Positive/Negative? Open/Close?
Went to sao mu in the morning with my parents and relatives. It's very long since i visited my deceased relatives. Also went to visit my grandfather and grand grandfather. =)
Alot of things happened this week, of which the one that worries me most, is my dad. Was sent to the A & E ward by my bro on Fri midnight. Breathless after all the nose bleed, yet again. Gonna take leave on wed to accompany him and my mum down for the appointment with the nose specialist. Hope everything's gonna be fine.
Dad's worrying about very negative stuff coz he's been having nose bleed for months and polyclinic doc said nth when he visited them.. and he's been thinking alot coz of those anonymous missed phone calls that he's been receiving late at night; and his dreams of my grandma and his brother, who are all deceased. Mum's very worried. Told them about what i found on the internet, it could be due to a ruptured blood vessel in the nose or the aspirin that dad is taking for stroke. *sigh*
Im worried. I want all the negative thoughts to go away~~
Told him about what happened last night. He sounded worried too and told me to find out more about nose bleed and aspirin on google. Told me everything's gonna be fine and not to worry.. He told me to be positive, maybe its just gonna be how i told my parents.. Hope its really gonna be fine like the past 2 years...
And on a side note.. had a conversation with him on Thurs when we met.. Open or close? Well.. he asked me what's the good thing about being open and i asked the vice versa, what's the good thing about being close and the bad thing about being open. He couldnt answer me.
He was just dumbfounded.. but i felt a difference, or rather, a change in him. He was no longer like before when i told him that my dad asked abt who he is.. no, he did not ask me to stop meeting for the time being, like what he said previously. He smiled when i told him abt it.
Another thing why i felt the change in him is coz.. he now plans for his future.. and im really glad!he told me he wants to go into banking line upon his degree completion. He even reprimanded his friend, telling him that they are old enough to know that they have to work when it comes to work and study when it comes to study.
He said im a ma fan girl and really surprised by some words he said. =)
