Tuesday, February 19, 2008

Work + Part Time Studies = Tiring

Yup, very tiring. Those who are currently undergoing the same thing, would for sure understand what I mean. Have to rush from work to sch and then worry abt not getting the things at work done on time. Can someone please tell me how they cope? I don't know if its coz of the nature of my job that tires me out. Most probably, having to shift this, shift that, arrange this and that, rushing here and there.

I feel so drained right now.

Esp when i knock off late just to send something out at 630pm, when everyone already knock off. It's of no use even if i sent it this evening, ultimately, people will only be able to receive it tmr afternoon. Enough said of work matters.

How I wish weekends can come faster and stay longer. :)

Quite into horoscopes these days. Haa.
Take a look. Somehow, i think it really describes what I am going through now:

You know that person in your life who is spontaneous, fun-loving and always acting on impulse? Well, the charm of their capriciousness is going to wear a bit thin for you today -- they are becoming less and less appealing with every event they flake out on. What you crave right now, especially in your personal relationships, is reliability. Make a date with someone who might not have the most thrilling personality on earth. As long as you know that they will show up on time, they're the one for you.

Ms Tan, notice I caps that portion of the sentence?
Thought of what we talked abt last night. I guess this is what I want. :)
Does that answer part of your question? Hee..

Friday, February 15, 2008

Happy Valentine's Day

This year is quite special. Celebrated with many people on Vday. :)
Coz I had lessons on such an occassion. haha.
The day started off normally and ended off not bad.

Thought I would be put aeroplane again today. But in the end, Weide came to fetch me out for dinner/supper when i reached home coz he knew that I did not have dinner today. Quite sweet of him to came over just to let me have dinner.. but like what I told Ms Tan, I really wonder if its worth to hang on like this.

Anyway.. another sweet thing came from Fred? He actually msged to tell me abt his happenings for today and asked how my day was. Prob he was just too used to chatting with me on msn for almost everyday for the past 2 weeks. Just thought that its sweet surprise to receive such sms from him.. And not to forget, really thankful to him for all those words that day. It's amazing how a quiet person like him can say so many things to me, that really made me reflect. And I call him the Mr. $50/hr Counsellor Wong. :)

Having so many surprises makes me conclude that I have a very special Vday this year.

Saturday, February 09, 2008

Happy New Year = Happy Occasion?


Above captioned..? I've always enjoyed chinese new year but however, it doesnt seem to be the case for this year. Just a simple matter which is already resolved and yet a fuss has to be made out of it. Doesn't it just spoil the happy chinese new year mood in all of us? Maybe *they will feel better this way.. And why must I be the "victim" in such situations?


Totally appalled by *someone's reaction, the way *someone vent anger on all of us. *Someone said didnt want to make a big fuss out of the matter and I really wonder who is making a big fuss out of it when I already said what's past is past, there is no point talking about it. Tell me I am wrong in wanting to prevent any arguments that may arise from the matter, persuading her not to come up to my place and tell me what's wrong with my tone when i said those words.


In fact im not really angry with that *someone. Im just disappointed in the way *someone handles this situation. I've already talked to *that person very calmly, explained the everything and even did what I can to help but oh wells, appreciation is always very difficult to come by.

They were stunned by my reaction and the way I said things last night. It is in fact, the first time I really get involved in this kind of situation with *someone. I've always tried my best to give in but not when I am getting maligned for something that is so not true. Like I told them, everyone has their fair share of bad temper, not just that *someone. The closer you are with someone, the closer you are able to tolerate any bad temper of the other party. However, there is a limit to everyone's tolerance of another's bad temper.


Maybe i should have just shut up and let her come up to my place for all she want, buy pop corn, sit at one corner, to watch this wonderful "movie", clap hands and cheer when the show ends. Maybe that's the RIGHT thing i should have done. Yup.