> > CANCER WOMAN 22 JUNE-22 JULY> >>
> When she is in love, she will act both ways. First, Shy and polite>
> trembling to be near you. Second, Attach to you like glue and>
trying to be with you all the times. She will try to go home with you after work, or have every lunch with you. It is O.K. if you like her too, but if
it is not the case, you will feel very uncomfortable.> >>

She hates to be talked about or gossiped by someone else. If she knows she will be very hurt. In nature she is a shy type, except she has been influenced by some other Zodiac. She is not a brave or daring type, so if you like her then you better be the o! ne who start first.
She will not accept her true feeling, so if you like here you better tell her first.> >
She is like a musical note always change in tunes, so one minute she can be funny and cheerful, and one minute she can be sad and depress.> Other> > people may think of her as "Over-acting", or "Over-reacting".> >> >

When she is depress, she will go out and look for things to make> it up. She loves money, and thinks of having "Money" as "happy", not as "God".> >

She will not look down at you if you do not have a lot of money,> but she> > will help you make money, save money. She is not an extravagant> person> and> > sometimes will tell you not to buy her expensive and not useful> gift.> >

She is the type who enjoy a long and quiet walk. Cancer woman also influenced by the "moon", so under the moon light she will be fascinating woman.> >> >

She has a constant fear for many things. She fear of not being smart enough, not pretty enough. Even if she is not fat, she will not be satisfy. Assuring her of her look would help, because she can change mood 4times a day

She is not stingy, but you will not surprise if you see she collecting old or broken junks. She sees that everything are useful to her. She will find a way to re-use it again some day. She is not a jealous type,butpossessive.

The best part of her is that she will sacrifice everything for her love one with no limit. Don't leave her in times of troubles, she will never forget it. She is not a weak type, even she looks like one, Example if you argue with her, she might cry her heart out. Once you left, she will wipe her tears and start clean up her apartment normally.

She is a very careful mother and will look after her kids every steps of the way. If she is a mother of your children, you are at ease, but if she is your mother in law, you are in pain. Not to worry, this type of mother in law will not let her own daughter being an "Old mate.

She could be moody and argue with you in many little things like many women, but she always wait and want to take care of you. If you argue with> > her and disappear a few days, she will be waiting for you, but not for long O.K. This kind of testing is risky, try not to do it.

The Cancer woman need 2 things to be happy which are "Work" and "Love". She can be live in a dusty house, but she can not live in that same house with no Love.

i think the above one is quite true at some parts.. not very sure oso? hahahz.. u guys can have a look.. thats only for cancerian gers la! heee..

Im currently riding on a roller coaster. With all the ups and downs, last week was the happiest week but i supposed its going all the way down, down and down now..

it SUCKS.

i dun understand why its starting again. I've got a feeling that things arent gonna end, as in really putting a fullstop to it. Sighs. It ended a few times and also came back a few times. Y bother to make empty promises and makes everyone sad and disappointed again and again? Isit the so called "情绪" of life? I rather not have it. Its making everyone in the family going crazy and mad. Had the tap running for the whole nite the other day and i barely slept. Yet i still have to drag my super heavy feet and super tired eyes to work. Do u noe? I bet u dun. Was on the train today and thoughts came back. Wth.. i did the most embarrassing thing ever. Teared again on the train.. Everything looks fine when i got back, but it doesnt seem to be perfectly fine.. Afterall, gaps were all along there, needless to say now.

Many things were on my mind.. Sighs.. How about my sch fees? that was the first thing that came to my mind when he said he would no longer care about everything. He promised to pay for it and now? thats how sucky life is.. I wonder when a breakdown will take over me. I hoped it would not.. Thought of going for a walk today, but well.. no one was free and alot are having papers or enjoying themselves.. Went to the national library alone instead.. it was the grand opening today.. i thought alot, but life moves on i guess. I had to clear my mind by my own.. But i really dunno when that day would come..

*noe u all will have lots of qns for me after reading this entry.. but dun qn me k? i dunno how to explain things oso.. sighs. *

HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO ME!

hee.. its my bday today..this year bday is not bad.. =P had quite a few celebrations this year.. first was with lena and gene they all, then was meeting up with milo and nisa, followed by F4, jiamin and my cousin.. ^-^ thanx gers! not forgetting all those who messaged me to wish me.. that includes... (the following might be quite a long list, haha.. ) jazz!(the earliest to wish me sia)milo,nisa, shwu huey, mamat(nisa's boy and he surprised me. -.-"), hanwen, wei sheng, jing ying, shimei, peimei, deborah(pm's fren) and a few online frens whom i have known for a few years..oh yah, eddy too! so touched! first time so many people wished me happy birthday.. lolx.. im so sua ku.. =X but juz quite happy.. and not forgetting the present that f4 , peimei and jiamin gave me.. i got the wallet shop vouchers and a voice recording pig from them respectively! and so touched that jiamin sang me a birthday song which was recorded in the piggy.. cute! thanx ger! f4 and pm bought me those vouchers for me to get a new wallet.. hee.. Thanx all of u for making my bday memorable.. =) took so many neoprints too. shall upload them when soon!

hmm.. updates? been sleeping very late for the past few nights.. rushed reports after reaching home fr meetings with u guys, but had no one to blame, only myself.. could have finished it off rather early but..i kept making changes to my report coz i dun like the way i phrase the sentences as well as the layout and everything.. -.-"

started work at ntuc as part time cashier already, ytd was the first time, there were many people so i couldnt really learn much stuff.. juz the basic things i need to noe.. the pay is only 4.65 bucks an hr.. but doesnt matter lahx.. probably will only work morning shift..

as for attachment.. my lo is finally coming to visit me! heheh.. wed he will be coming.. xiao yu very power sia.. ask me to write my own company assessment.. say write good things can already. coz he's lazy to write for me! (-_-") no comments rite? hahz.. anyway.. finally felt abit more useful at work.. was working with access to help them create a database to store all those who collected uniform.. their manual record is super messy.. and they asked if i have any solutions for them,so i juz told them abt access.. and was told to help them create.. yeapz..

ok la.. i think i better go sleep.. very tired.. take care peeps! i miss pei mei! hoho.. be sure to meet up real soon k!

Heya.. its been almost 3 weeks since my last entry.. hee.. top of the list, im lazy.. and my laptop is under repair.. so sad for me.. a week plus already. wonder when its gonna recover.. *i miss my lappieeee* spoilt at the wrong time.. sighs.. doing report is so tough.. have to fight for the time when my bro is not ard so that i can do.. :(

Hmm.. went out yesterday with lena and gene they all.. had a fun time.. thanx u guys.. =) it was to celebrate bang's belated bday and an advanced celebration for me.. really glad to know this group of friends and that we can stay in contact well. Had Yuki Yaki, the teppanyaki shop at cine.. they treated bang and me.. hee.. thanx thanx again.. din wanted them to.. coz i noe that all of us were like kinda broke.. but lena dun wan me to pay.. -.- ate so much that we were too full to walk.. and kel was so engrossed with his singing techniques( he attended a "singing class" by his friends before meeting us).. and lena and him kept singing Huang yida's song.. wad "那個女孩對我說" or sth lidat la.. quite nice i guess.. haha..

and made a decision to slim down.. haha.. went to see the doc recommended by shimei after knowing that candy made such a progress in slimming down.. stunning loh! from 70plus to 50plus.. 20kg.. woo.. thats so much.. but the doc says its in my genes coz my family members all big size.. so i have to work extra harder as compared to them.. *sob sob*shall try lahx.. i nvr noe until i try ma.. spent 80 bucks.. there goes my pay after paying everything.. and i shall now declare:
"I AM BROKE".
Went with shimei and her fren jia min ahx.. same name as my fren.. haha.. :X her friend oso slimmed down alot sia.. so good.. envy them loh.. then went for a meal with them b4 meeting lena..

Oh ya.. was scheduled for an interview yesterday one.. NTUC part time cashier.. the pay is not high.. but i tot just work first before i find another higher pay and everyone consents to it job. SIghs. nvm la.. but anyway.. din get to go for the interview coz qiumei told me her manager had a last min meeting at the headquarters..so i juz filled in the form.. anyway.. the job is recommended by qiumei.. one of my classmates during BE class and she lives near me.. she's been working there for 3 years already.. now i think is the assistant head for cashier or sth.. not very sure.. was toking to her last sat and she ask if i wanna work.. so i juz said ok loh..

Got in touch with eddy again.. haha.. so happy.. he's my sec sch classmate.. used to sit beside each other during class and he always teaches me maths.. ^-^ he's currently in melborune uni.. so good rite.. but life seems a paradize to him.. he has also put on weight! -.- haha..

Supposed to be doing report now.. but not in the mood.. how sia.. :( tmr will start eating the pills.. wonder how the effect will be like.. wish me luck ok? :)

shall stop here.. will try to update one.. haha.. :D