Monday, August 15, 2005

currently at my workplace, its so boring~~ nth to do.. finished off all the assignments already and there was nth more for me.. sob sob.. anyway.. thanx peimei!~ heehee.. i noe u care..:x lets just hope things wont get too knotty and out of hand over here.

been thinking whether to study full time or part time after my diplomas, making such a decision is also rather a headache. having considering the pros and cons of each, i still cant manage to differentiate the weightage of both. Part time course will only be conducted in the evenings and i can work full time in the morning.. but the problem is, will i be able to really concentrate on the lessons after a day of tiring work? Moreover, the fees for part time course is somehow abt the same as full time course, just that i will be able to earn while i learn.

If i were to take up a full time course instead, i wont be able to pay off the bank loans that i have for my poly fees.. and shld i continue taking up loans, i think by the time i really start to have an income, they will all go to the bank..:(:(:( sighs. one good thing abt full time is that i will be able to concentrate much better and perhaps have a part time job after school to support myself.. but the fees will still be a problem to me.. sobx... how how how.. seriously dunno wad i wan..

Sianz.. sometimes some things will become a habit eventually and shld there be a day without it, i would feel rather uneasy i think.. sighs.. please please let whatever the outcome is be positive.
Whatever it is, i just hope that the friendship would remain strong and still, able to withstand all kinds of obstacles that may surface and the promise to be fulfilled. not to forget that we have already hooked our fingers, so im keeping them crossed now. :) So dun u dare break the promise. "promises are not to be broken".