Friday, December 30, 2005

暧昧
暧昧让人受尽委屈
找不到相爱的证据
何时该前进
何时该放弃
连拥抱都没有勇气
只能陪你到这里
毕竟有些事不可以
超过了友情
还不到爱情
远方就要下雨的风景
到底该不该哭泣
想太多是我还是你
我很不服气
也开始怀疑
眼前的人
是不是同一个真实的你
暧昧让人变得贪心
直到等待失去意义
无奈我和你
写不出结局
放遗憾的美丽停在这里
wo……hu…wo…

Thursday, December 29, 2005

Nth much today. Went to the polyclinic to see the doc about my face. I think, if i were to be granted a wish, i will wish for good skin. Seriously, i used to think that being plump is my biggest bother, now i think otherwise. Grrrr. Maybe its in my genes. My dad has bad skin when he was young, he commented that i look like my aunt, his younger sister, when she was young as she used to have the same skin prob as me. =(
i dun wan! i dun wan!

Anyway, back to the doctor, she was funny. I told her about my skin, she smiled and said," i used to have the same problem as you when i was young, it just comes and goes. Nothing much can be done, except to take good care of it everyday and drink more water, do more exercise."

She prescribed the same medicine as what the other doctor gave me the other time. Antibiotics again, but this time, no longer the cream, they changed it to some lotion for me to apply. Hope it works. But was told i need at least 3 - 6 months to see the effect, if not, they will have to refer me to a specialist. =(

Okok, enough of the day at the polyclinic, met up with cheryl after that. Actually she wanted to go 768 but we changed plan in the end, headed to causeway point instead. Been a long time since i last saw her and im glad that she has found her happiness. =) No more worrying over him. hee hee.. All the best for u ya. And yup, chatted, gossiped and even tried to dig out Mayling's secret. LOL. That is to find out who her boyfriend is. She has been so mysterious about it. We were all wondering if she and Ah Choon are together. Haha.. We are so KPO. But well, din manage to as she was avoiding our questions all the time. >.<

Yup, more or less for today. Went to Sheng Shiong to help my mum get the stuff she wanted. Its so damn heavy. Had to carry the bleaching liquid and all those bottles of sauces back home. Was dragging my feet as i walked home. Haha.

Sometimes i really hope that time would stop at that moment during the promise. But well.. doesnt matter. =) Shall update again ya.. Lastly, i think i gotta be a good girl and start working on my modules! Not more slacking!!!

Tuesday, December 27, 2005

hmm.. Went out for movies today with weide. Saw alex, my sec sch fren. And it so happened that we watched the same movie but he's sitting on the row behind mine. haha. he was weird to look at weide and then back to me again. -_-" Well..

nvm.. i felt kinda guilty to make weide spend so much today. The movies, the popcorns, the drinks and the erp charges? =x Already promised that i will treat him back the next time. Probably somewhere in jan again when we both are free ya.. =)
i know weide will come read my blog. so yup. thanks for the movie treat and all today ya. =) Sorry to trouble u by coming to my place to fetch me and stuff ya. Did enjoy myself, just that i was abit tired. =x Hope the same for u too. And next time i think it will be better to watch a show which we both can understand. =x

Anyway.. meeting lena tmr. long time no see!!! looking forward to it. Hope things will turn for the better for her. Smile smile.
Christmas is over. =) Work is to begin this week. i know i should not play anymore. Next week is common test!!!! how how how!! i am still in the holiday mood!!! omg.. I think im gone case. =x

Been working through the holidays and im super shagged. seriously. i worked from 1pm to 9pm today. haven work for such long hours since i left Sakae. Always work only short hours at Foodland. But i dun mind working long hours ah.. that is if work is busy. =x Coz i dun like to sit there and get paid. I rather there is work and i get paid. It will make me feel better u noe.. Plus its so boring to just sit there without much customers coming to my counter to make purchases. =/

Might be having a BBQ with my family members this New Year's eve. But it will depend on whether we can get the pit tmr. Hehe.. meeting my cousins xuanhui and justin to book the pit. having lunch with them.. nth much tmr . =(