Friday, December 22, 2006
=)
Boring Boring Leave day!
Haha.. wanted to go MIS to check out the degree courses but no one picks up the call over there and i do not want to make a wasted trip there.. in the end i din go. =p
lalalala~~
My human alarm is too automatic.. and i dun like the idea of that!
I wanna sleep longer on my off days! and i simply cant.. (-_-")
Finally i've got some christmas plans going on.=)
Hope everything goes well! Will be out with the 38 group. =)
Merry Merry Christmas..
Btw.. I've done some editings for my pictures and combining them into one for each occasion. =p
Take a look!
It's been so long since do anything to the pictures and i think my brain is getting rusty on those editing skills. Cant rem much.. Still trying to create those effect in the middle part but i kinda
failed. Coz i cant rem. lol!
Boring Boring Leave day!
Haha.. wanted to go MIS to check out the degree courses but no one picks up the call over there and i do not want to make a wasted trip there.. in the end i din go. =p
lalalala~~
My human alarm is too automatic.. and i dun like the idea of that!
I wanna sleep longer on my off days! and i simply cant.. (-_-")
Finally i've got some christmas plans going on.=)
Hope everything goes well! Will be out with the 38 group. =)
Merry Merry Christmas..
Btw.. I've done some editings for my pictures and combining them into one for each occasion. =p
Take a look!
It's been so long since do anything to the pictures and i think my brain is getting rusty on those editing skills. Cant rem much.. Still trying to create those effect in the middle part but i kinda
failed. Coz i cant rem. lol!
Saturday, December 16, 2006
oO
Its been a mth!
Evilo's BACK IN ACTION!
The past mth has been a mth of ups and downs.
Oh wells.. who's life isn't full of ups and downs right?
Feel that the bonding with my colleagues has been improving and im LIKING it!
Been out with them on several occasions.
Be it a ktv session, a farewell dinner or clubbing session.
Im just glad to be part of each group.
Fell sick on the day we went for the ktv session and skipped work the following day..
Choose a better day next time! haha..
I promise i will not be sick during the next ktv session. =p
It seems like everyone's gotten the idea of looking for a greener pasture.
Is that good news or bad?
No idea either. We'll wait and see.
Dad's finally talking to bro. Hooray!
Yea.. They are having problems again! Yes!
AGAIN!
Over a car? Spent so much time being the peacemaker, lucky it pays off.
My mum cant seem to talk the 2 guys round. 2 stubborn guys!
Anyway, now everything's fine.. ^ ^
Suddenly i miss my friends alot, poly friends, secondary friends, everyone..
It seems like everyone's drifting apart. Each having their own lives and hardly any time for us to meet up as often as before. I miss those coffee sessions, those chilling moments, those ktv sessions and not forgetting those gossipping times with friends.
Nothing much on recently, been heading home right after work.
No one to go out with. Didn't want to bother those attached friends..
For u know why.. They need their dating times too.
Singles friends are either working or schooling. =(
I guess i need to know more friends. Yea.. MORE FRIENDS.
Shall stop for now. To be updated again.
In the meantime..
" HAPPY BIRTHDAY CHEW MUI!"
and to everyone.. an advanced
"MERRY MERRY CHRISTMAS!"
Love,
Su Ling
Its been a mth!
Evilo's BACK IN ACTION!
The past mth has been a mth of ups and downs.
Oh wells.. who's life isn't full of ups and downs right?
Feel that the bonding with my colleagues has been improving and im LIKING it!
Been out with them on several occasions.
Be it a ktv session, a farewell dinner or clubbing session.
Im just glad to be part of each group.
Fell sick on the day we went for the ktv session and skipped work the following day..
Choose a better day next time! haha..
I promise i will not be sick during the next ktv session. =p
It seems like everyone's gotten the idea of looking for a greener pasture.
Is that good news or bad?
No idea either. We'll wait and see.
Dad's finally talking to bro. Hooray!
Yea.. They are having problems again! Yes!
AGAIN!
Over a car? Spent so much time being the peacemaker, lucky it pays off.
My mum cant seem to talk the 2 guys round. 2 stubborn guys!
Anyway, now everything's fine.. ^ ^
Suddenly i miss my friends alot, poly friends, secondary friends, everyone..
It seems like everyone's drifting apart. Each having their own lives and hardly any time for us to meet up as often as before. I miss those coffee sessions, those chilling moments, those ktv sessions and not forgetting those gossipping times with friends.
Nothing much on recently, been heading home right after work.
No one to go out with. Didn't want to bother those attached friends..
For u know why.. They need their dating times too.
Singles friends are either working or schooling. =(
I guess i need to know more friends. Yea.. MORE FRIENDS.
Shall stop for now. To be updated again.
In the meantime..
" HAPPY BIRTHDAY CHEW MUI!"
and to everyone.. an advanced
"MERRY MERRY CHRISTMAS!"
Love,
Su Ling
Saturday, November 18, 2006
Superwoman, I am not.
Sometimes i really wish that people will stop seeing me as a superwoman.
Be practical!
I can't possibly get so many things done within such a short period of time.
Im neither super nor wonder woman.
I am just a human, a normal average girl.
I feel tired too.
Did they know my feelings after doing all those stuff?
I doubt they know.
Did they care?
I guess they don't give a damn.
I've been pondering with the same old question again.
The same old thing that I've been thinking about.
To stay or to leave?
Should i really go ahead with my decision?
I just felt that i needed something that can give me more satisfaction.
Thats the basic that I yearn for.
Do I really have it now?
Seriously, I don't feel much of it.
Sometimes i really wish that people will stop seeing me as a superwoman.
Be practical!
I can't possibly get so many things done within such a short period of time.
Im neither super nor wonder woman.
I am just a human, a normal average girl.
I feel tired too.
Did they know my feelings after doing all those stuff?
I doubt they know.
Did they care?
I guess they don't give a damn.
I've been pondering with the same old question again.
The same old thing that I've been thinking about.
To stay or to leave?
Should i really go ahead with my decision?
I just felt that i needed something that can give me more satisfaction.
Thats the basic that I yearn for.
Do I really have it now?
Seriously, I don't feel much of it.
Wednesday, November 08, 2006
Ugly Side of Managers
My apologies for the previous entry. Sth's very wrong with server that day and i had to blog a few times before it was finally published. But by the time it was up, i was quite fed up that i changed the fonts to mini size. Please dun claim any fees from me on eye lotion if ur eyes feel tired from reading. Hehehehehhe.=x
Anyway.. as mentioned in the title. =)
Im seriously amused by how come managers behaved and they call themselves mature managers. I felt like laughing when i heard that. Let's hope that this particular person thinks before saying anything next time.
To think that this particular manager even quarrel with the office aunty over a minor thing which can be resolved very easily by sending the things down one day later and made a big fuss out of the whole thing that even the higher management knows about it. Is such a behaviour considered mature?
Managers said one thing and do the other. This is what i realised after i stepped into this biggest society, the working society. However, i would say that not all managers behave this way. Sometimes i really miss Geraldine( my ex manager). She really takes serious consideration of her employee welfare and make sure that the everything she does, is fair to everyone. However, over here, I do witnessed biasness, or rather, favouritism within a team.
I strongly feel that a line shld be drawn between personal and working matters. Friends are friends, but when it comes to work, please make sure that none of the above is present. Coz it simply makes co-workers feel that their welfare is not taken care of and there is no fairness in the things they do.
A team is supposed to help one another and not to push responsibilities to your team mate, asking them to answer for whatever you have done previously. A team should be open to discussions and opinions and not just taking words of one.
Ok, enough of the so serious part. Let me grumble abit. Hahahahah..
Forwarding emails that the friend should reply, to another co-worker and asking them to follow up on it?
Crapz!
How will the co-worker be able to follow up when they know nothing about the case?
Pushing the blames on others when she is actually the one who did all the stuff? Crapz!
To complete clearing of everything within 2 days alone?!
Crapz!
Using people's pc without first informing?
Crapz! Totally no manners.
Spying on employee's every move?
Crapz! Employees need to de-stress too!
I guess there's really no privacy at work. But what can i do?!
Sigh. Maybe i got into a crappy company with so many crapz everyday.
Lucky there's 2 of them on the same stand as me. =D
Love u girls lots lots!
My apologies for the previous entry. Sth's very wrong with server that day and i had to blog a few times before it was finally published. But by the time it was up, i was quite fed up that i changed the fonts to mini size. Please dun claim any fees from me on eye lotion if ur eyes feel tired from reading. Hehehehehhe.=x
Anyway.. as mentioned in the title. =)
Im seriously amused by how come managers behaved and they call themselves mature managers. I felt like laughing when i heard that. Let's hope that this particular person thinks before saying anything next time.
To think that this particular manager even quarrel with the office aunty over a minor thing which can be resolved very easily by sending the things down one day later and made a big fuss out of the whole thing that even the higher management knows about it. Is such a behaviour considered mature?
Managers said one thing and do the other. This is what i realised after i stepped into this biggest society, the working society. However, i would say that not all managers behave this way. Sometimes i really miss Geraldine( my ex manager). She really takes serious consideration of her employee welfare and make sure that the everything she does, is fair to everyone. However, over here, I do witnessed biasness, or rather, favouritism within a team.
I strongly feel that a line shld be drawn between personal and working matters. Friends are friends, but when it comes to work, please make sure that none of the above is present. Coz it simply makes co-workers feel that their welfare is not taken care of and there is no fairness in the things they do.
A team is supposed to help one another and not to push responsibilities to your team mate, asking them to answer for whatever you have done previously. A team should be open to discussions and opinions and not just taking words of one.
Ok, enough of the so serious part. Let me grumble abit. Hahahahah..
Forwarding emails that the friend should reply, to another co-worker and asking them to follow up on it?
Crapz!
How will the co-worker be able to follow up when they know nothing about the case?
Pushing the blames on others when she is actually the one who did all the stuff? Crapz!
To complete clearing of everything within 2 days alone?!
Crapz!
Using people's pc without first informing?
Crapz! Totally no manners.
Spying on employee's every move?
Crapz! Employees need to de-stress too!
I guess there's really no privacy at work. But what can i do?!
Sigh. Maybe i got into a crappy company with so many crapz everyday.
Lucky there's 2 of them on the same stand as me. =D
Love u girls lots lots!
Sunday, October 29, 2006
Sony Ericsson K618i. =)
Yup.. i finally bought it. Hee.. i just got myself a new handphone!
Co-Sponsored by Mdm Tan! haha.. thats my mum, for your information. =p
Yeap.. got the phone at a cheap price of $73, after renewing my 2 yrs contract with M1..
Its a tough decision that i made, well coz initially i wanted to switch over to become a "Hubber".
But after considering that M1 actually allows me to exchange my points for a voucher of $25, i remained loyal. Originally was $98 but thanks to the voucher, it was much cheaper and of course, i only paid $23! Wahahahahaha.. my mum sponsored $50! Thanks mum! =D She said that Sony ericsson K610im is not as nice as this.. thats also part of the reason for why i remained at M1 as this phone is exclusive to M1 only..
Went KTV ytd again. >.<>
But different people. =)
Quite fun, a very nice gathering i would say..
Here's some pic of my new precious. haha.. =)
This is the front view of the phone.
And this is the back view of the phone.. it looks quite cool.. =)
(but it seems like all sony ericsson phones look this way -_-")
Yup.. i finally bought it. Hee.. i just got myself a new handphone!
Co-Sponsored by Mdm Tan! haha.. thats my mum, for your information. =p
Yeap.. got the phone at a cheap price of $73, after renewing my 2 yrs contract with M1..
Its a tough decision that i made, well coz initially i wanted to switch over to become a "Hubber".
But after considering that M1 actually allows me to exchange my points for a voucher of $25, i remained loyal. Originally was $98 but thanks to the voucher, it was much cheaper and of course, i only paid $23! Wahahahahaha.. my mum sponsored $50! Thanks mum! =D She said that Sony ericsson K610im is not as nice as this.. thats also part of the reason for why i remained at M1 as this phone is exclusive to M1 only..
Went KTV ytd again. >.<>
But different people. =)
Quite fun, a very nice gathering i would say..
Here's some pic of my new precious. haha.. =)
This is the front view of the phone.
And this is the back view of the phone.. it looks quite cool.. =)
(but it seems like all sony ericsson phones look this way -_-")
Tuesday, October 24, 2006
*SMILEZ*
Hee.. =p
I went to vivocity today!~ finally saw how it looks like.. its so huge!
we walked a few rounds and got lost a few times. haha..
its quite a nice place to chill out, i would say.. especially with its nice view facing sentosa.. woot.
one can see the sea.. the kids playing.. i thought thats very nice..
Smsed abit with him.. ^-^
He was coming to woodlands and asked if there's any posb/dbs where he can update his bankbook.. this question is exactly the same as the one that jm asked me on sat. lol..
Actually wanted to wait for him and meet him awhile but he was in a rush to go back to camp and is in woodlands only to get some stuff from his friend.. leaving after that.. so i din get to meet him.. but he promised that he will come to woodlands to meet up. Lets wait and see if he really keeps his promise.
Hope he will also rem his other promise to take photo with me. lol.. weird right. Well.. i had always wanted to keep a more recent photo of me and him and he made that promise to me for like so long ago. -.- he told me to wait till his hair grow longer.. T.T
Anyway..
SELAMAT HARI RAYA TO ALL. =)
Nisa.. Hope a brand new year brings you brand new challenges that make you a stronger person.
Alright peeps.. tmr's another working day..
Hope things are gonna be fine. Tmr's my confirmation day..
*nervous* *excited* *anxious*
Hee.. =p
I went to vivocity today!~ finally saw how it looks like.. its so huge!
we walked a few rounds and got lost a few times. haha..
its quite a nice place to chill out, i would say.. especially with its nice view facing sentosa.. woot.
one can see the sea.. the kids playing.. i thought thats very nice..
Smsed abit with him.. ^-^
He was coming to woodlands and asked if there's any posb/dbs where he can update his bankbook.. this question is exactly the same as the one that jm asked me on sat. lol..
Actually wanted to wait for him and meet him awhile but he was in a rush to go back to camp and is in woodlands only to get some stuff from his friend.. leaving after that.. so i din get to meet him.. but he promised that he will come to woodlands to meet up. Lets wait and see if he really keeps his promise.
Hope he will also rem his other promise to take photo with me. lol.. weird right. Well.. i had always wanted to keep a more recent photo of me and him and he made that promise to me for like so long ago. -.- he told me to wait till his hair grow longer.. T.T
Anyway..
SELAMAT HARI RAYA TO ALL. =)
Nisa.. Hope a brand new year brings you brand new challenges that make you a stronger person.
Alright peeps.. tmr's another working day..
Hope things are gonna be fine. Tmr's my confirmation day..
*nervous* *excited* *anxious*
Sunday, October 22, 2006
For you.
The talk was good..
Thanks alot.. for being my listening ear..
Rest assured that my ears are always open for u too.. =)
Good to hear that your dad is recovering well and dun be too stressed over NS.
and because of you, im addicted to the song!
Glad that we have remained like before and come this far.
Thanks for finding it meaningful too.
Coz it describes alot about us.
Hope you understood wad it meant when i sent to you.
The talk was good..
Thanks alot.. for being my listening ear..
Rest assured that my ears are always open for u too.. =)
Good to hear that your dad is recovering well and dun be too stressed over NS.
and because of you, im addicted to the song!
Glad that we have remained like before and come this far.
Thanks for finding it meaningful too.
Coz it describes alot about us.
Hope you understood wad it meant when i sent to you.
Saturday, October 21, 2006
Pleasant Surprise
KONICHIWA~~~
went xian's place today to slack again.
got this terrible migraine.. =(
Monica chen bought the portable dvd player but it comes to no use as she did not noe that she has to bring the adapters..so pro right..
so ended up rotting my time away surfing net while they either study or play ps2..
but well.. i learnt new jap words today from the 2 jap sinsei of mine.. grave and free. =D
Free taught me this : boku wa kodoku desu = im lonely and usotsuki is liar
while Grave taught me the pronounciation for the japanese syllabus.
Free translated the song for death note to me and its rather meaningful i guess. Learning to appreciate the japanese culture more and more under the 2 sinseis.
Was abit boring and super slacky today.. after that we went to Sembawang shopping centre for meal.. waited for 30mins before we could get a seat.. well.. no choice.. the restaurant is very crowded and the food there is nice and affordable.
For just 10bucks each, we had deep fried fish, honey sauced chicken, fried cuttlefish with sauce, hotplate beancurd, baby kailan with oyster sauce and lastly, pineapple rice!
Cheap right? The shop is call Taste of Thailand. Must try..!
Jm and milo went to causeway point today.. met them after the dinner with 38club.. was in need for a toilet by the time i reach woodlands so i told them to go basements toilet..
The pleasant surprise came after my toilet trip. =)
I saw fred and his friend. =p
din really chat except saying bye.. haha.. exchanged sms-es after that..
camwhored abit after that surprise.. took lots of photos at the seats in front of civic centre. Shall upload them if im not lazy.. haha.. anyway.. my headache got worst though while i was on the way back home.. haiz..
Ate panadol already.. hope it gets better tmr and prepare me for monday's battle.. ok guys.. i shall stop here.. take care all.. esp with the haze around..
KONICHIWA~~~
went xian's place today to slack again.
got this terrible migraine.. =(
Monica chen bought the portable dvd player but it comes to no use as she did not noe that she has to bring the adapters..so pro right..
so ended up rotting my time away surfing net while they either study or play ps2..
but well.. i learnt new jap words today from the 2 jap sinsei of mine.. grave and free. =D
Free taught me this : boku wa kodoku desu = im lonely and usotsuki is liar
while Grave taught me the pronounciation for the japanese syllabus.
Free translated the song for death note to me and its rather meaningful i guess. Learning to appreciate the japanese culture more and more under the 2 sinseis.
Was abit boring and super slacky today.. after that we went to Sembawang shopping centre for meal.. waited for 30mins before we could get a seat.. well.. no choice.. the restaurant is very crowded and the food there is nice and affordable.
For just 10bucks each, we had deep fried fish, honey sauced chicken, fried cuttlefish with sauce, hotplate beancurd, baby kailan with oyster sauce and lastly, pineapple rice!
Cheap right? The shop is call Taste of Thailand. Must try..!
Jm and milo went to causeway point today.. met them after the dinner with 38club.. was in need for a toilet by the time i reach woodlands so i told them to go basements toilet..
The pleasant surprise came after my toilet trip. =)
I saw fred and his friend. =p
din really chat except saying bye.. haha.. exchanged sms-es after that..
camwhored abit after that surprise.. took lots of photos at the seats in front of civic centre. Shall upload them if im not lazy.. haha.. anyway.. my headache got worst though while i was on the way back home.. haiz..
Ate panadol already.. hope it gets better tmr and prepare me for monday's battle.. ok guys.. i shall stop here.. take care all.. esp with the haze around..
Came across the 2 pictures below on the net and felt the sudden urge to post this online.
Dont ask me why..
Just take a look at the pics.. they do speak my mind. =)
Sometimes i do appreciate him.
probably just feeling moody and down these days. =(
everyone's talking about relationship. *sigh*
sometimes i do get tired of hearing that...
Or maybe im just thinking too much.. on some things that i should have long put them behind..
it just cant help and keeps coming back..
Dont ask me why..
Just take a look at the pics.. they do speak my mind. =)
Sometimes i do appreciate him.
probably just feeling moody and down these days. =(
everyone's talking about relationship. *sigh*
sometimes i do get tired of hearing that...
Or maybe im just thinking too much.. on some things that i should have long put them behind..
it just cant help and keeps coming back..
Sunday, October 15, 2006
Tuesday, October 10, 2006
Sick Cat
Yea.. as the title says.. sick cat. thats what i am.
Sick today.. =( Wanted to go work one.. but in the end i woke up at 830.. so forget it la.. might as well go see doc.. Anyway, vomitted and running to toilet.. wonder if its coz of the haze. doctor told me its coz i have too much gastric gas in my stomach. And this doctor is the most expensive one that i have ever seen. $34!!! So ex! Shouldn't have listened to my dad and see that doctor.
-___-
Very long time since i last blogged. i was too lazy to. Past weekends have been very fun ones. Hang out often with gene and gang. We went for KTV sessions. ^ ^ then stay over at my place.. chatted thru the night and played games.. it was so funny coz by 4am, everyone was like a living zombie. haha..
Last sunday was kelvin's birthday. Happy belated birthday Kel! =)
Not very fun.. Coz the combination of people whom he invited was so weird. LOL!
Anyway.. looking forward to 14! hope nth goes wrong and we will be on our way to next ktv session, 38 club! =/
Yea.. 38 club is my newly joined club. Heehee.. so cute right.. anyway its a mixture of guys and girls, so... its not just girls who are gossipers.. guys are too!
Yea.. as the title says.. sick cat. thats what i am.
Sick today.. =( Wanted to go work one.. but in the end i woke up at 830.. so forget it la.. might as well go see doc.. Anyway, vomitted and running to toilet.. wonder if its coz of the haze. doctor told me its coz i have too much gastric gas in my stomach. And this doctor is the most expensive one that i have ever seen. $34!!! So ex! Shouldn't have listened to my dad and see that doctor.
-___-
Very long time since i last blogged. i was too lazy to. Past weekends have been very fun ones. Hang out often with gene and gang. We went for KTV sessions. ^ ^ then stay over at my place.. chatted thru the night and played games.. it was so funny coz by 4am, everyone was like a living zombie. haha..
Last sunday was kelvin's birthday. Happy belated birthday Kel! =)
Not very fun.. Coz the combination of people whom he invited was so weird. LOL!
Anyway.. looking forward to 14! hope nth goes wrong and we will be on our way to next ktv session, 38 club! =/
Yea.. 38 club is my newly joined club. Heehee.. so cute right.. anyway its a mixture of guys and girls, so... its not just girls who are gossipers.. guys are too!
Sunday, September 24, 2006
Nothing much to blog about today. Rotted all the way at home..
Yesterday was quite slack too.
We slacked at xian's place to play mini mahjong and to talk cock.
Quite fun even though we did nth much.. Finally saw vodka.. =)
Vodka is xian's dog.. he is so huge. if he stand straight, shld be taller than my waist. T.T
Anyway.. we made plans for next sat.. to go ktv and stayover at my place for mahjong. Hope nothing goes wrong ba.. or we'll go for the sunday alternative but personally, i prefer the sat one. hee.. coz it sounds more fun to tell ghost stories and to play mahjong.. staying up the whole night to play.. woot..
haiz.. my laptop is acting up already.. think its old.. cant take much things.. deleted a few redundant programs to relieve its burden.. now doing maintenance.. hope its not too late yet.. *prays*
tmr work again.. =(((((((((((((((((
Yesterday was quite slack too.
We slacked at xian's place to play mini mahjong and to talk cock.
Quite fun even though we did nth much.. Finally saw vodka.. =)
Vodka is xian's dog.. he is so huge. if he stand straight, shld be taller than my waist. T.T
Anyway.. we made plans for next sat.. to go ktv and stayover at my place for mahjong. Hope nothing goes wrong ba.. or we'll go for the sunday alternative but personally, i prefer the sat one. hee.. coz it sounds more fun to tell ghost stories and to play mahjong.. staying up the whole night to play.. woot..
haiz.. my laptop is acting up already.. think its old.. cant take much things.. deleted a few redundant programs to relieve its burden.. now doing maintenance.. hope its not too late yet.. *prays*
tmr work again.. =(((((((((((((((((
Saturday, September 16, 2006
Slacky Saturday
woot.. finally a saturday im home to really rest. woken up by my mum at 8am and was super tired coz i slept near 3am last night. >.<
went out with her the whole morning and got home only at abt 12 -1pm..
The best part abt today is that i actually slept for whole 3plus hrs without any disturbances. ^^
Anyway.. Yesterday was a really fun day for me. =)
Went out with the rest of the S.I group. Must be wondering wad S.I stands for ya..
Its actually Six Idiots Group. LOL! that was a new nick given by our beloved group member Eugene. -_-
The S.I group consist of Gene, Bang, Xian, Kel, Lena and of course........ ME!
First time to KTV with the guys. We smuggled baked rice, pasta and burgers into KBox.. =x Had hell lots of fun with many superstar gathering together. haha.. why? coz there was part time "Ah Bian", "Fei Yu Qing", "Hardo Gay", "Jay Chou" and of course "Lee Hom". Please note, all PART TIME only. =x
Haha.. Sang from 730 - 10. But i think the time that we really sing is 830-10. the first hr was entertainment by Kel. Coz the rest of us were busy eating our own food and he was the only available one.
Din do much except to sing ytd.. afterwhich we went to Cathay Plaza(hope i din get the name wrong) to rot and have a light supper.. Took the train home and all of us really look like six idiots on the train as we tried to pose for the different advertisements for Channel 8, U and X. All using the toy dog that Lena bought. So funny lo! even the girl standing in front of us on the train was like laughing nonstop. :x Took videos of all those and may be uploading them once i compile all together. HEHE.. Kinda look forward to our next outing to KTV.. scheduled on 1st Oct! haha.. *grins*
Anyway.. the weekend is ending so soon and monday is coming again.. I am starting to feel the stress from work. =(((((
Haiz..
Nevertheless.. i wanna wish our miss horlicks aka babe pooh aka ah lian:
a very "HAPPY BIRTHDAY!!"
woot.. finally a saturday im home to really rest. woken up by my mum at 8am and was super tired coz i slept near 3am last night. >.<
went out with her the whole morning and got home only at abt 12 -1pm..
The best part abt today is that i actually slept for whole 3plus hrs without any disturbances. ^^
Anyway.. Yesterday was a really fun day for me. =)
Went out with the rest of the S.I group. Must be wondering wad S.I stands for ya..
Its actually Six Idiots Group. LOL! that was a new nick given by our beloved group member Eugene. -_-
The S.I group consist of Gene, Bang, Xian, Kel, Lena and of course........ ME!
First time to KTV with the guys. We smuggled baked rice, pasta and burgers into KBox.. =x Had hell lots of fun with many superstar gathering together. haha.. why? coz there was part time "Ah Bian", "Fei Yu Qing", "Hardo Gay", "Jay Chou" and of course "Lee Hom". Please note, all PART TIME only. =x
Haha.. Sang from 730 - 10. But i think the time that we really sing is 830-10. the first hr was entertainment by Kel. Coz the rest of us were busy eating our own food and he was the only available one.
Din do much except to sing ytd.. afterwhich we went to Cathay Plaza(hope i din get the name wrong) to rot and have a light supper.. Took the train home and all of us really look like six idiots on the train as we tried to pose for the different advertisements for Channel 8, U and X. All using the toy dog that Lena bought. So funny lo! even the girl standing in front of us on the train was like laughing nonstop. :x Took videos of all those and may be uploading them once i compile all together. HEHE.. Kinda look forward to our next outing to KTV.. scheduled on 1st Oct! haha.. *grins*
Anyway.. the weekend is ending so soon and monday is coming again.. I am starting to feel the stress from work. =(((((
Haiz..
Nevertheless.. i wanna wish our miss horlicks aka babe pooh aka ah lian:
a very "HAPPY BIRTHDAY!!"
Sunday, September 03, 2006
JB Trip
Went JB ytd with JM, Milo and SM. Hmm.. it wasnt very happy at the beginning coz of one stupid uncle at the custom.-.-" The custom was jammed with human ytd. So many lo. Just like during new year period.
Anyway, that uncle pushed me away and cut queue right in the middle of me and JM. He wasnt even bothered when i purposely said him loudly in Chinese and English. Din noe there's such a thick skinned person lo. =.= He even dare to ask me let him into the queue when i say i nvr intend to let him in. Stupid asshole. Pushed me with all his force. I pushed him back too. But he's abt 50plus of age la.. better not, else people say i bully uncles.
That incident totally spoiled my mood.
Anyway.. bought myself a pair of new heels and some earrings. Din manage to see any clothes that i like and suit me. A lil disappointed but the pair of heels made it up. Bought the same pair as shimei but in different colours. Mine is black and hers is brown. =) Somemore its of the same size. Haha. She's the only one who can and is able to wear my shoes. =/ Milo brought herself one whole set of clothes. So pro lo.. lol. Her trip is very worthwhile.
JM on the other hand, is quite suay. All the things that she saw and wanted to buy comes in the last piece. No comments lo. And she dun like to take the last piece. In the end she came back with not much stuff.
Nvm girls, we'll go again when there's other chance. ^^
Meeting gene and bang later to go COMEX 2006. =) I wanna go see if there's any cheap mp3 players. Been saying that for so long but i have nvr bought any. So shall buy one if i chance upon any cheap and nice one.
Went JB ytd with JM, Milo and SM. Hmm.. it wasnt very happy at the beginning coz of one stupid uncle at the custom.-.-" The custom was jammed with human ytd. So many lo. Just like during new year period.
Anyway, that uncle pushed me away and cut queue right in the middle of me and JM. He wasnt even bothered when i purposely said him loudly in Chinese and English. Din noe there's such a thick skinned person lo. =.= He even dare to ask me let him into the queue when i say i nvr intend to let him in. Stupid asshole. Pushed me with all his force. I pushed him back too. But he's abt 50plus of age la.. better not, else people say i bully uncles.
That incident totally spoiled my mood.
Anyway.. bought myself a pair of new heels and some earrings. Din manage to see any clothes that i like and suit me. A lil disappointed but the pair of heels made it up. Bought the same pair as shimei but in different colours. Mine is black and hers is brown. =) Somemore its of the same size. Haha. She's the only one who can and is able to wear my shoes. =/ Milo brought herself one whole set of clothes. So pro lo.. lol. Her trip is very worthwhile.
JM on the other hand, is quite suay. All the things that she saw and wanted to buy comes in the last piece. No comments lo. And she dun like to take the last piece. In the end she came back with not much stuff.
Nvm girls, we'll go again when there's other chance. ^^
Meeting gene and bang later to go COMEX 2006. =) I wanna go see if there's any cheap mp3 players. Been saying that for so long but i have nvr bought any. So shall buy one if i chance upon any cheap and nice one.
Saturday, August 26, 2006
GOOD NEWS.
Yup. As the nick above says.. I have good news to announce. =)
No, not that im attached.
LOL..
Its in fact work matters. I have been converted to a perm staff over there!
Yay..!
I was actually a temp to perm staff over at the office but however, thanks to my colleagues for their positive comments and feedbacks on me, Im able to be converted to a permanent staff within such a short period of time. Supposed to be on a 3 months temporary staff contract. And Ally is nice enough to help me backdate my contract as a temp staff. She told the HR to do up another contract for me as a perm staff, with effect from my first day of work. Meaning i have already been a perm staff for a month already. However, i cant be too happy about it yet as i have not signed any appointment letter for my perm position.
Was told there wont be much changes to the terms and conditions, however, on top of that, i will be able to enjoy the benefits that the company provides. Which i guess there wont be any pay increment. Actually im quite alright without any pay increment coz its not that bad as of now and the thing is that i will be able to use their gym for workout, so why not? My colleagues advised that i work with them as perm for the time being first and decide if i still wanna continue looking for other better jobs out there. I quite agree with them and accepted the perm offer readily. =)
Work is fine so far and i have just been assigned new project. Thats good news to me!
"Su Ling, u gotta buck up this time..!"
Was assigned to oversee the shifting of the documents from the current office to the new office as well as those that needs to be put in the warehouse. New office will be located at novena velocity and i have totally no idea where that it. Hope its near the mrt station else faint.
Lost my voice for the first part of this week, luckily managed to regain it back. It must be the tonnes of water that im drinking everyday that brings such a speedy recovery of my throat.
Haha.. Went out with milo and horlicks today. Yea, they are very funny people with weird and cute names. lol! Took lots of funny photos and it was really an enjoyable day out with them. ^^ milo treated us to dou hua. Haha.. Thanks girl.
Will be meeting them on monday again.. Going to workout at milo's office's gym. Surprised that im actually working out ya.. must keep fit liao! haha.. Else i think will become more and more like a pig. Girls, don't forget our JB outing next Saturday ok!
Saw Ayu just now. Yeah.. the malay girl at my ex-workplace whom i rather dislike for some reasons and i think most of my friends will noe why.
Im getting to be more and more like a hypocrite which i totally detest myself for doing that.
I had no choice. I cant possibly ignore her when i actually saw her. =.= I had to talk to her abit even though i really really dun feel like doing so. Baaa.
I dun wanna be a hypocrite!!=((
Meeting Eugene tmr to go collect my cert. He wants to go to this shop located at Peninsula Hotel so we'll meet and go together. Just nice. LOL.. at least i dun need to go there alone just to collect that piece of paper. FYI, thats my insurance certificate.
-_-'
Yup. As the nick above says.. I have good news to announce. =)
No, not that im attached.
LOL..
Its in fact work matters. I have been converted to a perm staff over there!
Yay..!
I was actually a temp to perm staff over at the office but however, thanks to my colleagues for their positive comments and feedbacks on me, Im able to be converted to a permanent staff within such a short period of time. Supposed to be on a 3 months temporary staff contract. And Ally is nice enough to help me backdate my contract as a temp staff. She told the HR to do up another contract for me as a perm staff, with effect from my first day of work. Meaning i have already been a perm staff for a month already. However, i cant be too happy about it yet as i have not signed any appointment letter for my perm position.
Was told there wont be much changes to the terms and conditions, however, on top of that, i will be able to enjoy the benefits that the company provides. Which i guess there wont be any pay increment. Actually im quite alright without any pay increment coz its not that bad as of now and the thing is that i will be able to use their gym for workout, so why not? My colleagues advised that i work with them as perm for the time being first and decide if i still wanna continue looking for other better jobs out there. I quite agree with them and accepted the perm offer readily. =)
Work is fine so far and i have just been assigned new project. Thats good news to me!
"Su Ling, u gotta buck up this time..!"
Was assigned to oversee the shifting of the documents from the current office to the new office as well as those that needs to be put in the warehouse. New office will be located at novena velocity and i have totally no idea where that it. Hope its near the mrt station else faint.
Lost my voice for the first part of this week, luckily managed to regain it back. It must be the tonnes of water that im drinking everyday that brings such a speedy recovery of my throat.
Haha.. Went out with milo and horlicks today. Yea, they are very funny people with weird and cute names. lol! Took lots of funny photos and it was really an enjoyable day out with them. ^^ milo treated us to dou hua. Haha.. Thanks girl.
Will be meeting them on monday again.. Going to workout at milo's office's gym. Surprised that im actually working out ya.. must keep fit liao! haha.. Else i think will become more and more like a pig. Girls, don't forget our JB outing next Saturday ok!
Saw Ayu just now. Yeah.. the malay girl at my ex-workplace whom i rather dislike for some reasons and i think most of my friends will noe why.
Im getting to be more and more like a hypocrite which i totally detest myself for doing that.
I had no choice. I cant possibly ignore her when i actually saw her. =.= I had to talk to her abit even though i really really dun feel like doing so. Baaa.
I dun wanna be a hypocrite!!=((
Meeting Eugene tmr to go collect my cert. He wants to go to this shop located at Peninsula Hotel so we'll meet and go together. Just nice. LOL.. at least i dun need to go there alone just to collect that piece of paper. FYI, thats my insurance certificate.
-_-'
Sunday, August 20, 2006
heya all.. its been weeks since my last update.
Hmm.. work is fine. Colleagues are fine too. They are beginning to include me into their cycle and im glad. Took photos with them too during lunchtime one day. haha. =)
My manager asked me how come im so early everyday coz i reached the office at abt 830 - 845. Anyway it wasnt my fault to reach so early coz i was afraid to be late everyday. If i miss the bus then i will be late.. So its better to be early than late.. Anyway thats my phillosophy.
Went to gym last mon with milo and jiamin. Quite cool. Even though its not california gym.. Finally worked out. =) I have been so "FIT" for like 2 yrs coz nvr exercise. haha.. so i wanna go exercise again!
Oh ya.. did i mention i went out with the 2 of them on friday too? We went for durian chee cheong fun. Cool right. Milo brought us there. I thought its rather nice..Shall bring my other friends there some other days.
Met up with F4 ytd to celebrate shimei's bday. Its been so long since i last had such fun. Played arcade, had cake, had claypot rice, stingray, fried kangkong, carrot cake, french fries and garlic bread. Played daytona 1 and 2, shooting and also some stupid funny game.
Enjoyed myself throughout even though the meeting was just a very short few hours. =)
Tmr work again. =( so fasttttt. How i longed to have longer weekends!
Hmm.. work is fine. Colleagues are fine too. They are beginning to include me into their cycle and im glad. Took photos with them too during lunchtime one day. haha. =)
My manager asked me how come im so early everyday coz i reached the office at abt 830 - 845. Anyway it wasnt my fault to reach so early coz i was afraid to be late everyday. If i miss the bus then i will be late.. So its better to be early than late.. Anyway thats my phillosophy.
Went to gym last mon with milo and jiamin. Quite cool. Even though its not california gym.. Finally worked out. =) I have been so "FIT" for like 2 yrs coz nvr exercise. haha.. so i wanna go exercise again!
Oh ya.. did i mention i went out with the 2 of them on friday too? We went for durian chee cheong fun. Cool right. Milo brought us there. I thought its rather nice..Shall bring my other friends there some other days.
Met up with F4 ytd to celebrate shimei's bday. Its been so long since i last had such fun. Played arcade, had cake, had claypot rice, stingray, fried kangkong, carrot cake, french fries and garlic bread. Played daytona 1 and 2, shooting and also some stupid funny game.
Enjoyed myself throughout even though the meeting was just a very short few hours. =)
Tmr work again. =( so fasttttt. How i longed to have longer weekends!
Thursday, August 10, 2006
MC Day
Skipped work today. =( Not feeling well. *sobz* couldnt sleep well the whole night and my heart was beating so quickly the whole morning. Went to polyclinic to see a doctor and the doctor asked me this super funny question.
She said," Is there any chance of you getting pregnant?"
After she finished asking me this question, i nearly fainted sia. Haha.. How could that be possible sia.. (-_-") anyway.. she told me to get an ECG done.. Waited for abt an hour plus before i can get the ECG done. But everything was fine. She told me to monitor myself and if any of such cases happen again must quickly go A & E. -.-'''' She said that im under too much stress but i dun feel it that way. Im not sure what is going on too.
But anyway i felt so much better now.. slept the whole afternoon on the sofa unknowingly. haha.. My dad said that maybe its coz i slept too much in the morning and afternoon, at night cant sleep and kept thinking of dunno wad thing. But dun think so leh. =.=
Arg.. Nvm abt that. Im just thinking if that could be like last time when the doctor heard another sound in my heart. But the doc from the polyclinic doctor say she cant hear any other sound. Yet my mum said that not all doctor could hear that extra sound. (-_-")
Tmr going work le.. lets hope everything is fine tmr. Looking forward to the fireworks on Saturday. ^^
Skipped work today. =( Not feeling well. *sobz* couldnt sleep well the whole night and my heart was beating so quickly the whole morning. Went to polyclinic to see a doctor and the doctor asked me this super funny question.
She said," Is there any chance of you getting pregnant?"
After she finished asking me this question, i nearly fainted sia. Haha.. How could that be possible sia.. (-_-") anyway.. she told me to get an ECG done.. Waited for abt an hour plus before i can get the ECG done. But everything was fine. She told me to monitor myself and if any of such cases happen again must quickly go A & E. -.-'''' She said that im under too much stress but i dun feel it that way. Im not sure what is going on too.
But anyway i felt so much better now.. slept the whole afternoon on the sofa unknowingly. haha.. My dad said that maybe its coz i slept too much in the morning and afternoon, at night cant sleep and kept thinking of dunno wad thing. But dun think so leh. =.=
Arg.. Nvm abt that. Im just thinking if that could be like last time when the doctor heard another sound in my heart. But the doc from the polyclinic doctor say she cant hear any other sound. Yet my mum said that not all doctor could hear that extra sound. (-_-")
Tmr going work le.. lets hope everything is fine tmr. Looking forward to the fireworks on Saturday. ^^
Sunday, July 30, 2006
Shopping!
Weeeee.. i got myself new clothes! a top and a pair of jeans. =)
Went far east with Cheryl.. that girl wanna shop and in the end we both shopped but she spent so much more than me. lol..=x i think twice more? haha.
Got a new necklace to replace my pendant which had parts of it dropped off.. Actually wanna get a pendant only.. but in the end i couldnt fine a suitable one so got a new necklace instead. Its cheap. 8 bucks.. crown de. lol! Saw the one at 77th street. its so nice! but i dun like it coz its too round. lol! =x Anyway, bought new earrings too. been a long time since i got myself new earrings. =)
Cheryl is so into victoria style. >.< that crazy girl. :D
Tmr's working again. Think im heading bed soon. Guys dun miss me. I'll be back okie. =)
Weeeee.. i got myself new clothes! a top and a pair of jeans. =)
Went far east with Cheryl.. that girl wanna shop and in the end we both shopped but she spent so much more than me. lol..=x i think twice more? haha.
Got a new necklace to replace my pendant which had parts of it dropped off.. Actually wanna get a pendant only.. but in the end i couldnt fine a suitable one so got a new necklace instead. Its cheap. 8 bucks.. crown de. lol! Saw the one at 77th street. its so nice! but i dun like it coz its too round. lol! =x Anyway, bought new earrings too. been a long time since i got myself new earrings. =)
Cheryl is so into victoria style. >.< that crazy girl. :D
Tmr's working again. Think im heading bed soon. Guys dun miss me. I'll be back okie. =)
Saturday, July 29, 2006
Tuesday, July 25, 2006
Monday, July 24, 2006
New Job Begins
As mentioned in the heading, tmr is the start of my new job with California Fitness. Well.. dun be mistaken, im not there to be a trainer. haha. i can never be a trainer.. i dun have the stamina nor the physique. =)
Going to be in the membership department. Dealing with membership and other admin things. Gonna be 3 mths temp for the time being. Lets hope if there are chances of being converted to permanent job. Was told that the chances of being converted to permanent staff is high. So we shall wait and see.
Ok la.. i'll go watch tv now.. tmr is a brand new day. =P
As mentioned in the heading, tmr is the start of my new job with California Fitness. Well.. dun be mistaken, im not there to be a trainer. haha. i can never be a trainer.. i dun have the stamina nor the physique. =)
Going to be in the membership department. Dealing with membership and other admin things. Gonna be 3 mths temp for the time being. Lets hope if there are chances of being converted to permanent job. Was told that the chances of being converted to permanent staff is high. So we shall wait and see.
Ok la.. i'll go watch tv now.. tmr is a brand new day. =P
Saturday, July 22, 2006
Another Saturday
This week is my birthday week. =)
"HAPPY 20th BIRTHDAY TO MYSELF"
Hee.. i received presents from my dear friends. Really appreciate them for taking time off to celebrate with me, be it advance or belated or even on the day itself. Not forgetting those who wished me thru sms.. Thanks everyone.. I've got a new wallet, a new bag and a new sweater from my girl friends! Muacks. =D And all present got meaning one..
wallet and bag to prepare me for my new job and symbolises money rolling in? Thanks Articoffevil and F4..
haha.. and the sweater is sth that i always wanted but i nvr buy. Thanks Jia Min for it!
And i guess my birthday wish come true too. haha.. that i can faster find a job. lalalala~~~
Gonna start work next Tuesday. Hope everything is going to be fine and if can, hope that i can stay with this job for long. =)
This week is my birthday week. =)
"HAPPY 20th BIRTHDAY TO MYSELF"
Hee.. i received presents from my dear friends. Really appreciate them for taking time off to celebrate with me, be it advance or belated or even on the day itself. Not forgetting those who wished me thru sms.. Thanks everyone.. I've got a new wallet, a new bag and a new sweater from my girl friends! Muacks. =D And all present got meaning one..
wallet and bag to prepare me for my new job and symbolises money rolling in? Thanks Articoffevil and F4..
haha.. and the sweater is sth that i always wanted but i nvr buy. Thanks Jia Min for it!
And i guess my birthday wish come true too. haha.. that i can faster find a job. lalalala~~~
Gonna start work next Tuesday. Hope everything is going to be fine and if can, hope that i can stay with this job for long. =)
Saturday, July 15, 2006
Surprised!
Heya.. today got a surprise. =)
Met up with milo and nisa.. Din expect them to celebrate my bday with me today since they told me will be meeting on monday for dinner. They bought me new wallet! and was told they thought of getting a BIKINI for me initially. *faint*
Its all milo's ideas. Luckily they couldnt find any suitable bikini. Else i will be doomed. Haha.. coz she will sure train me till i am confident to wear. >.<
Overall today was fine! And nisa better not think too much! Be positive about your plans. If u can overcome all obstacles, i guess all will be fine. Have faith in urself and him, more importantly, ur relationship. =) Milo please get well soon. Nowadays so weak liao. T.T
Heya.. today got a surprise. =)
Met up with milo and nisa.. Din expect them to celebrate my bday with me today since they told me will be meeting on monday for dinner. They bought me new wallet! and was told they thought of getting a BIKINI for me initially. *faint*
Its all milo's ideas. Luckily they couldnt find any suitable bikini. Else i will be doomed. Haha.. coz she will sure train me till i am confident to wear. >.<
Overall today was fine! And nisa better not think too much! Be positive about your plans. If u can overcome all obstacles, i guess all will be fine. Have faith in urself and him, more importantly, ur relationship. =) Milo please get well soon. Nowadays so weak liao. T.T
Friday, July 14, 2006
Strange Things in Live
As one grow older and get to know the society better, we see this society in another different point of view. People always told me that working in the society is tough and that there are always good and bad people around, no matter what i do, i will have to be wary of those backstabbers, a.k.a "xiao ren" in chinese.
Its only after working then i realised wad those people are trying to tell me. True indeed. Such people are everywhere. Like what Mr Lim told me "No matter where you go, you will still meet the same people under different names". It made me realise alot and taught me alot about people. It's great to know them who taught me life experiences every now and then.
Some people resort to underhand methods to drive people away from them and these people are the worst "xiao ren". Why? They have no respect for others and yet expect others to respect them. Some are inhuman and i dun really agree with the way they do things. But well, thats life. We should learn to accept the fact that all kinds of people do exist in this world.
Yesterday was the worst day of my whole 19+ yrs of living. I have never really felt that angry or agitated before. And it was definitely an eye-opener for me. Reason being I was able to see how some big companies actually resort to those dirty methods. Dirty in the sense that they use rather unethical methods on people. I shall not elaborate further, it'll be great if you know what i meant. Otherwise, ponder over these thoughts of mine. It may be true for some but otherwise for some.
A lesson learnt, an experience gained and I finally see the true colours of scheming people who exist in the working society. Probably its good in one way, that i do get to grow up. Money waste, time lost, efforts down the drain. All that in exchange for a very important lesson learnt and an experience gained. At least i have tried.
As one grow older and get to know the society better, we see this society in another different point of view. People always told me that working in the society is tough and that there are always good and bad people around, no matter what i do, i will have to be wary of those backstabbers, a.k.a "xiao ren" in chinese.
Its only after working then i realised wad those people are trying to tell me. True indeed. Such people are everywhere. Like what Mr Lim told me "No matter where you go, you will still meet the same people under different names". It made me realise alot and taught me alot about people. It's great to know them who taught me life experiences every now and then.
Some people resort to underhand methods to drive people away from them and these people are the worst "xiao ren". Why? They have no respect for others and yet expect others to respect them. Some are inhuman and i dun really agree with the way they do things. But well, thats life. We should learn to accept the fact that all kinds of people do exist in this world.
Yesterday was the worst day of my whole 19+ yrs of living. I have never really felt that angry or agitated before. And it was definitely an eye-opener for me. Reason being I was able to see how some big companies actually resort to those dirty methods. Dirty in the sense that they use rather unethical methods on people. I shall not elaborate further, it'll be great if you know what i meant. Otherwise, ponder over these thoughts of mine. It may be true for some but otherwise for some.
A lesson learnt, an experience gained and I finally see the true colours of scheming people who exist in the working society. Probably its good in one way, that i do get to grow up. Money waste, time lost, efforts down the drain. All that in exchange for a very important lesson learnt and an experience gained. At least i have tried.
Sunday, July 09, 2006
Last day of Freedom before work starts.
Yea. Today's the last day of freedom before my work start. When i first got the job, I was rather excited.. Coz i finally found a job. But the day before my first day of work, I think im having rejections to go to work. >.<
Im so confused as to why im feeling it this way. I dun like this feeling!
=(=(=(=(=(
Yea. Today's the last day of freedom before my work start. When i first got the job, I was rather excited.. Coz i finally found a job. But the day before my first day of work, I think im having rejections to go to work. >.<
Im so confused as to why im feeling it this way. I dun like this feeling!
=(=(=(=(=(
Saturday, July 08, 2006
Movie date " Re-Cycle"
Yupz, as mentioned in the title, i went to watch the movie with my dear as usual. She wondered if we will become lesbian with our frequent meetups. But i love her to bits. Why? Coz she is always so enthu to go out with me and entertain me by watching the movie with me. =) Thankies.
The movie was alright, not exactly fabulous, coz we had to sit at the front row. First row to be exact. >.<" Got scared at certained parts and both of us jumped at the same scenes. Haha.. so funny. Sitting beside this uncle and auntie. They are so romantic, watching movie at cinema. Usually people of their age, like my parents for example, they prefer to stay at home and watch. The old couple is so cool right. And the uncle keep telling the auntie what he predict will happen for the next scene, so irritating coz he said them so loudly. >.<
Had dinner and saw GH and Bai Bai! Hur Hur.. GH.. I caught u red handed! =x Now cannot deny liao.. Haha.. Anyway. i do think they 2 are compatible. =D They are so cute, trying to pretend to be fed by milo via the glass door of KFC. =.="
Anyway.. that's how the Saturday before my first day of work ended. its exactly 1159 now. Monday first day of work. Good luck to myself!
Yupz, as mentioned in the title, i went to watch the movie with my dear as usual. She wondered if we will become lesbian with our frequent meetups. But i love her to bits. Why? Coz she is always so enthu to go out with me and entertain me by watching the movie with me. =) Thankies.
The movie was alright, not exactly fabulous, coz we had to sit at the front row. First row to be exact. >.<" Got scared at certained parts and both of us jumped at the same scenes. Haha.. so funny. Sitting beside this uncle and auntie. They are so romantic, watching movie at cinema. Usually people of their age, like my parents for example, they prefer to stay at home and watch. The old couple is so cool right. And the uncle keep telling the auntie what he predict will happen for the next scene, so irritating coz he said them so loudly. >.<
Had dinner and saw GH and Bai Bai! Hur Hur.. GH.. I caught u red handed! =x Now cannot deny liao.. Haha.. Anyway. i do think they 2 are compatible. =D They are so cute, trying to pretend to be fed by milo via the glass door of KFC. =.="
Anyway.. that's how the Saturday before my first day of work ended. its exactly 1159 now. Monday first day of work. Good luck to myself!
Saturday, July 01, 2006
Another Memorable Saturday ^-^
Woke up at 630am today, reason being?
To have breakfast with my mum and to help my dad get his seasonal parking renewal. Finished everything and got home at abt 845am, woke my bro up to shift the car and then i went back to sleep. lol.. quite pig, i slept till abt 12pm. =/ Went online and saw Fred.. so asked him if he still wanna meet up today.. and.....
For the first time, Fred actually agreed to meet up with me at woodlands mrt. haha.. knowing him for 4 yrs.. its the first time he agreed sia.. thats why its memorable. lol.. and i made him waited for me. I was late. I think im quite suay oso la..
Traffic jam at custom, waited for 20 mins and there was no bus.. so i walked over to the other bus stop. But when i was like 200m away from the bus stop, four 903 buses drove passed me!! 4 of them.. can u imagine how angry i was.. 200m away only! Arggg. Anyway.. luckily the 5th bus came not long after those 4 sped off without me. =)
Met him at about 4.10pm when we were supposed to meet at 345pm.. =/ Then stood all the way to lavender.. my stomach was groaning.
it says.. " IM HUNGRY!! ATE SINCE 7AM IN THE MORNING. "
haha. thats how hungry i am. tts about 9 hours without food. no wonder my stomach was groaning. anyway.. reached lavender and headed to beach rd to get his stuff.. army oso so ma fan one. so many things need to get.. but he told me its his camp then so ma fan. wells.. ok.. finally food time!! haha.. he know i was hungry so he suggest that we eat first before heading to funan to make his atm card. *smile smile*
Surprised that the bank is still opened at abt 630pm on a Saturday? haha.. so was i. =/ i din noe that banks opened till so late until he told me about it. and he chided me sia.. say im gonna work for DBS and yet i had no idea abt the operating hours. >.< Oh wells.. I haven start work at DBS wad.. Muahahaha. =/ Anyway.. tt happy man got his GO! card and he is so showy!! showed off to me coz i have neither a debit card from DBS or the GO! card. Nvm.. im still fine with just an ATM card.
Anyways.. walked around in Funan, quite boring.. so headed for RafflesLink.
and where is RafflesLink?
Its actually Citylink. Its a new name given to Citylink by Fred. He all along thought its RafflesLink. So pro. =/
Enough about today.
Anyway.. I forgot if i told u guys that I have been accepted by DBS Bank.. Its gonna be tough job, but im attracted by their pay scheme. I hope things will be fine this time round. The manager told me there wont be politics as everyone will not be that free to be playing with politics. haha.. true.. =) But wells, not to be too happy yet.. i gotta pass their test and i thought their test is so tough! i cant seem to understand the theory from the textbook. *cry* Im just gonna pray hard that i pass both tests and i can then work towards my aim.
AIM: SIM Bachelor of Business ( Marketing) - (Tentatively)
Hmm.. heard alot of things not going too well for a few of my friends.. their fathers got admitted to hospital. one underwent operation for the removal of blood clot and the other one is in coma.. I pray that all of them will be fine especially Fred's and Jing Min's dads. Its so disheartening to hear about these matters. =( Maybe its parts and parcels of life.
Woke up at 630am today, reason being?
To have breakfast with my mum and to help my dad get his seasonal parking renewal. Finished everything and got home at abt 845am, woke my bro up to shift the car and then i went back to sleep. lol.. quite pig, i slept till abt 12pm. =/ Went online and saw Fred.. so asked him if he still wanna meet up today.. and.....
For the first time, Fred actually agreed to meet up with me at woodlands mrt. haha.. knowing him for 4 yrs.. its the first time he agreed sia.. thats why its memorable. lol.. and i made him waited for me. I was late. I think im quite suay oso la..
Traffic jam at custom, waited for 20 mins and there was no bus.. so i walked over to the other bus stop. But when i was like 200m away from the bus stop, four 903 buses drove passed me!! 4 of them.. can u imagine how angry i was.. 200m away only! Arggg. Anyway.. luckily the 5th bus came not long after those 4 sped off without me. =)
Met him at about 4.10pm when we were supposed to meet at 345pm.. =/ Then stood all the way to lavender.. my stomach was groaning.
it says.. " IM HUNGRY!! ATE SINCE 7AM IN THE MORNING. "
haha. thats how hungry i am. tts about 9 hours without food. no wonder my stomach was groaning. anyway.. reached lavender and headed to beach rd to get his stuff.. army oso so ma fan one. so many things need to get.. but he told me its his camp then so ma fan. wells.. ok.. finally food time!! haha.. he know i was hungry so he suggest that we eat first before heading to funan to make his atm card. *smile smile*
Surprised that the bank is still opened at abt 630pm on a Saturday? haha.. so was i. =/ i din noe that banks opened till so late until he told me about it. and he chided me sia.. say im gonna work for DBS and yet i had no idea abt the operating hours. >.< Oh wells.. I haven start work at DBS wad.. Muahahaha. =/ Anyway.. tt happy man got his GO! card and he is so showy!! showed off to me coz i have neither a debit card from DBS or the GO! card. Nvm.. im still fine with just an ATM card.
Anyways.. walked around in Funan, quite boring.. so headed for RafflesLink.
and where is RafflesLink?
Its actually Citylink. Its a new name given to Citylink by Fred. He all along thought its RafflesLink. So pro. =/
Enough about today.
Anyway.. I forgot if i told u guys that I have been accepted by DBS Bank.. Its gonna be tough job, but im attracted by their pay scheme. I hope things will be fine this time round. The manager told me there wont be politics as everyone will not be that free to be playing with politics. haha.. true.. =) But wells, not to be too happy yet.. i gotta pass their test and i thought their test is so tough! i cant seem to understand the theory from the textbook. *cry* Im just gonna pray hard that i pass both tests and i can then work towards my aim.
AIM: SIM Bachelor of Business ( Marketing) - (Tentatively)
Hmm.. heard alot of things not going too well for a few of my friends.. their fathers got admitted to hospital. one underwent operation for the removal of blood clot and the other one is in coma.. I pray that all of them will be fine especially Fred's and Jing Min's dads. Its so disheartening to hear about these matters. =( Maybe its parts and parcels of life.
Sunday, June 25, 2006
MIA for quite long. Finally im back.
For the past 3 weeks, i've been slacking!!! Rotting!! and busy going for interviews. >.<
Went to meet F4 today. Carol's bday next week but we pre-celebrated it for her coz school is starting and on her special day, she will be celebrating it with her special someone, so better not make any plans for her on that day. =) Went KTV, its always fun to go KTV with the girls, full of laughter and most importantly, our bond is still there! haha.. we nvr fail to talk for hours. thats the best part i like about my sec sch pals.
Its always sad to hear anyone getting sick or down with any kind of illnesses. God bless all these people, especially the old and elderly ones. Old people always fall sick or contract any kind of illnesses more easily than young people. I kinda worried for my dad as well, after what happened to Fred's dad.. :( I guess I am thinking too much. Hope things will be fine for his dad.
Im glad he actually remembers our "date" when i thought that he would have clean forgotten all about it. haha. anyway, shall meet up with him other times.
tmr's another day. im going bed liao. tata everyone. take care loads.
For the past 3 weeks, i've been slacking!!! Rotting!! and busy going for interviews. >.<
Went to meet F4 today. Carol's bday next week but we pre-celebrated it for her coz school is starting and on her special day, she will be celebrating it with her special someone, so better not make any plans for her on that day. =) Went KTV, its always fun to go KTV with the girls, full of laughter and most importantly, our bond is still there! haha.. we nvr fail to talk for hours. thats the best part i like about my sec sch pals.
Its always sad to hear anyone getting sick or down with any kind of illnesses. God bless all these people, especially the old and elderly ones. Old people always fall sick or contract any kind of illnesses more easily than young people. I kinda worried for my dad as well, after what happened to Fred's dad.. :( I guess I am thinking too much. Hope things will be fine for his dad.
Im glad he actually remembers our "date" when i thought that he would have clean forgotten all about it. haha. anyway, shall meet up with him other times.
tmr's another day. im going bed liao. tata everyone. take care loads.
Friday, June 09, 2006
Happy Week!
Yeap.. as above. It's been a happy week for me. A week without worries, carefree week.
Been out for most of the days.
Went for an job interview on monday, but it was an unsuccessful one..
Reason being?
They mistook my interview for position of marketing as one for the position of Sales, which is not really what i wanted.
Anyway, the interview was so very the fast as both me and the interview were not prepared for this kinda thing to happened. Afterwhich i went to meet up with Jazz at Bugis. Bought presents for Milo, Hwei Hwei( my bro's gf) and also a belated one for Jazz. Lalala...
Stayed at home on Tuesday and rest. My first rest day after I quitted all jobs. and yes, i slacked the whole day away.
Wednesday went to hunt for blazer needed for Graduation Ceremony. Mission failed. Cant find any suitable ones. Either too big or too small. Nothing which is just nice.
Met up with Fred on Thursday. =) Finally we met up and i passed him the present which has been owing for like 3-4 mths? haha.. Alot of funny and silly things happened. LOL.. and he told me he cant tahan my blurness. Not i wanted also right? Haha.. its just that i was quite blur to insist on not getting of the train at cityhall when we were heading for lavender (From Woodlands) and even told him that he is wrong, we should sit all the way. He had to drag me out of the train. =x
Anyway, accompanied him to ICA to extend his passport, waited for 2plus hours there.. nearly fainted. Waited so long.. but it was alright, we really did alot of catching up during those 2 hours. Its the first time we talked so much after the incident the other time, you guys will more or less know. Its been like 3yrs. He told me lots of funny things that happened during his BMT. Really funny incidents of his bunkmate.
Proceeded to Bugis after that.. went to look for blazer at Bugis Village and OG. My first time going shopping alone with a guy. Not too bad. At least we have similar tastes.. and he helped me hunt for shoes oso lohx! haha.. but well, din manage to find a pair of shoes which i really like. Oh yah, for the first time, i stepped into Bugis Point!! haha.. its such a small shopping mall. -_-" and its 6 storeys high. So cramped.
*Conclusion for the day: Not too bad to go shopping with a guy. They will tell you what they think is nice. =) Very interesting.*
Later part of yesterday, i learnt that Fred and Pin Pin are bunkmates. Its such an coincidence! and they were even buddies for shooting session. haha. Pin Pin told me Fred is a BOBO. So i asked what a BOBO is. Welllllllll.. it stands for someone who cant aim. =X SHHHHH.. i think Fred will kill me if he sees this. LOL. Anyway, talked to Fred on the phone for like 1/2 hr and he kept talking nonstop. -_-" I was already half dead by 2am. Haha..
Anyway.. Friday, which is today, met up with Milo to go get the shoes. Finally bought a pair. =) Quite fun today. Ate at Ramen Ten or sth lidat.. then drank coffee from starbucks. Hope Milo can find a blazer that is within budget and also suitable for her soon. Before Tuesday! =D
Overall, this week is a happy week for me! To meet up with so many people.. Hope i find a job next week!
Yeap.. as above. It's been a happy week for me. A week without worries, carefree week.
Been out for most of the days.
Went for an job interview on monday, but it was an unsuccessful one..
Reason being?
They mistook my interview for position of marketing as one for the position of Sales, which is not really what i wanted.
Anyway, the interview was so very the fast as both me and the interview were not prepared for this kinda thing to happened. Afterwhich i went to meet up with Jazz at Bugis. Bought presents for Milo, Hwei Hwei( my bro's gf) and also a belated one for Jazz. Lalala...
Stayed at home on Tuesday and rest. My first rest day after I quitted all jobs. and yes, i slacked the whole day away.
Wednesday went to hunt for blazer needed for Graduation Ceremony. Mission failed. Cant find any suitable ones. Either too big or too small. Nothing which is just nice.
Met up with Fred on Thursday. =) Finally we met up and i passed him the present which has been owing for like 3-4 mths? haha.. Alot of funny and silly things happened. LOL.. and he told me he cant tahan my blurness. Not i wanted also right? Haha.. its just that i was quite blur to insist on not getting of the train at cityhall when we were heading for lavender (From Woodlands) and even told him that he is wrong, we should sit all the way. He had to drag me out of the train. =x
Anyway, accompanied him to ICA to extend his passport, waited for 2plus hours there.. nearly fainted. Waited so long.. but it was alright, we really did alot of catching up during those 2 hours. Its the first time we talked so much after the incident the other time, you guys will more or less know. Its been like 3yrs. He told me lots of funny things that happened during his BMT. Really funny incidents of his bunkmate.
Proceeded to Bugis after that.. went to look for blazer at Bugis Village and OG. My first time going shopping alone with a guy. Not too bad. At least we have similar tastes.. and he helped me hunt for shoes oso lohx! haha.. but well, din manage to find a pair of shoes which i really like. Oh yah, for the first time, i stepped into Bugis Point!! haha.. its such a small shopping mall. -_-" and its 6 storeys high. So cramped.
*Conclusion for the day: Not too bad to go shopping with a guy. They will tell you what they think is nice. =) Very interesting.*
Later part of yesterday, i learnt that Fred and Pin Pin are bunkmates. Its such an coincidence! and they were even buddies for shooting session. haha. Pin Pin told me Fred is a BOBO. So i asked what a BOBO is. Welllllllll.. it stands for someone who cant aim. =X SHHHHH.. i think Fred will kill me if he sees this. LOL. Anyway, talked to Fred on the phone for like 1/2 hr and he kept talking nonstop. -_-" I was already half dead by 2am. Haha..
Anyway.. Friday, which is today, met up with Milo to go get the shoes. Finally bought a pair. =) Quite fun today. Ate at Ramen Ten or sth lidat.. then drank coffee from starbucks. Hope Milo can find a blazer that is within budget and also suitable for her soon. Before Tuesday! =D
Overall, this week is a happy week for me! To meet up with so many people.. Hope i find a job next week!
Monday, June 05, 2006
God!!! its been a month!!
I FORGOT TO UPDATE MY BLOG. I FORGOT I GOT A BLOG. =X
Yes, this is how forgetful i am. Maybe also because its been a very very busy month of may for me. I QUITTED PREMIER ALREADY. =D Felt so relieved when im out of the company. 31st May was my last day. Had lots of unhappiness and i finally made the decision to quit the job and move on to a new one.
Its only 4 days since my last day at premier. Afterwhich i went to work at the PCSHOW 2006 with Milo. It was quite fun! My first time working for a PC Show. Had fun and of course, its very tiring having to stand for so long, repeating the same things to the customer, wrong things also must say until its the right thing. Trying every means to make our words sound convincing so that they will buy the things and we can earn the comission. Some real stupid things happened at the show and i simply cant forget the things that milo said. Damn dunny! Esp the "hello" which she said to the 2 uncles. =x Anyway, her bday was on sat and the 3 of us bought her a cake, pink coloured chocolate cake, though its small, i hope she liked it. btw, i got to know a new friend during these few days, its their SPH friend called Ziming. =) Not to mention, lots of part timers who are working at the same PC Show booth as us. "Vase a.k.a Hua Ping" and "Chicken Little". This guy he was with us for the last 3 days of the show, younger than us and always call us "da jie".
Tmr's another interview at jobsdb, wonder how it will go. Please wish me all the best ya. Its the position of the marketing executive. =)
I FORGOT TO UPDATE MY BLOG. I FORGOT I GOT A BLOG. =X
Yes, this is how forgetful i am. Maybe also because its been a very very busy month of may for me. I QUITTED PREMIER ALREADY. =D Felt so relieved when im out of the company. 31st May was my last day. Had lots of unhappiness and i finally made the decision to quit the job and move on to a new one.
Its only 4 days since my last day at premier. Afterwhich i went to work at the PCSHOW 2006 with Milo. It was quite fun! My first time working for a PC Show. Had fun and of course, its very tiring having to stand for so long, repeating the same things to the customer, wrong things also must say until its the right thing. Trying every means to make our words sound convincing so that they will buy the things and we can earn the comission. Some real stupid things happened at the show and i simply cant forget the things that milo said. Damn dunny! Esp the "hello" which she said to the 2 uncles. =x Anyway, her bday was on sat and the 3 of us bought her a cake, pink coloured chocolate cake, though its small, i hope she liked it. btw, i got to know a new friend during these few days, its their SPH friend called Ziming. =) Not to mention, lots of part timers who are working at the same PC Show booth as us. "Vase a.k.a Hua Ping" and "Chicken Little". This guy he was with us for the last 3 days of the show, younger than us and always call us "da jie".
Tmr's another interview at jobsdb, wonder how it will go. Please wish me all the best ya. Its the position of the marketing executive. =)
Monday, May 08, 2006
Latest update
I think i will quit the job after so many days of thinking.
Seriously, i do not know how to tell Geraldine about my decision. Hais..
I dun feel the satisfaction at work even after the so many talks we had had. =(
I figured out that its too deskbound for me. I prefer to be not as deskbound.
I should quit. This way, i will not waste both my time and Geraldine's. Right?..
*I think i still cant get out of his shadows. =/ I still miss talking to him!
I think i will quit the job after so many days of thinking.
Seriously, i do not know how to tell Geraldine about my decision. Hais..
I dun feel the satisfaction at work even after the so many talks we had had. =(
I figured out that its too deskbound for me. I prefer to be not as deskbound.
I should quit. This way, i will not waste both my time and Geraldine's. Right?..
*I think i still cant get out of his shadows. =/ I still miss talking to him!
Saturday, April 22, 2006
Boring day
Im beginning to realise. Every sats and suns are my rotting days. Damn boring on these 2 days. I feel like going out!! but seems like all's busy with their own things.
Went to work today. Almost hurt my back again. -.- coz of the damn heavy drink bottles. Sucks. My shoulder pain is also acting up. Dad says its rheumatism but i think otherwise. I supposed i have hurt my left shoulder while working at foodland the other time. Carried too heavy stuff i guess. Shall see a doc when my pay comes. Not sure if its wise to go for an X-ray. Its been for so long. Probably since a few months back. On and off. Thought it was nth, but it seems to be coming back more frequently these days.
But anyway.. im really grateful to JY. you noe why huh. =) Thanks ger. Was really fed up the other day, thats why i went to find you about it.
Sometimes i wonder how adults think. Everytime talking about the same topic, harbouring the same bad idea. I can sense that some of the colleagues are trying to use me to go tell my manager things. OT pay, management, punctuality, what have you. These adults are real funny lot.
They told me this...
"Im not the kind who likes to play along with politics. People say wad, i will just listen and do my things. I wont go and comment on others. I don't like. "
But..yet.. they are contradicting themselves again when they told me this..
"I heard that some of the staff sign in the day before and wrote down that they reach the office at 830 when they only reach at 9, the management like never take much actions against them. Im sure the management will do something about it right? I dun want to name the person la, just want to inform you."
So the above statements, aren't they office politics? Trying to backstab someone and use me to go and tell my manager about it? Funny people ya.. What they say truely reflect their personality. =)
But well.. whatever they tell me, i will just smile and listen. No comments to be given. Thats why i detest lunch time most.
Why? Coz i will be lunching with those hypocrites who says that they dislike being part of office politics.
Maybe, i should try to lunch alone at times. Sad thing that i dun get to have the same lunch time as my bro's gf. Else it will be good. But nvm, i guess this is where i have to be independent.
Oh wells.. that malay girl is going over to the new office soon. Good thing is that she wont be there to make me look like her assistant, instead of my manager's assistant anymore.
Bad thing is that she cant be there to guide me anymore.
Im damn bored now. i seriously feel like going out. maybe like what clement say, go "la kopi". haha.. but no khakis leh! Anyone?
Im beginning to realise. Every sats and suns are my rotting days. Damn boring on these 2 days. I feel like going out!! but seems like all's busy with their own things.
Went to work today. Almost hurt my back again. -.- coz of the damn heavy drink bottles. Sucks. My shoulder pain is also acting up. Dad says its rheumatism but i think otherwise. I supposed i have hurt my left shoulder while working at foodland the other time. Carried too heavy stuff i guess. Shall see a doc when my pay comes. Not sure if its wise to go for an X-ray. Its been for so long. Probably since a few months back. On and off. Thought it was nth, but it seems to be coming back more frequently these days.
But anyway.. im really grateful to JY. you noe why huh. =) Thanks ger. Was really fed up the other day, thats why i went to find you about it.
Sometimes i wonder how adults think. Everytime talking about the same topic, harbouring the same bad idea. I can sense that some of the colleagues are trying to use me to go tell my manager things. OT pay, management, punctuality, what have you. These adults are real funny lot.
They told me this...
"Im not the kind who likes to play along with politics. People say wad, i will just listen and do my things. I wont go and comment on others. I don't like. "
But..yet.. they are contradicting themselves again when they told me this..
"I heard that some of the staff sign in the day before and wrote down that they reach the office at 830 when they only reach at 9, the management like never take much actions against them. Im sure the management will do something about it right? I dun want to name the person la, just want to inform you."
So the above statements, aren't they office politics? Trying to backstab someone and use me to go and tell my manager about it? Funny people ya.. What they say truely reflect their personality. =)
But well.. whatever they tell me, i will just smile and listen. No comments to be given. Thats why i detest lunch time most.
Why? Coz i will be lunching with those hypocrites who says that they dislike being part of office politics.
Maybe, i should try to lunch alone at times. Sad thing that i dun get to have the same lunch time as my bro's gf. Else it will be good. But nvm, i guess this is where i have to be independent.
Oh wells.. that malay girl is going over to the new office soon. Good thing is that she wont be there to make me look like her assistant, instead of my manager's assistant anymore.
Bad thing is that she cant be there to guide me anymore.
Im damn bored now. i seriously feel like going out. maybe like what clement say, go "la kopi". haha.. but no khakis leh! Anyone?
Thursday, April 13, 2006
Entry after three weeks
Its been 3 weeks. Alot of things had happened at work.
Manager finally realised that i seem to have lost the drive to work. She called me in and talk to me for 1plus hr.. Well.. i admitted to her that i have lost the drive to work.
I dunno why.
Maybe the people there simply turns me off. Certain people in particular. Scheming, cunning, bully.. What have you.. Working adults are complicated. Maybe.. like what few friends have said, im too kind. Am I? Always kena bully. People's shit, I have to help them clear. My shit, who is gonna help me clear? Sit there and cry also no one will help me clear.
But well, Im really glad i talked to my manager about the whole thing. She knew alot of things were not done by me even though i refused to tell her who the person who edited my work was. Shall not comment so much la. I see no point also, what is done cannot be undone. Right? So long my manager knows the story herself, see the things clearly, I will be very glad. She asked me..
" Is the job too boring? Or is it too much for you to handle? Or rather, you find it not challenging at all?.."
After she asked me, i pondered for awhile before giving her my answer. I think.. It more or less falls on the first and third question. Sometimes i find it boring. Its all very routined work. I told her.. its not too much for me to handle.. I still can cope with it. And so she asked me.. why din you come and look for me to learn new things?
Well.. its very simple why i din look her up. She's got tight schedule everyday.. for the past 3 weeks that i have joined them and its tough to even ask her a simple question. On top of that, i din wanted to disturb her. After explaining myself, she understood. But.. i told her.. i did asked Ayu what are some of the things that i can help them in. What was the answer i get from her?
"Su Ling, i clear my barang barang first then get back to you. See what things need to be cleared."
Yes, that's what she said. And did she get back to me? Nope.. See? Not that i din bother to ask what are some things i can help them in right? I did ask. No one seem to be willing to share. Maybe they are scared that i take away their livelihood. Maybe not they.. its just "her".
Anyway, after the talk, my manager told me alot of things and assured me that i can always look for her if i got any questions. Be it work or personal, she will want to listen to me. Im glad that she is willing to give me the chance. And something she said touched me alot.
"I expect alot from you. Do you know that? Much more than i expect from Ayu. Don't let me down ya?
Who says Su Ling cannot send emails? Su Ling can also send email. "
Tears rolled down man. =/ I din noe she has such high expectations from me and she knows the worries that i have. She understands me.
*Thanks Geraldine.*
Next day, managing director came to me. He said something as touching or if not, more touching.
"Su Ling, don't worry. You are doing fine. Just have to be a little more pro-active and you can do it. I want to nurture you. I can see the basic ingredients in you."
I am really so touched by the two of them. *Thanks Mr Lim and Geraldine, for having such faith in me.*
Those words from them, really motivates me alot. Really. I feel happier at work if they can realise. People are starting to come to me more now. I can feel my stand in the office at last. Thanks to the 2 important people in my working life for making me feel assured.
Enough of work.
I've finally made a conclusion to the thing that is in my mind for so long. =)
An sms did the wonder, i supposed. I smsed him.
I noe things arent like before anymore. I dun expect us to be close like before.
I will be glad so long he is there for me, like before. He knows.
* Milo, I've done it. - Proud of me? HEE HEE.
Its been 3 weeks. Alot of things had happened at work.
Manager finally realised that i seem to have lost the drive to work. She called me in and talk to me for 1plus hr.. Well.. i admitted to her that i have lost the drive to work.
I dunno why.
Maybe the people there simply turns me off. Certain people in particular. Scheming, cunning, bully.. What have you.. Working adults are complicated. Maybe.. like what few friends have said, im too kind. Am I? Always kena bully. People's shit, I have to help them clear. My shit, who is gonna help me clear? Sit there and cry also no one will help me clear.
But well, Im really glad i talked to my manager about the whole thing. She knew alot of things were not done by me even though i refused to tell her who the person who edited my work was. Shall not comment so much la. I see no point also, what is done cannot be undone. Right? So long my manager knows the story herself, see the things clearly, I will be very glad. She asked me..
" Is the job too boring? Or is it too much for you to handle? Or rather, you find it not challenging at all?.."
After she asked me, i pondered for awhile before giving her my answer. I think.. It more or less falls on the first and third question. Sometimes i find it boring. Its all very routined work. I told her.. its not too much for me to handle.. I still can cope with it. And so she asked me.. why din you come and look for me to learn new things?
Well.. its very simple why i din look her up. She's got tight schedule everyday.. for the past 3 weeks that i have joined them and its tough to even ask her a simple question. On top of that, i din wanted to disturb her. After explaining myself, she understood. But.. i told her.. i did asked Ayu what are some of the things that i can help them in. What was the answer i get from her?
"Su Ling, i clear my barang barang first then get back to you. See what things need to be cleared."
Yes, that's what she said. And did she get back to me? Nope.. See? Not that i din bother to ask what are some things i can help them in right? I did ask. No one seem to be willing to share. Maybe they are scared that i take away their livelihood. Maybe not they.. its just "her".
Anyway, after the talk, my manager told me alot of things and assured me that i can always look for her if i got any questions. Be it work or personal, she will want to listen to me. Im glad that she is willing to give me the chance. And something she said touched me alot.
"I expect alot from you. Do you know that? Much more than i expect from Ayu. Don't let me down ya?
Who says Su Ling cannot send emails? Su Ling can also send email. "
Tears rolled down man. =/ I din noe she has such high expectations from me and she knows the worries that i have. She understands me.
*Thanks Geraldine.*
Next day, managing director came to me. He said something as touching or if not, more touching.
"Su Ling, don't worry. You are doing fine. Just have to be a little more pro-active and you can do it. I want to nurture you. I can see the basic ingredients in you."
I am really so touched by the two of them. *Thanks Mr Lim and Geraldine, for having such faith in me.*
Those words from them, really motivates me alot. Really. I feel happier at work if they can realise. People are starting to come to me more now. I can feel my stand in the office at last. Thanks to the 2 important people in my working life for making me feel assured.
Enough of work.
I've finally made a conclusion to the thing that is in my mind for so long. =)
An sms did the wonder, i supposed. I smsed him.
I noe things arent like before anymore. I dun expect us to be close like before.
I will be glad so long he is there for me, like before. He knows.
* Milo, I've done it. - Proud of me? HEE HEE.
Sunday, March 26, 2006
Wonderful Stayover
Yup.. Stay over @ my place was quite alright. The outing was quite a successful one. =) those whom i din expect to come, came. But only the guys and Ivy stayed over. Played mahjong till 2plus.. But bad of me to interrupt in between. LOL.. coz i was playing FATAL FRAME 3 on ps2 alone. =/ I was narrating the storyline to them. lol! They all got distracted except hanwen. Coz from his position, there was no way he could see the tv. =/
After that mahjong game, yuan chang came too. Then we switched off all the lights and played fatal frame. Hehehe.. But halfway tru, me and ivy k.o. LOL.. i think 4plus. anyway, in the end all of us slept till 8 i think.. then went for breakfast at marsiling market. haha..
Tmr work is starting. So sad. =( work is tiring and stressful. everytime got ot.. so no life! somemore so many things to noe and understand.. but i hope i will survive. =)
Yup.. Stay over @ my place was quite alright. The outing was quite a successful one. =) those whom i din expect to come, came. But only the guys and Ivy stayed over. Played mahjong till 2plus.. But bad of me to interrupt in between. LOL.. coz i was playing FATAL FRAME 3 on ps2 alone. =/ I was narrating the storyline to them. lol! They all got distracted except hanwen. Coz from his position, there was no way he could see the tv. =/
After that mahjong game, yuan chang came too. Then we switched off all the lights and played fatal frame. Hehehe.. But halfway tru, me and ivy k.o. LOL.. i think 4plus. anyway, in the end all of us slept till 8 i think.. then went for breakfast at marsiling market. haha..
Tmr work is starting. So sad. =( work is tiring and stressful. everytime got ot.. so no life! somemore so many things to noe and understand.. but i hope i will survive. =)
Tuesday, March 21, 2006
First day @ Work
Well well.. i've finally stepped into my working life. ITS TOUGH!!! Alot of things to remember.. memorise and i've to talk to so many different suppliers. On top of that, they dun quite seem to like the idea of Ayu, the other ger to shift over to the new office. i guess everything is gonna get tough. but nvm.. i will try.. Rushed here and there ytd. so tiring. plus gotta go to the new office to settle some stuff oso. -.-" So shuffle between the two.
Supposed to go for BBQ with T08.. but im really sorry guys.. my manager told me after lunch this.. " Later 630 there will be a meeting and i will want both of you to sit in, it will be good". period. she nvr gimme a chance to say whether im free or not. Not free i think i oso wont dare to say. HAHA. waited till 7plus then the meeting start. It ended so late!! 930PM. i was like working on a 12 hr shift. Damn hungry and tired. Super drained. Tts y i din go for the bbq. im sorry. my apologies. =(
Anyway, i got home at 11 last night. So pro!! had my dinner aka supper at 11.
Saturday, March 18, 2006
Prom Night
Last night was our prom night for all graduating BA students. Well.. i would say its definitely not as fun as i thought it would be and i thought it kinda wasted my 85 bucks which could have been spent on other stuff. haha.. coz it was only a 4 course meal!! and it doesnt involve alot of us. Practically we were having our own fun at our respective tables. =)
Took lots of photos throughout the whole night. haha.. shall upload some of them. Played our favourite games when the dinner was ending. That was..............
"ZHONG JI MI MA"! haha..
Wads the forfeit? Its so disgusting soup paste that Wyman came up with. Haha.. why? it consists of.. the soup, creamer, pepper and salt. It looks like tissue being dumped into the soup and taste like some disgusting milk paste. The thought of it irks me. haha.. but anyway, all of us were sporting enough to try some. =/
Last night was our prom night for all graduating BA students. Well.. i would say its definitely not as fun as i thought it would be and i thought it kinda wasted my 85 bucks which could have been spent on other stuff. haha.. coz it was only a 4 course meal!! and it doesnt involve alot of us. Practically we were having our own fun at our respective tables. =)
Took lots of photos throughout the whole night. haha.. shall upload some of them. Played our favourite games when the dinner was ending. That was..............
"ZHONG JI MI MA"! haha..
Wads the forfeit? Its so disgusting soup paste that Wyman came up with. Haha.. why? it consists of.. the soup, creamer, pepper and salt. It looks like tissue being dumped into the soup and taste like some disgusting milk paste. The thought of it irks me. haha.. but anyway, all of us were sporting enough to try some. =/
Wednesday, March 15, 2006
Not Gonna Be Online
WooHoo..Sent my laptop to toshiba le..got cheated by that person la. She told me that the busstop is very near to the toshiba building but guess wad?
The walking distance is like walking from the mrt station to my hse. wad the hell. some of u may noe how far i live from the mrt station. and yes, thats the distance. -.-" i felt so cheated.
But nvm... the service centre lady told me there was no stock for the keyboard and so i gotta wait for 1 to 3 weeks for the stock to arrive. so i left my laptop there with them.
That explains why i have this entry. =/ Wont be online as frequently nowadays.. Coz the desktop is at my bro's room.. quite troublesome ma.. So maybe i shld try to sleep earlier and get ready for working life. haha..
Oh yah.. my stupid zits..they are breaking out!! omg. so ugly.friday is the prom night. Can u imagine. its already so jia lat and plus this, double combo. -.-"
A rather oldies feeling chinese song to recommend : 七情六欲
Here's the lyrics:
醉了吧反正清醒更断肠
无理去原谅你被叛
算了吧反正有你更孤独
你不会知道遗忘有多难
给你的心不要你还
痛不要你偿
陪你走过一段
七情六欲全都品尝
爱你的苦不要你扛泪不要你挡
七情六欲打翻
笑著哭哭著笑去想你的模样
走了吗走到那都一样
你不肯搬出我心上
断了吗断了见面想不断
为何我总是为难我的慌
给你的心不要你还
痛不要你偿
陪你走过一段
七情六欲全都品尝
爱你的苦不要你扛泪不要你挡
七情六欲打翻
笑著哭哭著笑去想你的模样
走了吗走到那都一样
你不肯搬出我心上
断了吗断了见面想不断
为何我总是为难我的慌
给你的心不要你还
痛不要你偿
陪你走过一段
七情六欲全都品尝
爱你的苦不要你扛泪不要你挡
七情六欲打翻
笑著哭哭著笑去想你的模样
WooHoo..Sent my laptop to toshiba le..got cheated by that person la. She told me that the busstop is very near to the toshiba building but guess wad?
The walking distance is like walking from the mrt station to my hse. wad the hell. some of u may noe how far i live from the mrt station. and yes, thats the distance. -.-" i felt so cheated.
But nvm... the service centre lady told me there was no stock for the keyboard and so i gotta wait for 1 to 3 weeks for the stock to arrive. so i left my laptop there with them.
That explains why i have this entry. =/ Wont be online as frequently nowadays.. Coz the desktop is at my bro's room.. quite troublesome ma.. So maybe i shld try to sleep earlier and get ready for working life. haha..
Oh yah.. my stupid zits..they are breaking out!! omg. so ugly.friday is the prom night. Can u imagine. its already so jia lat and plus this, double combo. -.-"
A rather oldies feeling chinese song to recommend : 七情六欲
Here's the lyrics:
醉了吧反正清醒更断肠
无理去原谅你被叛
算了吧反正有你更孤独
你不会知道遗忘有多难
给你的心不要你还
痛不要你偿
陪你走过一段
七情六欲全都品尝
爱你的苦不要你扛泪不要你挡
七情六欲打翻
笑著哭哭著笑去想你的模样
走了吗走到那都一样
你不肯搬出我心上
断了吗断了见面想不断
为何我总是为难我的慌
给你的心不要你还
痛不要你偿
陪你走过一段
七情六欲全都品尝
爱你的苦不要你扛泪不要你挡
七情六欲打翻
笑著哭哭著笑去想你的模样
走了吗走到那都一样
你不肯搬出我心上
断了吗断了见面想不断
为何我总是为难我的慌
给你的心不要你还
痛不要你偿
陪你走过一段
七情六欲全都品尝
爱你的苦不要你扛泪不要你挡
七情六欲打翻
笑著哭哭著笑去想你的模样
Tuesday, March 14, 2006
Maybe he's right.
Talked to him last night till 3plus.
Think i did miss all those chats we used to have in the past.
He's right. Things aren't the same like before.
I'm no longer a school girl. im gonna step into the workforce.
I wont have as much time as i have now..like what i told him..
He's gotta work for many hours since his parents are often going on hols.
He's got his own life too..he cant be there to chat with me everynight.
It used to be that case coz he was in army. Everyday so free.
We need to have our own space and freedom.
I've got to get used to not chatting with him everyday.
Just hope he will keep his promise of calling me as and when he's free.
Just hope he will keep his promise of calling me as and when he's free.
And our photo.
I think that way,i shld be able to let go as promised to milo.=)
I think that way,i shld be able to let go as promised to milo.=)
Friday, March 10, 2006
DOUBLE BLOW
Got home at 11plus just now. Mum was up waiting for me. She showed me something which was rather unexpected and asked me to read it to her as it was all written in English. What she showed me was an ECG report of my dad and a referral letter to SGH. Sucks. ECG? Yea.. ECG.. the doc suspects that he may be having some heart problem and refers him to SGH for further checkups. But he refused to go. Hais. Bad things seem to be coming one after another. I don't have a good feeling about everything. First was the quarrel. Now this. Wad's next?
Got home at 11plus just now. Mum was up waiting for me. She showed me something which was rather unexpected and asked me to read it to her as it was all written in English. What she showed me was an ECG report of my dad and a referral letter to SGH. Sucks. ECG? Yea.. ECG.. the doc suspects that he may be having some heart problem and refers him to SGH for further checkups. But he refused to go. Hais. Bad things seem to be coming one after another. I don't have a good feeling about everything. First was the quarrel. Now this. Wad's next?
Wednesday, March 08, 2006
New Chapter
Hmm.. a chapter of my life has ended and a chapter is beginning. End are those days of my official school life. Im gonna step into the "Working University" a.k.a 社会大学. Gonna be rather challenging and i finally know the job title of the position that im given. It's admin for general and facilities management. That's the high class name i guess. The other name for it will be "Bao Ga Liao". haha.. meaning everything also have to take charge. haha.. and i was told, i have to handle small little things in the office to bigger small things. =/ but well, i dun mind. Everything is new to me, a learning opportunity for me. =)
Oh wells.. went for the briefing today at the company. It was rather sudden and im sorry guys that i had to call off the outing to my place where we were supposed to be cooking spaghetti and playing mahjong together. I was already expecting to go to the company for the job briefing but i din noe that it would be that late, at 4pm. Hope u guys had ur own activities. The briefing was fine, i got a better idea of what im supposed to do for the new job. Cheers. =)
And milo, i know you are trying to help me but somehow, it really take 2 hands to clap. Several a times, i tried to smile or even strike a conversation with her . But wells, she acted indifferently. I got no idea how to tackle this situation too. So i supposed im not gonna take anymore initiative. Im tired of it. Wait then wait, stupid then stupid. I did tried afterall. Haiz.
Friendship
Its 315am now.. I cant seem to get to bed. Sighs. Been thinking of what milo talk to me about her just nw at starbucks. I think i really have drifted very far from her. Its no longer the same her i used to noe. The her whom im able to share my happiness and woes, my small secrets about him. Its all different now. hais.
I used to think that i have a very clear idea of friendship and what it is all about. But now i realised i dunno. What exactly is it? Friendship is to make use of your friends? Or to hurt each other? I really don't noe. Maybe i really treat her as one of my best friends. But the things she said to me really hurt me alot. I wasnt trying to defend anyone. I was just standing on the neutral side (if u noe wad i mean). Its tough. Both are my best friends and they are pin pointing at each other. Who should i help? There is nth i can do i guess. Haiz.. now that i have lost this friendship, this very important friendship, i really think that i have lost the meaning of friendship too.
Yes, it may be a misunderstanding. But.. too big a misunderstanding i guess. Miscommunication plays a big part to this situation. Misinterpretation and Assumptions. I hate assumptions. It often stirs trouble. Sucks. Wadever.
Sunday, March 05, 2006
Running away from reality..
It's back again. This thing cant seem to simmer down. i really hate it. sometimes i wish i can run away from reality but i cant!! hais.. family is always the thing im most troubled about. i simply got no idea how to handle the adults. Can anyone tell me wad to do during the period when my bro is to be away in taiwan for ns? i think i will hardly survive. he told me to move into his place. funny.. he said tt jokingly though.. we aren't close to that extend. =) but nevertheless, thanks for offering your place and wanting to lend me ur ears during this period of time.
Anyway, let me thrust those problems aside. I shall now announce that i have unofficially graduated from BIT. HOHOHOHOHO. the position at Premier is confirmed but im not very sure when im gonna start work as i met up with just the MD ytd, coz the manager wanted him to see me and tell her his gut feeling about me. =/ i got no idea why too.
Went out with des, gh, gene and cute ger on our last paper.. which was friday.. haha.. quite funny.. walked here and there, supposed to have steamboat but it became a meal at ajisen. the mood wasnt very right on friday oso.. i think gene sort of felt down when we din wanted to go ktv.. coz its like rather ex.. more than 20bucks.. but its normal rate for a friday though.. =/ went to play pool at kpool cine.. so funny.. the 5 of us took turns to play in a single session.. must be wondering how right.. heh.. next time then ask me..
Sat, which was ytd, met up with lena, xian and kel.. the 4 of us went for dinner at pasta.. lena got some r/s prob and wans to hear our comments.. walked around after the dinner and kel headed to town to indo chine, it was ard 8 i guess? and then the 3 of us went to the mac at civics centre and had our very own pubbing session. As u can see, we can also have pubbing session at macdonalds.. haha.. talk alot.. was about 930 and we gave gene a call and asked if he wanted to join us. heh.. in the meanwhile, bang came along, the 4 of us chatted and chatted.. not long gene came. then we chat and chat again.. it was already 1215 when we left the macs.. 4 hrs!! haha.. got told the infra red story and everyone laughed. =x oh yah.. forgot to mention about kel's psychotic behaviour. he shld be under too much stress for the past few mths.. he feels like pushing pple onto the whenever he sees them jaywalk.. and its very risky for anyone to stand in front of him if he's going down the stairs.. he feels like kicking them down.. -.- the worst one is tt he likes to abstract ppl's fats! omg.. so bian tai!!! =x but the way he said it was damn funny..! and it became the joke of the day.. thanks kel for bringing us so much laughter. it was hard to solve lena's prob.. coz we dunno her bf well, just seen him before a few times.. so yea.. =) but engagement is definitely a nono.. esp when things arent going the right way now.
im quite glad i was with them last night.. coz it was also the night when things at my house go wrong. i dun feel like facing my parents.. probably i got no idea how to oso. its so sian to be harping on the same old issue again and again. HAIS. LIFE SUCKS. GRRRRRR.
It's back again. This thing cant seem to simmer down. i really hate it. sometimes i wish i can run away from reality but i cant!! hais.. family is always the thing im most troubled about. i simply got no idea how to handle the adults. Can anyone tell me wad to do during the period when my bro is to be away in taiwan for ns? i think i will hardly survive. he told me to move into his place. funny.. he said tt jokingly though.. we aren't close to that extend. =) but nevertheless, thanks for offering your place and wanting to lend me ur ears during this period of time.
Anyway, let me thrust those problems aside. I shall now announce that i have unofficially graduated from BIT. HOHOHOHOHO. the position at Premier is confirmed but im not very sure when im gonna start work as i met up with just the MD ytd, coz the manager wanted him to see me and tell her his gut feeling about me. =/ i got no idea why too.
Went out with des, gh, gene and cute ger on our last paper.. which was friday.. haha.. quite funny.. walked here and there, supposed to have steamboat but it became a meal at ajisen. the mood wasnt very right on friday oso.. i think gene sort of felt down when we din wanted to go ktv.. coz its like rather ex.. more than 20bucks.. but its normal rate for a friday though.. =/ went to play pool at kpool cine.. so funny.. the 5 of us took turns to play in a single session.. must be wondering how right.. heh.. next time then ask me..
Sat, which was ytd, met up with lena, xian and kel.. the 4 of us went for dinner at pasta.. lena got some r/s prob and wans to hear our comments.. walked around after the dinner and kel headed to town to indo chine, it was ard 8 i guess? and then the 3 of us went to the mac at civics centre and had our very own pubbing session. As u can see, we can also have pubbing session at macdonalds.. haha.. talk alot.. was about 930 and we gave gene a call and asked if he wanted to join us. heh.. in the meanwhile, bang came along, the 4 of us chatted and chatted.. not long gene came. then we chat and chat again.. it was already 1215 when we left the macs.. 4 hrs!! haha.. got told the infra red story and everyone laughed. =x oh yah.. forgot to mention about kel's psychotic behaviour. he shld be under too much stress for the past few mths.. he feels like pushing pple onto the whenever he sees them jaywalk.. and its very risky for anyone to stand in front of him if he's going down the stairs.. he feels like kicking them down.. -.- the worst one is tt he likes to abstract ppl's fats! omg.. so bian tai!!! =x but the way he said it was damn funny..! and it became the joke of the day.. thanks kel for bringing us so much laughter. it was hard to solve lena's prob.. coz we dunno her bf well, just seen him before a few times.. so yea.. =) but engagement is definitely a nono.. esp when things arent going the right way now.
im quite glad i was with them last night.. coz it was also the night when things at my house go wrong. i dun feel like facing my parents.. probably i got no idea how to oso. its so sian to be harping on the same old issue again and again. HAIS. LIFE SUCKS. GRRRRRR.
Wednesday, March 01, 2006
1st March 2006
Nothing special about this day actually. haha.. cant think of a title and so i put it down.. =)
Yesterday's paper was fine i guess. Except that i wrote the wrong thing for the encryption part but oh wells, its over already, shan't think too much about it.
Sometimes i feel that guys are very funny people. Seem so easy to understand yet so chim to. Really wish that someone can let me see the light. Maybe its appropriate to use seem so near yet so far on him especially. haha..But neverthelessly, i think im still glad that he called and rems alot of stuff that we once said before. Thanks.
oh yah.. the other day.. saw carol at the hawker centre near my house.. this ger bad bad sia.. saw her with this guy.. heheheehe.. and i sprang a surprise on her.. by walking to her and look at her for some time.. =/ she was rather surprised.. then saw them again.. walking hands in hands wor.. hoho.. caught red handed by good friend.. but well, im happy for her.. finally she found her happiness..
and now im the only one left among the 4 of us. so sad. hais.. but nvm.. im already happy that they have all gotten their happiness. =)
Friday, February 24, 2006
Happy Day!
its nearing the end of the semester.. its so fast. finished FYP in just a short period of say 2 mths and now im heading for exams.. soon after the papers, a chapter of my life will end and another new chapter will set in. shortly 3 days after the end of my papers.. i still kinda unable to accept the fact that im going out to the actual working life that fast.
Was studying DCI but im seriously lacking of the study mood! help help!! Slept and slacked for the past few days.. =( no more slacking tmr! coz the first DCI paper is on Sat.. which is about 1 more day? yeap..
Should be working at Premier Rent a Car if nothing goes wrong. Geraldine, the GM, is waiting for me to confirm and accept the job offer. There seems to be prospects. Thought of it, maybe i can be a coorperate admin next time if possible. Was still in a whirl as to what i want. But wells, i guess im more or less settled now.. =)
Anyway, supposed to be exam period now, how i wish i can get myself settled and my butt glued to the chair to study. Its the final lap, yes i know!! butttttt..... there's no study mood in me!! helpppp!! maybe coz FYP is over. =x okok, after this, i shall continue.
Okok.. the title is "Happy Day" ya.. its supposed to be referring to yesterday. =)
Probably double bliss. ^-^ Got the job offer is one thing. He called is another thing. =x Yeah.. i called him but he din answer.. wanted to tell him about the job.. The return call lasted for more than an hour. Thanks for making my day. I dunno why. Maybe im just silly. Im already rather contented to be able to receive a call from him and no doubt, it does make my day. I guess its too long since we last chatted. I was used to chatting everynight without fail. Things do change, so do people. I've grown past that phase of getting over not hearing his voice everynight. Im learning to move on, even though i still feel happy whenever he calls or contacts me. Dun ask me what im thinking of, im rather confused myself. Giving up or?.... =X i noe he does read my blog from time to time. So *hint hint* haha.. =X
And silly him to call back again after we hang. I thought what. He sounded serious.
him: i forgot to tell u something.
me:what?
him: i forgot to say goodnight. "Goodnight".
me: (I couldn't stop laughing the moment he said that. No idea why)
It was a habit to say goodnight to each other before we hang the call. I'm glad he still remembers. I thought it was sweet of him to remember such small yet important detail(if u get what i mean). Sometimes small things have big meanings. =)
Thats what mark the happy day. Thanks for making my day. Im glad we're back like before once again.
its nearing the end of the semester.. its so fast. finished FYP in just a short period of say 2 mths and now im heading for exams.. soon after the papers, a chapter of my life will end and another new chapter will set in. shortly 3 days after the end of my papers.. i still kinda unable to accept the fact that im going out to the actual working life that fast.
Was studying DCI but im seriously lacking of the study mood! help help!! Slept and slacked for the past few days.. =( no more slacking tmr! coz the first DCI paper is on Sat.. which is about 1 more day? yeap..
Should be working at Premier Rent a Car if nothing goes wrong. Geraldine, the GM, is waiting for me to confirm and accept the job offer. There seems to be prospects. Thought of it, maybe i can be a coorperate admin next time if possible. Was still in a whirl as to what i want. But wells, i guess im more or less settled now.. =)
Anyway, supposed to be exam period now, how i wish i can get myself settled and my butt glued to the chair to study. Its the final lap, yes i know!! butttttt..... there's no study mood in me!! helpppp!! maybe coz FYP is over. =x okok, after this, i shall continue.
Okok.. the title is "Happy Day" ya.. its supposed to be referring to yesterday. =)
Probably double bliss. ^-^ Got the job offer is one thing. He called is another thing. =x Yeah.. i called him but he din answer.. wanted to tell him about the job.. The return call lasted for more than an hour. Thanks for making my day. I dunno why. Maybe im just silly. Im already rather contented to be able to receive a call from him and no doubt, it does make my day. I guess its too long since we last chatted. I was used to chatting everynight without fail. Things do change, so do people. I've grown past that phase of getting over not hearing his voice everynight. Im learning to move on, even though i still feel happy whenever he calls or contacts me. Dun ask me what im thinking of, im rather confused myself. Giving up or?.... =X i noe he does read my blog from time to time. So *hint hint* haha.. =X
And silly him to call back again after we hang. I thought what. He sounded serious.
him: i forgot to tell u something.
me:what?
him: i forgot to say goodnight. "Goodnight".
me: (I couldn't stop laughing the moment he said that. No idea why)
It was a habit to say goodnight to each other before we hang the call. I'm glad he still remembers. I thought it was sweet of him to remember such small yet important detail(if u get what i mean). Sometimes small things have big meanings. =)
Thats what mark the happy day. Thanks for making my day. Im glad we're back like before once again.
Friday, February 10, 2006
THE SUAY-EST DAY
Think im probably too suay today. and this sucks. coz it happens to be the presentation for my 4th audit. Can u imagine things going wrong right from the start of the day..?
Firstly, i forgot to set the alarm clock last night and woke up only when nisa called me at 830am.. i was supposed to wake up at 730am and reach sch at 930am. Clapsss.. Bathed and rushed to take a bus. At the bus stop, the first suay thing happened. The button from my blouse dropped. And 170 was approaching the stop, so i went ahead to take 170, thinking that i can get a safety pin in school.
Ok.. so the bus journey begins. And i reached the bus stop opposite school. As usual, i walked rather fast up the bridge and when i step on the first step down the bridge, my foot suddenly felt so carefree. YEssss. MY SLIPPERS BROKE. How best that is. Called nisa and told her.. she reminded me tt jia yi was in school, and told me to ask JY to help me get scotch tape to tape the broken strap first. Tahan for the day. Dragged my foot to the school gate and waited for her there. Then she suggested going outside LT73 and tape the strap, SO MALU!! many people pass by, looking at me and its the first time this kinda thing happened to me in school.
Then nvm, went for the IES presentation. Sucks. We tried our best and Mr Lim got damn lots of questions for us. Probably we were the first group ba(that was not the voluntary first group, he pointed at us and told us to go first), the rest of the groups were saved becoz they had the same prob as us. So he did not say much. Sighs. Sucks. But!! i think our effort paid off, coz we tried to connect to enets and got the total amount for the transaction out as well. HEHEHEH. He wasnt really satisfied, but we were. =x Ok, wadever it is, the 4th audit was OVER! Now for the final presentation:
next friday, 17th February 2006 @ 1020am.
Oh yah.. i seriously felt that today's suayness could somehow be linked to last night. Left the school at 1045 lidat, when the lights were all off already. We were walking and i felt something near my jeans, i thought was tree trunk. Jia Yi screamed,"fffROGGGGG!". I was thinking for a moment,"FROG? FROGGG????!!!"
Stunned. Ran with them out of that area and followed nisa onto another path which was also surrounded by bushes. Gene said,"EHH.. U ALL STILL WANNA WALK WITH FROGS?" the four of us then ran to the main road. Sounds so dramatic but its true!!
At first was cat, the cat chased me and nisa. -_- the 2 of us ran around the benches. The cat went to rub itself against gene's legs. i think it likes him. =x Then was the insects which bugged us the whole night. Then the frog. -_-"
Then today. Haiz. Even my family members laughed at me for being so suay. i think im really suay.
Think im probably too suay today. and this sucks. coz it happens to be the presentation for my 4th audit. Can u imagine things going wrong right from the start of the day..?
Firstly, i forgot to set the alarm clock last night and woke up only when nisa called me at 830am.. i was supposed to wake up at 730am and reach sch at 930am. Clapsss.. Bathed and rushed to take a bus. At the bus stop, the first suay thing happened. The button from my blouse dropped. And 170 was approaching the stop, so i went ahead to take 170, thinking that i can get a safety pin in school.
Ok.. so the bus journey begins. And i reached the bus stop opposite school. As usual, i walked rather fast up the bridge and when i step on the first step down the bridge, my foot suddenly felt so carefree. YEssss. MY SLIPPERS BROKE. How best that is. Called nisa and told her.. she reminded me tt jia yi was in school, and told me to ask JY to help me get scotch tape to tape the broken strap first. Tahan for the day. Dragged my foot to the school gate and waited for her there. Then she suggested going outside LT73 and tape the strap, SO MALU!! many people pass by, looking at me and its the first time this kinda thing happened to me in school.
Then nvm, went for the IES presentation. Sucks. We tried our best and Mr Lim got damn lots of questions for us. Probably we were the first group ba(that was not the voluntary first group, he pointed at us and told us to go first), the rest of the groups were saved becoz they had the same prob as us. So he did not say much. Sighs. Sucks. But!! i think our effort paid off, coz we tried to connect to enets and got the total amount for the transaction out as well. HEHEHEH. He wasnt really satisfied, but we were. =x Ok, wadever it is, the 4th audit was OVER! Now for the final presentation:
next friday, 17th February 2006 @ 1020am.
Oh yah.. i seriously felt that today's suayness could somehow be linked to last night. Left the school at 1045 lidat, when the lights were all off already. We were walking and i felt something near my jeans, i thought was tree trunk. Jia Yi screamed,"fffROGGGGG!". I was thinking for a moment,"FROG? FROGGG????!!!"
Stunned. Ran with them out of that area and followed nisa onto another path which was also surrounded by bushes. Gene said,"EHH.. U ALL STILL WANNA WALK WITH FROGS?" the four of us then ran to the main road. Sounds so dramatic but its true!!
At first was cat, the cat chased me and nisa. -_- the 2 of us ran around the benches. The cat went to rub itself against gene's legs. i think it likes him. =x Then was the insects which bugged us the whole night. Then the frog. -_-"
Then today. Haiz. Even my family members laughed at me for being so suay. i think im really suay.
Thursday, February 09, 2006
been busy and lazy lately. quitted my ntuc job with alot of unhappiness and esp. my pay. it sucks. i couldnt get any pay this mth. I guess they miss calculating mine and miss depositing mine. Already broke and yet they have to do this to me. =(
School is stressful. Shopping cart is killing all of us. But thanks to everyone who helped me in a way or another. Maybe im just slow in understanding codings. =x
Im glad the grp survived. I can slowly see the team work in us building up. 4th Audit presentation this Friday and the shopping cart gotta be up and working. Sucks.
Next week is the final IIP presentation. Haiz. But after that presentation, things will be fine. Coz that will be the end of all presentations in my poly life! and exams will be the next in line.
Glad to receive his calls again. =) haha.. and after i told him about him not replying my sms or answering my calls, he replied me!! =x
here goes out conversation:
him: just now i went to delete my msgs, i realise i have alot of sms coming in but my outbox is only 3.
me: yea, u dun bother to reply people or to return calls wad.
him: haha. *he laughs it off*
me: if one day sth happens to me and i call u for help, i sure die liao. no one will help me.
him: u will call ur parents first ma..
me: i say "IF"
-End of conversation-
School is stressful. Shopping cart is killing all of us. But thanks to everyone who helped me in a way or another. Maybe im just slow in understanding codings. =x
Im glad the grp survived. I can slowly see the team work in us building up. 4th Audit presentation this Friday and the shopping cart gotta be up and working. Sucks.
Next week is the final IIP presentation. Haiz. But after that presentation, things will be fine. Coz that will be the end of all presentations in my poly life! and exams will be the next in line.
Glad to receive his calls again. =) haha.. and after i told him about him not replying my sms or answering my calls, he replied me!! =x
here goes out conversation:
him: just now i went to delete my msgs, i realise i have alot of sms coming in but my outbox is only 3.
me: yea, u dun bother to reply people or to return calls wad.
him: haha. *he laughs it off*
me: if one day sth happens to me and i call u for help, i sure die liao. no one will help me.
him: u will call ur parents first ma..
me: i say "IF"
-End of conversation-
Saturday, January 21, 2006
Just back from town. Had field trip today. Not fun in the morning at Singtel call centre. Nothing much actually but i learnt that they not only have Singtel services, they are outsourced by other government sectors too. heh..
Yup.. the afternoon was fun, esp during lunch and at the Supreme Court. Had lunch with wyman, donovan, phasit, gene, jiayi and nisa at Mac. Tok cok abit then we went over to penninsula(im not sure how to spell) plaza. They took really funny and lame pictures over there. haha.. got chided by the shop owner for wearing his glasses and taking photos with them.. They look so oldies with those big big shades on. heh.. Anyway, carried on with that, walked over to Supreme Court. I am truly amazed by some of the things there and esp. the I.T court that we were taken to. It is really so advanced and hi tech!! and the new building is nice! It certainly lives up to the transparency of justice. =)
Ok, supposed to go town with pei mei, zhihui and desmond. But got no idea what was wrong with des just now, he did not want to go orchard and says that he is embarrassed to go with so many of us as Jia yi and gene is also heading town as well. There was abit of unhappiness and pek chek-ness initially but in the end, des said that he wanna head home instead.. So yup, we left for town without him. Jia yi and gene went off early after collecting jiayi's top from far east. Walked around with zhihui and peimei at far east, they were supposed to be looking for new year clothes but i think they weren't in the mood. Makan at Sakura and then head to coffee bean. hehe.. (Nisa, i noe thats wad u wan too. =X)
Chill at coffee bean for about 2 hours. It was really nice to just sit down and chat, without having to think of projects and everything. Tok about alot of things. Maybe its just so great to sit down with two of my best friends and chat. =)
Pei mei, im glad that we finally met up! haha..
Got home at around 1115.. Bathed and here i am! =) updating my blog.
Got his call last night after one week. =x He told me the reason of not replying to my sms-es. His phone keeps getting hanged and he finds it diff to use the phone for sms-ing. I think he really needs to get a new phone to replace the one he lost and the one his friend has lent him. He told me will get in in feb and that he is busy now as it is new year period now. so yupz.. At least he bothers to gimme a call last night ba. and i think i shld feel contented with that right?
Last night, Poh Lun asked me what i want out of this friendship. I seriously dunno. Maybe i wish for sth more than just friends but on the other hand, im afraid of losing this friendship. What exactly do i want? I am not sure too. Can someone show me the light of my life? But at least i noe that i wants to have good grades! =D
Okok, im ending off this entry. I truly enjoyed myself today and im happy to get the call fr him once again.. *zipped*
Yup.. the afternoon was fun, esp during lunch and at the Supreme Court. Had lunch with wyman, donovan, phasit, gene, jiayi and nisa at Mac. Tok cok abit then we went over to penninsula(im not sure how to spell) plaza. They took really funny and lame pictures over there. haha.. got chided by the shop owner for wearing his glasses and taking photos with them.. They look so oldies with those big big shades on. heh.. Anyway, carried on with that, walked over to Supreme Court. I am truly amazed by some of the things there and esp. the I.T court that we were taken to. It is really so advanced and hi tech!! and the new building is nice! It certainly lives up to the transparency of justice. =)
Ok, supposed to go town with pei mei, zhihui and desmond. But got no idea what was wrong with des just now, he did not want to go orchard and says that he is embarrassed to go with so many of us as Jia yi and gene is also heading town as well. There was abit of unhappiness and pek chek-ness initially but in the end, des said that he wanna head home instead.. So yup, we left for town without him. Jia yi and gene went off early after collecting jiayi's top from far east. Walked around with zhihui and peimei at far east, they were supposed to be looking for new year clothes but i think they weren't in the mood. Makan at Sakura and then head to coffee bean. hehe.. (Nisa, i noe thats wad u wan too. =X)
Chill at coffee bean for about 2 hours. It was really nice to just sit down and chat, without having to think of projects and everything. Tok about alot of things. Maybe its just so great to sit down with two of my best friends and chat. =)
Pei mei, im glad that we finally met up! haha..
Got home at around 1115.. Bathed and here i am! =) updating my blog.
Got his call last night after one week. =x He told me the reason of not replying to my sms-es. His phone keeps getting hanged and he finds it diff to use the phone for sms-ing. I think he really needs to get a new phone to replace the one he lost and the one his friend has lent him. He told me will get in in feb and that he is busy now as it is new year period now. so yupz.. At least he bothers to gimme a call last night ba. and i think i shld feel contented with that right?
Last night, Poh Lun asked me what i want out of this friendship. I seriously dunno. Maybe i wish for sth more than just friends but on the other hand, im afraid of losing this friendship. What exactly do i want? I am not sure too. Can someone show me the light of my life? But at least i noe that i wants to have good grades! =D
Okok, im ending off this entry. I truly enjoyed myself today and im happy to get the call fr him once again.. *zipped*
Tuesday, January 17, 2006
its elearning week.. not at all fun. Been in sch for the past 2 days for our ies proj. but well, i think our effort does pay off yah.. at least we got some stuff out after so many tries. i got a feeling the days after chinese new year is gonna be a hectic one. die.
Anyway, din bring my hp out ytd, super blur. Nisa and milo couldnt find me and tot that i was still sleeping at 10. =x so im such a piggy. haha.. i admit i am but i wasnt ytd. Just that i left the hp at home. Couldnt rem mum or dad's phone no. Saw bro online so i told him to inform my mum that i would be home late but asked xuanhui for my mum's hp no. when i saw her online. In the end the no. that she gave me was wrong. -_-" No wonder it couldnt get through no matter how hard i tried.
yesterday was fun! after IS classes, we stayed for ies project, made changes to the GUI and stuff. went town only at around 5plus when jie xiu was already there waiting for us. =x supposed to meet at 6 but he was ok with it. so yups.. went ktv, the usual khakis.
gene, jiexiu, jiayi, zhihui and me! weekhiang actually wanted to join but that poor thing, went for napha and felt sick all over, so din turn up in the end. Sang from 6pm to 10pm.
Sang the usual songs, it was fun, we got "high" and started to sing while standing up.. the next min i noe, zh and jy was standing on the chair to sing. omg.. =x but it was really fun!!
especially towards the ending of the ktv session.
"IT'S MY LIFE". i will remember this song by hook or by crook.
haha.. sang out hearts out. all of us shouted, i bet the waiters must have tot we are ah siaos.
Went for dinner after that (guess it became supper in the end), was at "Kopitiam" opposite cine, we had char kuay teow and hokkien mee. Chatted abit over supper. Talk about this and that, and jie xiu told us how big his head is. Must be full of nonsense inside. =x ya, the circumference of his head is 66cm. isnt tt big?? hee hee..... after tt took the train home with jx and gene. jx popped a qn to me and gene asking if yi is still with cal. i seriously dunno how to ans, neither does gene. Told him to ask yi himeself.
Chatted with yi at night. told her wad jx asked.. she told me abit.. well.. i guess sometimes we just have to learn when to let certain things affect us and when not to let them affect us ba.. Sometimes its really hard to control one's emotions and feelings. So yups, i wish things go well for her no matter wad.
Maybe i shld oso wish that things will go well for me too. haha.. especially in this new year. Its been 4 days and today's the 5th. Wonder wad will happen. hais. Maybe i shld just learn to let go when there is a need to. Right? yah.. maybe. Okok, enough of all these shit. I shldnt be thinking of them!! i've had enough of assignments to keep my mind occupied..
Anyway, din bring my hp out ytd, super blur. Nisa and milo couldnt find me and tot that i was still sleeping at 10. =x so im such a piggy. haha.. i admit i am but i wasnt ytd. Just that i left the hp at home. Couldnt rem mum or dad's phone no. Saw bro online so i told him to inform my mum that i would be home late but asked xuanhui for my mum's hp no. when i saw her online. In the end the no. that she gave me was wrong. -_-" No wonder it couldnt get through no matter how hard i tried.
yesterday was fun! after IS classes, we stayed for ies project, made changes to the GUI and stuff. went town only at around 5plus when jie xiu was already there waiting for us. =x supposed to meet at 6 but he was ok with it. so yups.. went ktv, the usual khakis.
gene, jiexiu, jiayi, zhihui and me! weekhiang actually wanted to join but that poor thing, went for napha and felt sick all over, so din turn up in the end. Sang from 6pm to 10pm.
Sang the usual songs, it was fun, we got "high" and started to sing while standing up.. the next min i noe, zh and jy was standing on the chair to sing. omg.. =x but it was really fun!!
especially towards the ending of the ktv session.
"IT'S MY LIFE". i will remember this song by hook or by crook.
haha.. sang out hearts out. all of us shouted, i bet the waiters must have tot we are ah siaos.
Went for dinner after that (guess it became supper in the end), was at "Kopitiam" opposite cine, we had char kuay teow and hokkien mee. Chatted abit over supper. Talk about this and that, and jie xiu told us how big his head is. Must be full of nonsense inside. =x ya, the circumference of his head is 66cm. isnt tt big?? hee hee..... after tt took the train home with jx and gene. jx popped a qn to me and gene asking if yi is still with cal. i seriously dunno how to ans, neither does gene. Told him to ask yi himeself.
Chatted with yi at night. told her wad jx asked.. she told me abit.. well.. i guess sometimes we just have to learn when to let certain things affect us and when not to let them affect us ba.. Sometimes its really hard to control one's emotions and feelings. So yups, i wish things go well for her no matter wad.
Maybe i shld oso wish that things will go well for me too. haha.. especially in this new year. Its been 4 days and today's the 5th. Wonder wad will happen. hais. Maybe i shld just learn to let go when there is a need to. Right? yah.. maybe. Okok, enough of all these shit. I shldnt be thinking of them!! i've had enough of assignments to keep my mind occupied..
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