okok.. im here to blog, milo. =x
surprised that i actually blogged at this hr? yeah.. din go out for movies. someone's sick and so we nvr meet up. anyway.. coming mon sch is starting! no study mood yet actually.. how how how.. die..

heard abt the South Korea trip. really looking forward to it.. but haiz.. i dunno if i will be able to make it. i really hope i can go. been telling my mum abt the overseas trip since last sem, worked so many jobs during the hols just to enjoy the trip.. in the end.. sighs. im really touched by milo and lena's action. one offered to lend me money for the trip while the other offer to lend me the winter wear. but i dun really feel good to lend money from milo.. coz i really dun wish to burden her.. emailed mrs lee abt it, shall see wad her reply is.. lets hope that it will be a positive reply.

anyway.. had a big quarrel with one of my shimei's fren's bf.. knew him online for a few yrs already.. was quite pissed off that i actually scolded him off. well.. i was telling him abt the korea trip but then was saying that dunno if i can go for the trip and all due to financial problems.. then he told me to go for trip before i start work.. i was like saying.. i cant.. coz i have to work in order to get the money for wadever trip i wanna go.. isnt that right? and so he started saying me.. that i work for so long already yet cant save any.. and that i din bother to go and look for job.

Fine.. You do not noe my family situation so "Please shut ur mouth up, Mr. XX. Your cooperation is kindly appreciated." Yes, anyone can look down on me but please do not involve my family members.Yes, my dad was wrong to get a car, thinking that he can afford the installments and so? He is not insensible in any sense. He has his own thinking and could not control his feelings. Its not as if we can stop him from doing the things he wans. His illness has made him unable to control himself and his emotions. There was also at one point of time when he started to cry, another period of time when he was easily agitated and do u know? I am sorry to say that u know simply nuts about stroke patients. Not all patients are like YOUR UNCLE. You may have wadever comments but i would appreciate it if u can keep them to urself and not say it out loud in front of me about MY DAD. THANKS.

When i was looking for a job, where are you? Do u know that i was actually looking for a job? and if u think i did not bother to find a better job, YOU ARE WRONG. VERY WRONG. You can check out with any of my close friends before you start giving unwanted and unreal comments about people. And another point to add. Sometimes i think it is very important to look in depth into things before one can comment. Some people are simply so childish and thinks that they are super duper mature, in the sense that they are much older than people of my age. So what? Age is not a matter, it is the things that u have gone through that makes one mature. I may be only 19 but i can safely say that the things i have gone through are not the things anyone of my age has. Maybe not even you.

So, before one starts to say or comment about anything. Think twice. One time about the other party's feelings and the other time think of whether what one is gonna is really the fact or maybe there are more to be discovered.

To be precise, i think this entry serve the purpose of learning an important lesson and also.. how one's words or comments can hurt the other party, be it intentionally or unintentionally. Okay, i shall end this entry now. Said wad i wan and grumbled all i wanted already. Sorry for making u all read such an entry. =)

yup. everything was fine. thanx gers for being concerned. hee. =) talked alot, discussed quite alot too. given at least a mth to think about everything before deciding on an ans and not forgetting..

im thankful that ur being truthful to me. =) lets just hope time will prove all of us wrong okie?

went out with nisa and mamat. accompany nisa to buy her hari raya shoes. hope she will stop whining abt that pair of green shoes. hee.. anyway the black shoes are fine la.. looks nice on u and suits all kinds of outfit.. hehe.. oh yah.. thanks for the beads u bought in thai.. =)

and milo, i miss u man.. i really hope to meet u soon ! haha..

okay, blogging time. =) met up with the sakae gers today. edith and cheryl. the meeting was alright, they bought stuff and makan before cheryl headed for work. went back to woodlands and instead of going home straight, edith and i went to to library to get some books. studious huh. haha.. bidded shimei goodbye and chatted abit with her. seems like things arent going on well for roy. GET WELL SOON, GAL. hope that things will turn out fine for u all, yeah? and also for everyone. =)

Chatted with milo and nisa last nite. talked about alot of things. told them about him. yup. sth off my mind. at least i can tok to the gers. thanks for being my listening ears! simply love u gers to bits.
muacks.
haha. shall be friends for the time being. Looks and appearances doesnt matter much to me. So long one has a good heart and character, i guess it will stretch much beyond the boundary of looks and appearances. =D
You may think that i was being serious about slimming down first. but nahx.. im not such person. =) no one is perfect, yea?

Like wad milo said, if any of us mind looks and appearances, everything will turn to be meaningless. milo, i remember ur words! touched anot. haha.. and of course, i remember the funny msn conversation the 3 of us had last night about getting a tall bf. u gers always manage to make me smile. haha.. but i still dun quite get the feeling that u were talking abt the tall guy and short ger. (-_-") Sorry, im really slow in catching meanings. haha.. =x

happy happy.. went malaysia with milo today.. Hmm.. bought quite alot of stuff.. seems like milo bought more and spent alot more than me. tried a tshirt but dun feel comfortable in it. so din buy.. in the end what i have got were all accessories. omg. accessories. for the first time i really bought accessories for myself. quite nice.. lol.. =x my mum like the silver necklace and bracelet. and asked why i din get one for her too. -_-

anyway.. today's trip was quite fun. city square is so much like singapore, so are the prices. i think the clothings wise, i would prefer singapore? even though some over there are quite nice. =) the first thing we reached was to eat. but the food there spoilt my appetite..! the sushi simply taste so not nice! lol..anyway.. we spent some 40bucks eating things that we dun like. its a sin! but milo commented that spending in msia is not as heartaching as spending in singapore. why huh? anyway.. i tot we were supposed to meet nisa at 2plus at woodlands.. but milo told me was 4.. and so we walked till3plus and headed back to sg. but nisa called and we decided to meet on mon instead. she did her hair over at protrim, wonder how she looks like now. haha!

well well. shall upload the photos of the items i bought just now in a short while. hehe..
I'LL BE BACK!