okok.. im here to blog, milo. =x
surprised that i actually blogged at this hr? yeah.. din go out for movies. someone's sick and so we nvr meet up. anyway.. coming mon sch is starting! no study mood yet actually.. how how how.. die..
heard abt the South Korea trip. really looking forward to it.. but haiz.. i dunno if i will be able to make it. i really hope i can go. been telling my mum abt the overseas trip since last sem, worked so many jobs during the hols just to enjoy the trip.. in the end.. sighs. im really touched by milo and lena's action. one offered to lend me money for the trip while the other offer to lend me the winter wear. but i dun really feel good to lend money from milo.. coz i really dun wish to burden her.. emailed mrs lee abt it, shall see wad her reply is.. lets hope that it will be a positive reply.
anyway.. had a big quarrel with one of my shimei's fren's bf.. knew him online for a few yrs already.. was quite pissed off that i actually scolded him off. well.. i was telling him abt the korea trip but then was saying that dunno if i can go for the trip and all due to financial problems.. then he told me to go for trip before i start work.. i was like saying.. i cant.. coz i have to work in order to get the money for wadever trip i wanna go.. isnt that right? and so he started saying me.. that i work for so long already yet cant save any.. and that i din bother to go and look for job.
Fine.. You do not noe my family situation so "Please shut ur mouth up, Mr. XX. Your cooperation is kindly appreciated." Yes, anyone can look down on me but please do not involve my family members.Yes, my dad was wrong to get a car, thinking that he can afford the installments and so? He is not insensible in any sense. He has his own thinking and could not control his feelings. Its not as if we can stop him from doing the things he wans. His illness has made him unable to control himself and his emotions. There was also at one point of time when he started to cry, another period of time when he was easily agitated and do u know? I am sorry to say that u know simply nuts about stroke patients. Not all patients are like YOUR UNCLE. You may have wadever comments but i would appreciate it if u can keep them to urself and not say it out loud in front of me about MY DAD. THANKS.
When i was looking for a job, where are you? Do u know that i was actually looking for a job? and if u think i did not bother to find a better job, YOU ARE WRONG. VERY WRONG. You can check out with any of my close friends before you start giving unwanted and unreal comments about people. And another point to add. Sometimes i think it is very important to look in depth into things before one can comment. Some people are simply so childish and thinks that they are super duper mature, in the sense that they are much older than people of my age. So what? Age is not a matter, it is the things that u have gone through that makes one mature. I may be only 19 but i can safely say that the things i have gone through are not the things anyone of my age has. Maybe not even you.
So, before one starts to say or comment about anything. Think twice. One time about the other party's feelings and the other time think of whether what one is gonna is really the fact or maybe there are more to be discovered.
To be precise, i think this entry serve the purpose of learning an important lesson and also.. how one's words or comments can hurt the other party, be it intentionally or unintentionally. Okay, i shall end this entry now. Said wad i wan and grumbled all i wanted already. Sorry for making u all read such an entry. =)
