Sunday, June 06, 2010

Results Out but... Unknown.

Saturday morning. I woke up at 730am, prepared and went out to meet Kym-mi (my aunt). She accompanied me for the scan report review. The scan result is out. Everything's normal, doctor cant detect any problem. So what exactly is the cause?

He said I had better see a specialist about this, i.e. gynae, as he fears it might now be problem with the womb but.. something else. Hence, he helped me schedule a date for the visit and said it will probably be within these 2 weeks. Sighs. I think it's gonna be another agonising 2 weeks. He said I have unhealthy blood pressure for my age and he cant rule out the possibility that these 2 issues are related.

But I think I know the reason for the high blood pressure. It's probably due to the stress level at home. There are so many things that have been suppressing within me and I can't erupt because of my parents. I think it has now badly affected my health. >.< I hope things will be fine, seriously.

Mum said no one in the family has high blood pressure history and she cant figure out why it will happen to me. So I shall just keep mum about it. No point talking so much about it and end up with no conclusion because ultimately, I will still need to keep everything to myself.

Anyway, yesterday I drove past the Woodlands Waterfront with my parents. It's really nice. Things have changed and it's now a modern place, something like the Henderson Waves. It also brought back some memories. Suddenly recalled how we used to hang out there often. Drinking, chatting, enjoying the view which oversees part of Malaysia and the Woodlands Custom. But wells, all those are history. :)