashier or sth.. not very sure.. was toking to her last sat and she ask if i wanna work.. so i juz said ok loh..

Got in touch with eddy again.. haha.. so happy.. he's my sec sch classmate.. used to sit beside each other during class and he always teaches me maths.. ^-^ he's currently in melborune uni.. so good rite.. but life seems a paradize to him.. he has also put on weight! -.- haha..

Supposed to be doing report now.. but not in the mood.. how sia.. :( tmr will start eating the pills.. wonder how the effect will be like.. wish me luck ok? :)

shall stop here.. will try to update one.. haha.. :D

went k-songs with milo today.. quite alrite.. hope she is feeling better after drowning everything into the songs and singing them away.. =) anyway.. milo really loved to sing jay zhou's songs! haha.. sang lots of jay zhou songs.. hmm.. shall go next time with more pple okie? more fun.. kster is cheap. :X

went out with lena ytd.. walked here and there to acc her get her stuff.. then chatted abit.. glad that her prob is solved.. =D and she gave me a week to think of wad i wan for my bday?! its still so long b4 my bday.. =X seriously, i dunno wad i wan or wad i need. can u decide for me instead? hehe..

im really happy to noe jiamin! haha.. she asked me go eski bar on my bday? hee.. she noe im curious abt that place.. :P:P:P *touched* we shall see how okie.. and hope to meet u real soon.

and i think i really miss my frens alot.. how? whether its sec sch frens, working frens, poly frens.. all frens.. sighs. working is not fun. im like working with mothers. :X coz they are nice pple who always take care of me! ask me go for lunch and buy me fruits..! heehee

anyway.. im glad that im able to get back the long lost friendship with fred once again.. =)=)=) hee.. at least we are now friends.. maybe all thanx to his fren, sky! ^-^

today's a tiring day.. went for a job interview.. hmm.. saw it from np forum and only realised that i have been contacting a guy whom i noe at the lec hall all the while.. anyway.. his name is kenneth.. we acknowledge each other la.. but dunno names.. =) went there with fred's frens... it was a long story why i ended up with his frens and not him..

then waited at the doorway.. the 3 of us felt so strange.. yea.. weird company selling some biomedical products and kenneth din wanna tell us what exactly the company is selling and stuff abt the company.. trying to keep it secretive.. then sky(the gal) bluff said that her sis is waiting for her to pack food home and we quickly ran off.. zzzz..

then the 2 of them had dinner there.. mum cooked mine.. so acc them there for dinner.. and the guy(whom i forgot his name) treated me ice lemon tea! nice rite.. he din wanna let me pay.. haha.. told him i shld have ordered the most ex drink.. ^-^ then took train home with them. chatted alot.. they asked me how i noe fred and stuff.. then sky keep saying its so nice of me to try to get her a job and stuff.. keep thanking me.. make me so pai seh.. coz i din noe kenneth work in that company.. =/ the guy say im same as fred, like children? haha.. coz sky finds children a nuisance... esp the young kids we saw on the train..

then the guy say next time go catch movie or ktv together.. ^^ nice pple rite? even though i nonly noe them today.. =) and btw, they are non singaporeans.. haha.. sky is from china and the guy is from cambodia and they talk like singaporeans! was told they have been here for a very long time already.. so yeapxz... no gap or wadever when i tok to them.. which is good ba.. =)

anyway.. i really hope attachment will end soon and i can get back to sch.. haiz.. working at ma kuang isnt good.. everyday do nth but data entry.. was told that is to back up the information.. but abit too much ba.. 40 outlets.. i have to do the stuff 40 times.. can u imagine.. and its a big stack of data.. -.- sighs.. school life is much more better rite..

bOringz~

its so so so boring now! its a sat and im rotting like wad at home.. no one to go out with.. so sad rite.. but well.. doesnt matter.. still pondering whether to go and have a hair cut.. supposed to be out the whole day today but something cropped up and so not going out.

the intial plan was to acc milo get bikini and then meet up with sm and jerm to eski bar.. but sighs. things did not turn out as smoothly .. anyway im not regretting the decision i have made and i shldnt be.. =) there will always be another chance to meet up yeah.. cheers.

and to milo:
you have to be strong ok! will be there for u shld u need any listening ear or wad.. guessed u oso din have the mood to go out when i msg u ytd but tot would be good for ya to go out and walk walk... if not i noe u sure think too much at home.. hope things will be fine after this period of time for u and him. ^-^

met up with so many pple this week. been a fruitful yet tiring week. nesia is going back to indo.. so sad.. dunno when she is coming back.. anyway went to ktv the other night with them and sort of farewell for her.. took photos.. will upload when nesia pass them to be..

then met up with gene and gang.. had dinner at V8 cafe at bugis.. nice! *thumbs up* shld go try the fish and chips there.. serving is quite big and the food is nice.. btw, fish and chips only $7.80.. which is cheaper compared to other restaurants i think? had loads of fun there and laughter all the way.. ^^ went to get the pair of slippers i had eyed for quite long after we returned to cwp.. finally got new slippers.. -.-

then.. jerm ask me out for dinner last nite.. he treated me to sakae buffet. weee.. saw jose there with her frens and she came over to join us instead while waiting for yogi to come.. then had dinner and went to play pool. its been so long since i last touched a pool cue.. -.- and i muz admit, too long nvr play, rusty liao.. yogi and jose.. so mushy.. cannot stand it. haha.. told jerm i would nvr go out with they 2 alone and he agreed. haha.. got home ard 12.. got a nagging. *sighs*

just went friendster and got a surprise.. saw fred's new photo.. he definitely look better now.. =) haha.. actually wanna go out with him but then.. he will be working till 10 tonight? so yeap.. wont be able to make it..

forget it.. im gonna get the chores done and think of wad to do next. shall blog again.. ciaoz! take care loads! and i miss my frens.. =(

at work

im bored. really really bored. guess wad.. juz gotten my pay slip for this month. mood dropped by half after i saw the amt this month.. *sad* they forgot to deduct my pay previously since i did not start work on the 1st april and gave me a full 500 last month.. but this month.. sad.. they deducted from 1st to 10th april's pay and the 2 public holidays last month. left with 290.. how am i gonna survive and go through it? bloody sian.

Total:290
Bills:at least 120
Left:170

Can someone tell me how to live till next month? i must find a part time job real soon. haiz..

anyway.. im at work now.. its so boring that i have got time to blog. slept very late last nite.. thanx to lena and im so tired now.. :X talked for near 2hrs. haha. about the past. yeah.. and this stupid ger. analysed that i actually took a yr to forget him?! *shy* din noe it took me that long too.. and now u know why things took so long yeah? like u say loh.. so "ai mei". -.-"

shall stop here.. its too boring. =( waiting for the stuff to get to this office so that i can start to transfer the data..

backkkkkk

hiyo.. im back o.. got miss me? haha.. changed my blog layout as there was some problem with the previous one.. so sadddd.. the previous one was nice i think. but nvm.. got it changed.. this week nth new oso.. so stagnant is my life.

anyway, met up with milo and nisa ytd.. to celebrate milo's bday.. hehe.. gave her a surprise.. pretended to have a meal at pizzahut and then after tt ask the person to take out the cake we had initially put it there.. =DDD ytd was quite fun.. long time nvr meet up.. and yeaps.. glad that milo had a great time too! tok and laughed throughout the meal.. nicee rite.. haha..

" Happy Birthday MILO!"

looking forward to sun, will be meeting up with F4..and next sat.. going queensway with the gers.. heheh.. going get bikini? dun feel like getting but milo wans me to .. =((( later wear already not nice how? still thinking whether to meet lena next sat night to go eski bar anot.. if meeting then will ask jerm or sm along.. coz we already said wanna go ma.. heehee..

tmr's my cousin's bday.. jun long.. haha.. 6 yrs old.. first time at my auntie's place having bbq.. ^^ shall stop here to do report. take cares!

eViLo's iN dA hOuSe!

Hiya.. time to blog.. well.. been going to different branches of ma kuang for the past 2 weeks.. there are good and bad though.. been working at 10am and knock off at 5.. cool? the usual working hrs is from 9am to 6pm.. but the bad thing is that i have to spend alot on travelling time.. which is rather sian..

well well.. been out the whole day ytd.. kinda drained. met xian, gene, kel, bang and lena to go queensway shopping centre.. the initial plan was to go queensway then to meet mr chu and lastly to head for ecp.. lena's students having bbq there and she asked me to acc her.. so yeap.. but in the end din meet mr chu.. coz we tot it was rather awkward for the 2 of us to be there.. kinda weird..

headed to ecp.. took bus no. 33.. din noe where we will be passing by and stuff, juz saw bedok and we boarded it. passed by so many places.. and yeap.. went pass geylang and joo chiat.. its like food paradise man! anyone free? next time we go.. ^^ guess the ride took abt an hr and we chatted alot manx!

at the chalet.. woo.. everything was fine until a fight nearly broke out..those girls there are so childish.. or rather the 2 outsiders are so childish.. its people's bday party hello.. and they made such a scene there.. spoiled the whole thing sia.. and the bday ger was like damn sad.. anyway.. lucky the mum was there to stop everything and sort of counselled those involved.. so things were not tt bad..
but come to think of it.. this kinda thing always happens in my sec sch.. nth new anyway.. haha.. juz that it shld be a happy event afterall..

after that went back to woodlands.. lena went home to take the her stuff for staying over at my place and make up abit, thinking she would be going pub.. hahahaha~ =X (she's gonna kill me if i write everything here). so i shall stop as of now. haha.. anyway.. met xian they all for "supper"
.. nth much actually.. sat and chit chatted abit.. then my parents called.. time for home.. they came to fetch us and there we go.. "home sweet home".

first time having a fren to stay over at my place.. the feeling is quite nice lahx.. haha.. tok and tok.. then play and play.. until 4plus in the morning then we sleep.. power.. first time i can stay up till so long.. but was already half dead by then lahx.. =X okie. i shall stop here.. will continue again.. ^^

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hey hey! this is a new blog skin.. nice anot! spent my whole evening doing it.. and found this song.. thought its quite nice.. so i added it in.. ^^ gimme comments okie? =P

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Ling's bAck!

heya.. its been near 2 weeks since i last blog. haha.. im soooo lazyyyyy.. everyday's like a routine now.. here's how it goes:

"wake up, go work
go work, go home
go home, watch tv
watch tv, go sleep"

well well.. quite alot of things happened these 2 weeks.. last week was rather unhappy for me lahx.. quarrelled with my dad. everyone says its unexpected that i would be the one to quarrel with him and not my bro. is it? maybe coz i couldnt take it anymore.. so everything juz bursted out.. haiz.. sometimes, i feel that im a bad daughter. but come to think of it, everyone got a limit to their patience.. maybe i had reached mine at that point. had cold wars with him for 2 days and i guess he knew tht he was in the wrong.. coz he started toking to me first.. but well, all's fine now..

work hasnt been really smooth i would say.. maybe its coz of the different people i get to meet everyday at the clinics. its kinda tiring n boring now that im sorta "on the move". have to go to diff branches to teach the nurses and doctors use the new system and it gets bored once they know how the whole thing works.

they understand = im of no need = boring

but still have to be there for them in case of anything that may crop up.. and yeap, i met with this super unreasonable doctor this week who insist that everything is my fault even though it is rather obvious that she was in the wrong. here's wad happened:

a Pakistani walks into the clinic....
Pakitani(P): hi. i would like to consult the doctor abt my son's illness..
me: oh ok, pls give me his particulars so that i can register for him..

the Pakistani wrote everything and i helped with the registering. and yeapz, the registering was done and he waited for the doctor to call for him..
after he saw the doctor and stuff, the doctor prescribe the medicine.. and here's the highlights of the story...

an indian man walks up to me and said:"hey.. i wait very long already. not yet my turn, when? when?"

called the doctor and asked if there is any patient of that name that is on the waiting list..

doctor: XXX not the Pakistani's daughter meh?
me: huh? tt is the indian man's name.
doctor:wad? dun tell me i prescribed the wrong medicine to the wrong person?!
me:wad?!
doctor: this system is getting on my nerves and makes me prescribed wrongly.

the nurse then walks into the room and settled the medicine stuff with the doctor and here's wad the doctor says..

"I wan to complain about that ger(me) outside. She is more of a hindrance and makes me prescribed the wrong medicine to the wrong person. Ask her not to anyhow register if she dunno. Everything will go wrong with her here."

the nurse told me. Then i was like.."wth". note: shldn't doctors ask for patient's names when the patient enters the room? and the Pakistani's daughter is a ger, that is an indian man.. there is so much diff!! i was damn angry tt day lo.. #$$%%#@!

forget it. pondering whether to tell xiao yu abt it and yeaps.. told him ytd.. and i was rather glad that i told him.. coz he told me.. there are all kinds of doctors here.. some have good temper others have bad ones. he told me i will noe more when i visit other outlets and told me not to think about that doctor.. its only a small case.. okie loh, i shall let it pass.. but wad i feel unreasonable is that.. y is that doctor so irresponsible and unreasonable? =X

grrr. met up with the gers ytd.. dunno y, somehow i feel that atmosphere ytd wasnt very rite. haha.. the meeting was fine.. not say very happy or wad oso..=X

wonder which branch i will be going to on mon.. hmm.. hope not too far.. haha. today is so boring. i wanna go out!!

hee hee.. been very long since i last blog.. well.. last week was nth much actually.. i was sick..
=( been coughing for a few days already..and im the noisiest in the office.. wahaha.. din meet up with the gers last fri.. sorry gers.. =X anyway.. been ok at work, juz that.. im now with the finance department.. well.. they juz put me to whichever dept that needs pple now.. but doesnt matter lo.. i juz help wherever i can and do wadever im assigned.. can learn diff things ba.. (consoling myself?)

lets see.. wad had happened over the week? well.. im beginning to noe my colleagues better..^^ so happy.. when i tot it would be tough to get along with them, things r starting to turn for the better.. even though they are all foreigners and married, mostly with children.. *smile smile*

met up with gene, lena and xian last week, went for sakae buffet.. quite fun, forced xian to eat this kohada fish.. and he gave us this super funny look.. like so pitiful..=X how bad we r ritee! anyway.. actually gene no longer student.. but nesia helped us change to 4 students.. hee ... and the better part came at the cashier.. helen charged only 3 students?! omg.. its like super cheap lo! the amt we paid is even much lesser than lunch buffet.. and we had night buffet lo! hee hee... but feel abit bad oso lahx, coz im no longer a staff there ma.. yet they gimme this kinda privilege..

there seems to be a quitting trend over at ma kuang(my attachment place).. so many staff r quitting when im juz getting to know them better..=.= previously there were abt 11 staff.. soon.. there will be lesser.. and xiao feng told me that the staff there will always change.. so yeapz... im kinda prepared actually.. nvm abt tt.. =) noe more pple ba! hee..

im looking forward to this coming thurs! hope wad they say is accurate enough.. was told i would get my allowance every 5th of each month.. *waiting waiting*

so sian loh.. today went to malaysia with my parents.. went there quite early and came out ard 4 lidat.. coz got serious traffic jam.. juz when i tot that things r getting on fine and nothing much will happen, things started to roll in again.. tt really drags my spirit down.. =(((((((( dunno how long they will need to resolve everything.. *hope things will be fine!!!*

sian.. think i will stop here.. shall not continue anymore.. tmr going for new body workout at amore.. hmm.. first time going alone.. hee hee.. dunno wad its gonna be like.. abit looking forward to going out.. coz been staying at home these few days.. take care pals!

hmm.. new entry now.. slacked the whole day today.. din go for jazz class, hasnt been feeling well.. keep making my way to the toilet these days.. dunno why oso.. sian hor.. and the worst is.. why do i have the habit of going to my workplace there earlier to shit? =X maybe everytime reach too early and no one is there.. so juz go toilet lo.. haha.. sorry, abit gross here..

hmm.. met up with nisa n milo ytd.. tok and tok.. haha.. quite enjoy myself.. and i realised that we r so gross.. =.= lol.. went to long john for dinner and then slacked at coffee bean.. ytd almost fell asleep while working. #@#$%^$ me. haha.. think is coz my eyes were too tired from those data that i have to help key into the system.. small words, big contents. =.= haha..

anyway my officer oso pro lahx.. he went to the room to sleep ytd when there was nth much for him to do.. coz he told me that it is usually boring when there is nth for him to do.. and yeap.. they have a company bbq ytd.. not many pple turn up.. haha.. heard them say.. "buy food for 10" so i roughly noe lahx.. nvr ask them oso.. pretended not to hear until they came to me and ask if i wanna join them for the bbq at boss's place.. but i dunno those pple going.. haha. those whom i noe did not attend plus.. already meeting the gers.. other times ba! hee..

was told might be having a gathering on mon.. with the T01 guys n gals.. hope it will be a success.. =X im alrite with it.. really hope can meet up loh.. everytime say meet meet in the end oso nvr meet one..=.= cheat my feeling only. nvm abt that.. already gotten used to it anyway.. hee..

yeaps.. met lena today for awhile.. she was having her appreciation day or sth in sch.. whereby the students set up stores that kind.. then ask me go find her.. and i finally knew how "yap" looks like.. kinda unexpected and.. yeah.. "da die yan jing" lo.. hee.. u noe wad i mean la huh.. he looks real different from the other guys lo.. but at least.. i noe that now.. u dun go for looks as much as last time already.. heehee.. which is not a bad thing ba.. =) oh yahx.. sandra came to join us as well.. saw sab(sandra's sis).. they 2 look real diff eh.. and definitely diff characters.. quite long nvr see sandra.. and she is still the same la.. except got long hair now.. ehh.. forgot to tell u all who sandra is.. one of my primary sch frens.. my first primary sch.. haha..

might be meeting adam tmr.. he ask me teach him flash?! omg. my flash abit very the CMI one lohs.. and i only noe the basics well.. haha.. he say nvm, so long got flash in his project can already..=.= nvm then nvm loh.. haha.. =X k lahx.. shall stop here..

take care! i miss u all!
pei mei ah! dun always confused n dunno! wahahaha.. ask meee.. i help u think..
really miss the "F4" gang lo.. so long nvr meet up le..
hope to meet up soon okie?

work started again.. was alrite i guess.. helped hui jun with the template thingy using excel.. but got one big prob.. i dunno how to format it.. coz its all written in chinese.. haha.. then send over to hui jun and left the formatting to her.. haha.. well well.. finally managed to pester xiaoyu to teach me the asp pages.. hee.. its kinda tough i think.. quite like vb and java.. though its using vbscript.. tmr gonna be a tough day i think.. =( got training for the new system.. wonder how it is like.. after the training, me gonna train pple le.. *scared* hope i wont teach the wrong things..

jerm came for lunch with me today.. hee... thanx man.. he say he would do anything for his 2nd investment.. nvr treat me..>.< but nvm lahx, he got pei me.. hee.. but his words so touching hor.. haha.. do anything for me.. haha.. anyway.. he is my good buddy lahx..

saw adam today.. finally.. so funny sia! haha.. he got a toot toot facee.. lol.. the hair like take a bowl n cut one.. so funny.. one straight line..looks super toot.. he so idiot sia.. shouted for my name at civic centre.. SHOUTED..=.= i told him to prepare a helmet if he sees me the next time.. i shall knock him till he K.O.. zzzz. but then again.. his hair is so funny.. =X i keep laughing non stop when i think of it.. even now oso.. haha.. okie lahx..

juz nw, at the traffic light oso saw sth funny.. there was this baby boy.. sitting on the shoulders of his dad.. and guess wad he did? haha.. he rubbed his hands on his dad's hair n messed them up.. lol.. so funny.. then he was smiling to himself.. think he found a sense of achievement.. =X

Mood: 8/10

Special thanx to jerm n adam for making my day..

hiya.. juz had dinner.. =) went for jazz class tis morning, was fun! carol was the coach for the session.. and she's cool i think.. pretty too. =) keep getting the steps all mixed up and couldnt link the first and 2nd part together initially.. haha.. kinda slow in these kinda thing u noe.. first timer..=x anyway.. graudally managed to catch up with the steps.. had a great day today! hee hee... after that went lunch at the shop "Koo Kee". sell "yong tou fu" one.. yum yum.. 2nd time having lunch with lena there..
hee.. bought watch! metal one.. haha..cheap cheap only, 5 buxks.. got my eyebrows trimmed as well, while waiting for lena to get her manicure... got the eyebrows trimmed at 5 bucks too, not bad not bad..eh milo, next time i bring u there okie.. =X haha.. then walked around, actually tot of buying clothes for work.. but nvm lahx, could get anything i can fit or something that is really nice.. dunno y sia.. =.=

anyway, been 2 days since i updated yeah..? hmm.. work is alrite.. but kinda boring, esp when xiaoyu nvr give me any work to do and the worst is he took off my utp cable, and im unable to surf the net.. well.. doesnt matter, helped hui jun with her translation stuff.. hui jun is one of my colleagues, from the human resource dept.. she is an alrite person, someone who is helpful but always gets scolded by that gary(someone who worked there the longest n im kinda scared of him too.. =.=) dunno y, i juz think he is scary, he will ask if xiaoyu has left me any work whenever he walk pass my desk, and i dun like.. zzzzz.. im not from his dept oso ma.. hee..
had lunch with grace the other day, that was the 2nd time and i guess im beginning to have a clearer picture of the people working there.. hee hee.. i think she is kinda fake, she told me alot abt the staff there and said that she isnt the kind who will bully newcomers, not like some of them..

But! ytd there was a newcomer at work,gonna be a permanent staff.. and her desk was empty, no stationeries(did i spell correctly?) and no dustbin(the small small kind) then grace walked to my dept and then pretended to say there was an extra dustbin.. (that was mine!) fine, wadever. i told her that was mine, but she say the new ger dun have, ask me to give her first and that she will help me find a new one.. but in the end oso dun have.. isnt this a form of bullying? =.= these people r so fake. wadever, im only gonna work for half a yr, for my attachment n thats it.. grrr.

even though grace kinda bully me, she is an alrite person. she told me say in life, there are always choices. i agree lahx, but sometimes.. its not up to us to choose ma..=X went to friendster juz nw, happened to surf fred's page and guess wad i saw.. haha..

under the "joint horoscope" section, it was written.. "You and FrEdErIcK can overcome any bumps on the road." and i think its quite true, isnt it? it took us nearly a year before we can be like frens as b4.. and im glad that we r now frens again. =) afterall its better to have one more fren than a foe ritez... =P lets hope we r able to meet up this semester, thats wad he promised me lahx.. but i dun think there will be much chance of us meeting up too.. haha.. =X

Finally....

yes, im back to action! ho ho ho. after 2 days of slacking in the office, i finally found sth meaningful to do.. hee hee.. xiaoyu(my reporting officer) showed me a program which was used in the clinic previously. he wanted me to get a hands on of the program b4 he teach me abt the new erp system whereby all the departments have an integrated system.. well.. the tough gets going rite? i hope all of us will be the same.. hee.. im willing to learn la, so long he dun throw me there alone, like the past 2 days.. =x

make me so super boring and i was caught! by milo for going msn during work. hahah.. anyway.. no one was looking at me then i use one.. hee hee.. chatted with jiayi, elgene n jiexiu for so long today..=.= esp with gene.. until he went for a meeting. haha.. we r so the tok cok. cant imagine we can tok for 1-2hrs on msn.. anyway.. tmr will not be the same i guess.. no more hoggin n chatting on msn. coz tmr will have to try the program and maybe learn abt asp.. told xiaoyu im not sure abt the coding part for asp and he is willing to teach me.. hee hee.. i suddenly feel so happy.. =X i think im so stupid, when there is nth to do, i complain. when there are things for me, i oso will complain.

was told to study the program. was alrite with it, but the prob was.. the program is in chinese and even though it is simplified chinese, i still dun quite understand the functions. coz of the way they phrase it.. haha.. and had to write down all translation in eng in order to understand it.. but nvm..the tough gets going gers! hee hee..

today oso got to noe more colleagues.. at least.. they noe of my presence in the company, for that, im already happy.. hee hee.. coz they smiled and ask where i live? one ger, grace, she is quite friendly.. and she is in the same boat as me, not used to the chinese environment there.. haha.. and yeapx.. brought my cleo mag there today and one of my colleagues saw it, she told me the ger very pretty, ask me who she is..=.= im not sure oso.. lol.. guess is some model lahx..

requested for my pc to be in eng lang.. but xiaoyu say not good to function it in eng, coz some of the stuff will be very different..=.= and im having a hard time figuring out the functions which are usually so easy to identify when its in eng! =.= i will TRY!

First day

Well well.. Reported for my first day.. finally. Couldnt sleep the last nite.. tossed n turned.. almost fell asleep in the office today.. waited for one plus hrs b4 i could actually see my reporting officer. they were having some probs with the new ERP system.. so dun blame him lahx, since he is the only IT dept staff.. he is li hai rite.. SOLO loh.. imagine if its me, die. haha..

anyway.. i was the earliest to report for work today.. *grins grins* the door wasnt even open, no one was there except me. got bored n sms milo.. hee hee.. ask her to wake up..=p sat in the office at sunshine plaza the whole day, was told i might need to run to both offices, GSM building n sunshine plaza.. and he say.. if there is nth to do, its really boring.. but if its busy, its super busy.. i hope it is not too boring n not too busy.. heehee..

looked tru the webby.. anyhow squeezed out 9 points that we can make changes to, dunno if its possible.. then xiao yu ( my reporting officer) told me to keep track of those changes n record down in chinese. omg, chinese.. since sec 4 till now i haven use! =.= anyway.. will be using alot of chinese n .. i guess my chinese will improve tremendously while my eng will deteroriate like wad. hah.. afterall my eng isnt good, imagine if it gets worst.. dun kill me if i speak eng. lol..

surfed net the whole noon.. answered calls, open doors for visitors and transfer calls.. the door there need password in order to open.. high security ba.. but i haven even got my punch card n stuff.. =.= coz the solo hr staff was on mc today.. SOLO again. this company.. best!

but its gonna be a great challenge for me.. well well.. will i survive through it? u all make a guess? haha.. shall stop here.. going sleep soon.

Alrite day

Hmm.. i think this kinda meeting has become part of my life. hee hee.. went out to meet gene they all again.. was an alrite meeting.. this time round more budget i guess. hmm.. anyway.. enjoyed myself whenever im with them.. lame jokes flying around everywhere. crapping all the way.. wad else... mostly laughter surrounding us.. =D

watched pacifier with them today.. forgot to bring my wallet..=.= wad a careless person i m rite. forget this n that. wads new.. thanx ger. =x anyway.. the show was alrite.. but i still prefer Hitch to this.. though its quite funny n touching towards the end.. haha.. yeapz.. walk ard in town.. went far east after the show..

yeap.. walk for like 15 to half hr? haha. all of us were like quite moodless after the show.. then went ajitsen for dinner.. yum yum.. niceee. had different side orders to try.. and i tried the volcano ramen.. cool man. it was real spicy. but still can take it.. juz that my face turned red after eating lahx.. then crapped abit.. disturbed the waitress. haha.. she got kinda scared by us i think. coz she dun dare to help us clear the plates anymore after we tok to her..or rather, disturb her .. haha..

headed back to woodlands.. kel wanna play pool.. so yeaps.. went pool centre, but was crowded.. had to wait.. but after awhile it was our turn.. BUT.. din join them for long.. coz mum and bro been calling me to get me home.. so went home earlier than them..

hmm.. to pei mei: hope u will feel better alrite? its ok if the outing were to be cancelled. i understand how u feel.. but juz wan u to noe, shld u feel down or need a listening ear.. come to me.. cant promise that im able to comment or wad.. but welll.. at least i will listen quietly..=x

Grr

Blogger is kinda lag yea.. i wrote one whole chunk last nite and i took super long to publish, the worst thing is.. publish already.. the page shows..."CANNOT FIND SERVER" im "....." speechless.. which is why i gave up on the blog last nite.. hee hee.. anyway.. i went to malaysia ytd.. =D was quite fun.. bought a pair of wooden slippers. haha.. =x

went moe with lena n then to bugis to get my heels.. hee hee.. bought it at OG.. i think alrite ba.. tt ger oso bought heels. 2 pairs. =.= better not shop anymore ok! ho ho ho.
haha.. tried wearing formal at home to show kor n mum.. haha.. and my bro comment that i look as though i have a very short body n longer legs.. haha.. i guess that is good rite.. coz im always complaining that my legs r short.=x wahahaha..

anyway, i think im more or less prepared for attachment.. just that im feeling kinda jerky abt the first day.. wonder how it will be like. afterall will be attached to a new and unfamiliar environment.. gotta slowly adapt i think.. hmm.. gonna miss u guys loads.. sighs.

msn is so laggy these days.. =.= always experiencing network problem or they will juz kick me out of msn..=.= nvm abt tt.. anyway.. really went out alot during this one week of holidays b4 the attachment. milo muz be enjoying herself ba..

k lahx.. shall stop here.. wonder how tmr will be like. lolx.. shall go spy on nisa .. wahahahaha.. =p

Confessions

yes, confessions.. this is wad this blog will be about.. hmm.. sorry nisa.. i lied to u.. u told me not to cry.. i tried.. but failed. in the end i cried..

dunno wad got over me last nite.. i was really vexed abt my phone bills, internet bills and even buying of clothes for attachment.. the main thing is.. money. haiz.. isit really that bad and m i really that in need of money? phone gonna be terminated anytime.. that was wad made me even sadder last nite.. well.. wad can i do? actually i wouldnt have cried if mum did not qn and prompt me about it.. she noticed that i wasnt in good mood and came into my room.. then started questioning and stuff .. tears juz rolled down automatically ma.. cant help.. then she ask me y i cry.. not as though she is dying or wad.. =.= she made me speechless.. totally. then was in bad mood lahx.. sorry nisa..=x for not toking much to u last nite and even today.. but thanx for being there .. and yeapz. thanx jerm. (if ur reading this blog.) for making me smile and lightening my mood.. =) appreciated that!

anyway.. went town today.. saw xian on the train and i msg him. for fun. haha.. then met nisa to go town.. thanx ger.. and im really sorry.. for not toking much and not giving much comments.. =X anyway my probs r kinda solved. and signed up for amore with lena.. gonna return her those bucks when i got my pay back..=x hee..

ok, not that i have confessed, i feel much better. looking forwards to this sat.. =)

New blog!

hi there.. finally got my new blog out.. =P hope it looks alrite? anyway.. im quite satisfied with it.. hee hee.. rem to on ur speaker when u visit my blog okies.. shifted from xanga to blogspot. finally not as "kuku" as i was.. haha.. i tot blogspot was quite tough to use.. but well.. it doesnt really turn out as i tot it was.

anyway.. shall update on the past few days.. hmm.. since my last paper perhaps? well well.. went JP with the gers after the ipt paper.. yeap.. saw nana too.. had fun! went coffee bean.. and got my first taste of ice blended vanilla.. which is alrite.. but not when it reaches the end.. it was kinda bitter at the end.. not sure why..

then 2nd april.. went town with them again.. this time to celebrate nisa's bday.. actually was meant to be a surprise and that was supposed to treat her one.. but it turned out not as wad we planned.. so yeapz ger, will make up ok!

rotted the whole day at home on sun.. =D parents cheated my feelings.. told me wanna go msia.. but lucky i din wake up early.. ho ho .. well well.. thats juz the beginning of the hols.. =)

mon.. where did i go huh? i forgot.. went out with lena.. ya.. chatted for quite long.. and we were like so kiasu..=x ordered a pasta each.. and a folded pizza.. at pastamania.. eat till our tummy nearly bursted.. =.=" haha.. then went to amore.. yay! gonna sign up for it this coming fri.. lena gonna help me pay first and then i pay her back when i got my pay.. ^^ thanx gal! been thinking of joining it for quite long, finally found someone to join me with it. of course im happy..!

today went out with mum.. actually wanna go pray for 2nd uncle.. coz its "qing ming jie" but then.. the taxi has got no room for me! so yeah.. din go in the end.., which is good lahx, coz i get to sleep more.. but after tt joined mum and aunt when they were going to hougang for this fortune teller who was known for his accuracy.. and yeapz.. i truly admire sia! u would not believe it if u were not there.. this i swear!

haha.. he was able to tell wad u have in ur hse, overheard him telling one uncle.. he say la.. there is sth which is blocking ur wealth in ur shoe rack..(those covered ones) and he asked the uncle to think wad is there.. true enough ah! there was sth, i forgot wad the uncle say..
actually i oso dunno if i believe in the kinda supernatural stuff.. but it seems like.. its better to noe abt them n believe rather than to be ignorant abt all these stuff yea?

anyway.. after tt went to 2 temples..=.= 2 temples.. one for my aunt and one for my mum.. at toa payoh and amk respectively.. to pray for the diff gods which the fortune teller say is good for them lahx.. the fortune teller is more like those medium where u get to see in temples u noe.. which is wad makes me amused.. wahahahaha...

enough for today.. gonna meet nisa dear tmr.. *cant wait*