Feeling so much energetic after a 3plus hrs sleep. =X
Really touched by carol. =) Was rather surprised when she asked me about my nick last night. She sensed that im facing some problems and told me that year 2006 should be a happy year and that i shouldn't think too much even though i did not really tell her about the matter.
Work was fine but boring. Everyday's the same. Nothing new, boredom at the 2nd level can really kill me. Practically less than 50 customers a day. Can u imagine. -.- To think that i can still sms jy during work. when i was working on the first level, i din even have the time to walk out of the counter. But luckily, next week im going to work on the first level already. hehe.. =D
I found something rather amusing. When im happy, my 2 dears(Nisa and Milo) will be happy with me. But these few days i have been feeling rather down, they too! we all faced problems. I guess its fate ba. No wonder we can click so well. =) But well, i believe we will all get over these matters and do well for the papers right?! *smile smile*
finally, i received his call.
5th night. =x im counting everynight.
He said sth which quite made my day.
So we both felt the same way about not receiving calls from any of us. =x
Because of you - Kelly Clarkson
I will not make the same mistakes that you did
I will not let myself
Cause my heart so much misery
I will not break the way you did,
You fell so hard
I've learned the hard way
To never let it get that far
Because of you
I never stray too far from the sidewalk
Because of youI learned to play on the safe side so I don't get hurt
Because of youI find it hard to trust not only me,
but everyone around me
Because of youI am afraid
I lose my way
And it's not too long before you point it out
I cannot cry
Because you know that's weakness in your eyes
I'm forced to fake
A smile, a laugh everyday of my life
My heart can't possibly break
When it wasn't even whole to start with
Because of you
I never stray too far from the sidewalk
Because of you
I learned to play on the safe side so I don't get hurt
Because of you
I find it hard to trust not only me, but everyone around me
Because of you
I am afraidI watched you die
I heard you cry every night in your sleep
I was so young
You should have known better than to lean on me
You never thought of anyone else
You just saw your pain
And now I cry in the middle of the night
For the same damn thing
Because of you
I never stray too far from the sidewalk
Because of you
I learned to play on the safe side so I don't get hurt
Because of you
I try my hardest just to forget everything
Because of you
I don't know how to let anyone else in
Because of you
I'm ashamed of my life because it's empty
Because of youI am afraid
Because of you
Because of you
