Sometimes i really hope im living in my dreams, that way, nth will be true.. *sighs*
i wish i could turn back time to know the real you again.. maybe you said all that u said in a fit of anger but somehow i cant accept those words.. its too harsh.. it makes u sound so aggressive and me scared of ya.. cheap is definitely not the word i would want u to use on anyone.. yes i noe.. the feeling of being betrayed.. but why wanna say those words to hurt the other party when u noe how disappointed it is to be hurt by the person u like most..
decided to write it out here instead of over at the other blog.. dunno why the decision.. yeaps.. talked to him the other night and couldnt really take it.. the way he speaked was so aggressive and revengeful.. din noe 1 can be so full of hatred to others.. sighs.. maybe we are really from two different worlds.. i dunno.. it makes me scared of him from the way he speaks.. yes i noe he need frens to be by his side but i really hope he would change.. he needs help from himself more than others.. if he cant even listen to himself, i guess he wont listen to others oso.. its always lidat, at least for me.. he is just so stubborn.. maybe lena is right.. i shld be by his side to lend him a listening ear and to support him.. but.. we seem to land in argument whenever i tok to him abt it.. sighs.. speechless at times.. and helpless.. :(
he din wanna go back the other day when we were talking.. but at least he listened to me and headed home.. dun understand why.. he din wanted his parents to get worried yet din wanna go back.. (-.-") cant find him since yesterday.. hope he's fine.. know where he went yesterday but kinda worried.. i would definitely not want to see any of my frens get into any kind of harm.. =/
hope things will go fine for you and pls stand on ur feets again.. no point indulging in depression and thinking of ways to spite her.. that is being childish.. told ya b4.. it takes 2 hands to clap.. wads the point of spiting her? just to make urself more miserable.. hope u would keep ur promises.. and not change to someone i wouldnt wanna see..
going work soon.. take care pals.. shall update again..
