Saturday, December 16, 2006

oO

Its been a mth!
Evilo's BACK IN ACTION!
The past mth has been a mth of ups and downs.
Oh wells.. who's life isn't full of ups and downs right?

Feel that the bonding with my colleagues has been improving and im LIKING it!
Been out with them on several occasions.
Be it a ktv session, a farewell dinner or clubbing session.
Im just glad to be part of each group.
Fell sick on the day we went for the ktv session and skipped work the following day..
Choose a better day next time! haha..
I promise i will not be sick during the next ktv session. =p

It seems like everyone's gotten the idea of looking for a greener pasture.
Is that good news or bad?
No idea either. We'll wait and see.

Dad's finally talking to bro. Hooray!
Yea.. They are having problems again! Yes!
AGAIN!
Over a car? Spent so much time being the peacemaker, lucky it pays off.
My mum cant seem to talk the 2 guys round. 2 stubborn guys!
Anyway, now everything's fine.. ^ ^

Suddenly i miss my friends alot, poly friends, secondary friends, everyone..
It seems like everyone's drifting apart. Each having their own lives and hardly any time for us to meet up as often as before. I miss those coffee sessions, those chilling moments, those ktv sessions and not forgetting those gossipping times with friends.

Nothing much on recently, been heading home right after work.
No one to go out with. Didn't want to bother those attached friends..
For u know why.. They need their dating times too.
Singles friends are either working or schooling. =(
I guess i need to know more friends. Yea.. MORE FRIENDS.

Shall stop for now. To be updated again.

In the meantime..

" HAPPY BIRTHDAY CHEW MUI!"

and to everyone.. an advanced

"MERRY MERRY CHRISTMAS!"

Love,
Su Ling




Saturday, November 18, 2006

Superwoman, I am not.

Sometimes i really wish that people will stop seeing me as a superwoman.

Be practical!

I can't possibly get so many things done within such a short period of time.
Im neither super nor wonder woman.

I am just a human, a normal average girl.
I feel tired too.

Did they know my feelings after doing all those stuff?
I doubt they know.

Did they care?
I guess they don't give a damn.

I've been pondering with the same old question again.
The same old thing that I've been thinking about.

To stay or to leave?
Should i really go ahead with my decision?

I just felt that i needed something that can give me more satisfaction.
Thats the basic that I yearn for.

Do I really have it now?
Seriously, I don't feel much of it.
最近

你最近不说话
怎麽了为什麽
是不是有什麽事让你不快乐
听说你最近很孤单
有点乱有点慌
可是我却不能够在你的身旁
你想要的
我却不能够给你我全部
我能给的
却又不是你想要拥有的
我们不适合也不想认输
好几次我们抱着彼此都是想要哭
你常解释这样的一切都只是开始
我觉得是所有的一切早就已结束
不想再约束
不要再痛苦
下一次会有更好的情路

爱我却不能给你我全部
我能给的
却又不是你想要拥有的
我们不适合也不想认输
好几次我们抱着彼此都是想要哭
你常解释这样的一切都只是开始
我觉得是所有的一切早就已结束
不想再约束
不要再痛苦
下一次会有更好的情路
这一次我们都能很幸福

Wednesday, November 08, 2006

Ugly Side of Managers

My apologies for the previous entry. Sth's very wrong with server that day and i had to blog a few times before it was finally published. But by the time it was up, i was quite fed up that i changed the fonts to mini size. Please dun claim any fees from me on eye lotion if ur eyes feel tired from reading. Hehehehehhe.=x

Anyway.. as mentioned in the title. =)

Im seriously amused by how come managers behaved and they call themselves mature managers. I felt like laughing when i heard that. Let's hope that this particular person thinks before saying anything next time.

To think that this particular manager even quarrel with the office aunty over a minor thing which can be resolved very easily by sending the things down one day later and made a big fuss out of the whole thing that even the higher management knows about it. Is such a behaviour considered mature?

Managers said one thing and do the other. This is what i realised after i stepped into this biggest society, the working society. However, i would say that not all managers behave this way. Sometimes i really miss Geraldine( my ex manager). She really takes serious consideration of her employee welfare and make sure that the everything she does, is fair to everyone. However, over here, I do witnessed biasness, or rather, favouritism within a team.

I strongly feel that a line shld be drawn between personal and working matters. Friends are friends, but when it comes to work, please make sure that none of the above is present. Coz it simply makes co-workers feel that their welfare is not taken care of and there is no fairness in the things they do.

A team is supposed to help one another and not to push responsibilities to your team mate, asking them to answer for whatever you have done previously. A team should be open to discussions and opinions and not just taking words of one.

Ok, enough of the so serious part. Let me grumble abit. Hahahahah..

Forwarding emails that the friend should reply, to another co-worker and asking them to follow up on it?
Crapz!
How will the co-worker be able to follow up when they know nothing about the case?

Pushing the blames on others when she is actually the one who did all the stuff? Crapz!

To complete clearing of everything within 2 days alone?!
Crapz!

Using people's pc without first informing?
Crapz! Totally no manners.

Spying on employee's every move?
Crapz! Employees need to de-stress too!

I guess there's really no privacy at work. But what can i do?!
Sigh. Maybe i got into a crappy company with so many crapz everyday.
Lucky there's 2 of them on the same stand as me. =D
Love u girls lots lots!