Saturday, November 18, 2006

Superwoman, I am not.

Sometimes i really wish that people will stop seeing me as a superwoman.

Be practical!

I can't possibly get so many things done within such a short period of time.
Im neither super nor wonder woman.

I am just a human, a normal average girl.
I feel tired too.

Did they know my feelings after doing all those stuff?
I doubt they know.

Did they care?
I guess they don't give a damn.

I've been pondering with the same old question again.
The same old thing that I've been thinking about.

To stay or to leave?
Should i really go ahead with my decision?

I just felt that i needed something that can give me more satisfaction.
Thats the basic that I yearn for.

Do I really have it now?
Seriously, I don't feel much of it.
最近

你最近不说话
怎麽了为什麽
是不是有什麽事让你不快乐
听说你最近很孤单
有点乱有点慌
可是我却不能够在你的身旁
你想要的
我却不能够给你我全部
我能给的
却又不是你想要拥有的
我们不适合也不想认输
好几次我们抱着彼此都是想要哭
你常解释这样的一切都只是开始
我觉得是所有的一切早就已结束
不想再约束
不要再痛苦
下一次会有更好的情路

爱我却不能给你我全部
我能给的
却又不是你想要拥有的
我们不适合也不想认输
好几次我们抱着彼此都是想要哭
你常解释这样的一切都只是开始
我觉得是所有的一切早就已结束
不想再约束
不要再痛苦
下一次会有更好的情路
这一次我们都能很幸福

Wednesday, November 08, 2006

Ugly Side of Managers

My apologies for the previous entry. Sth's very wrong with server that day and i had to blog a few times before it was finally published. But by the time it was up, i was quite fed up that i changed the fonts to mini size. Please dun claim any fees from me on eye lotion if ur eyes feel tired from reading. Hehehehehhe.=x

Anyway.. as mentioned in the title. =)

Im seriously amused by how come managers behaved and they call themselves mature managers. I felt like laughing when i heard that. Let's hope that this particular person thinks before saying anything next time.

To think that this particular manager even quarrel with the office aunty over a minor thing which can be resolved very easily by sending the things down one day later and made a big fuss out of the whole thing that even the higher management knows about it. Is such a behaviour considered mature?

Managers said one thing and do the other. This is what i realised after i stepped into this biggest society, the working society. However, i would say that not all managers behave this way. Sometimes i really miss Geraldine( my ex manager). She really takes serious consideration of her employee welfare and make sure that the everything she does, is fair to everyone. However, over here, I do witnessed biasness, or rather, favouritism within a team.

I strongly feel that a line shld be drawn between personal and working matters. Friends are friends, but when it comes to work, please make sure that none of the above is present. Coz it simply makes co-workers feel that their welfare is not taken care of and there is no fairness in the things they do.

A team is supposed to help one another and not to push responsibilities to your team mate, asking them to answer for whatever you have done previously. A team should be open to discussions and opinions and not just taking words of one.

Ok, enough of the so serious part. Let me grumble abit. Hahahahah..

Forwarding emails that the friend should reply, to another co-worker and asking them to follow up on it?
Crapz!
How will the co-worker be able to follow up when they know nothing about the case?

Pushing the blames on others when she is actually the one who did all the stuff? Crapz!

To complete clearing of everything within 2 days alone?!
Crapz!

Using people's pc without first informing?
Crapz! Totally no manners.

Spying on employee's every move?
Crapz! Employees need to de-stress too!

I guess there's really no privacy at work. But what can i do?!
Sigh. Maybe i got into a crappy company with so many crapz everyday.
Lucky there's 2 of them on the same stand as me. =D
Love u girls lots lots!

Sunday, October 29, 2006

Sony Ericsson K618i. =)

Yup.. i finally bought it. Hee.. i just got myself a new handphone!
Co-Sponsored by Mdm Tan! haha.. thats my mum, for your information. =p
Yeap.. got the phone at a cheap price of $73, after renewing my 2 yrs contract with M1..

Its a tough decision that i made, well coz initially i wanted to switch over to become a "Hubber".
But after considering that M1 actually allows me to exchange my points for a voucher of $25, i remained loyal. Originally was $98 but thanks to the voucher, it was much cheaper and of course, i only paid $23! Wahahahahaha.. my mum sponsored $50! Thanks mum! =D She said that Sony ericsson K610im is not as nice as this.. thats also part of the reason for why i remained at M1 as this phone is exclusive to M1 only..

Went KTV ytd again. >.<>
But different people. =)
Quite fun, a very nice gathering i would say..

Here's some pic of my new precious. haha.. =)


This is the front view of the phone.

















And this is the back view of the phone.. it looks quite cool.. =)
(but it seems like all sony ericsson phones look this way -_-")