im beginning to feel stress now.. =) projects, assignments are starting to roll in. and this is only the starting, i cant imagine wad more there is to come. fyp sounds cool, with the website and HP Ipaq but it seems tough. hope the group can get through all these smoothly. got grouped with nisa, jiayi and elgene this semester..

sent out the email to the tuition agency just now, hope they will accept our proposal. told them in the email that it will only be on academic basis and last for ard 13 weeks. if the tuition agency is not gonna accept our idea, gotta look for another one again. sighs. left with less than a week. next tues have to present the slides for our proposal.

and milo ah.. dun think too much about the grouping okie? hope all goes well for u, try to tok to ur grpmates whenever u can ba.. help them maybe.. =) or maybe its just 2nd week of sch and everyone's still feeling quite lost. dun give up on them!! and control ur temper!

today was fun! the 2nd outing for the 3 years we have known each other. wow...
tot the outing to KTV would be weird since the combination was rather weird.. but things turn out opposite and was quite fun! Was there with milo, jiayi, jie xiu, elgene and hendry. all of us enjoyed ourselves except hendry. he was quite leftout ba.. tried to get him to sing as well but he doesnt really listen to english songs. so we got him to sing english songs but he dun wanna sing. (-_-")

so we did not let him pay in the end. felt quite bad coz we were the ones who asked him to go.. anyway.. we really sang till no one cares. all kinds of mistakes, out of pitches, out of tunes. lol! a few funny parts when we sang the wrong lyrics and din noe that there was later part for the song. lol.. but anyway.. its the first outing we have and only 6 of us attended.. wow..
where are the rest of the TT01s!!

haha.. doesnt matter. we will be going for another outing someday before the 30th nov. yay.. shall get more pple to go.. =D was telling milo.. i feel like inviting them to my place during chinese new year. i noe still abit far from chinese new year but i got the urge sia.. haha.. maybe same day as my bro's frens.. lidat.. mum they all wont have to cook for so many times. hehe.. but see how it goes ba.. milo oso agreed to the idea and that we shld visit each other's place.. lets hope we can go house visiting next yr.. hehe.. last sem le.. oh yah.. talking about new year.. here's wishing nisa!

SELAMAT HARI RAYA! =D

Sorry that im unable to make it for the trip to ur place.. coz they have already planned the schedule.. and i guess its too last min to tell them of any changes oso..

and yah.. hope we can all go for some holidays before we really part for the new chapter in our lives. gone is the korea trip for me. =) tot alot and decided not to go for it in the end. so 3k research, here i comes! haha..

Thanx JY.. =) its been so long since i told u about my stuff. thanks for being a listening ear that day.. was really vexed and disappointed that i couldnt go for it.. but after much thinking.. i guess i have straightened out my thoughts. yups.. well.. i dun blame anyone for anything. i just feel tired and sad that after working for so long, i still have no savings!

Hmm.. its nearing 2.. i suppose i shld be in bed at this hr.. since i promise my fren that i will sleep early.. when he is enjoying his supper out there. -.- but anyway.. hey.. its really early!! lol.. =P Take care all.

okok.. im here to blog, milo. =x
surprised that i actually blogged at this hr? yeah.. din go out for movies. someone's sick and so we nvr meet up. anyway.. coming mon sch is starting! no study mood yet actually.. how how how.. die..

heard abt the South Korea trip. really looking forward to it.. but haiz.. i dunno if i will be able to make it. i really hope i can go. been telling my mum abt the overseas trip since last sem, worked so many jobs during the hols just to enjoy the trip.. in the end.. sighs. im really touched by milo and lena's action. one offered to lend me money for the trip while the other offer to lend me the winter wear. but i dun really feel good to lend money from milo.. coz i really dun wish to burden her.. emailed mrs lee abt it, shall see wad her reply is.. lets hope that it will be a positive reply.

anyway.. had a big quarrel with one of my shimei's fren's bf.. knew him online for a few yrs already.. was quite pissed off that i actually scolded him off. well.. i was telling him abt the korea trip but then was saying that dunno if i can go for the trip and all due to financial problems.. then he told me to go for trip before i start work.. i was like saying.. i cant.. coz i have to work in order to get the money for wadever trip i wanna go.. isnt that right? and so he started saying me.. that i work for so long already yet cant save any.. and that i din bother to go and look for job.

Fine.. You do not noe my family situation so "Please shut ur mouth up, Mr. XX. Your cooperation is kindly appreciated." Yes, anyone can look down on me but please do not involve my family members.Yes, my dad was wrong to get a car, thinking that he can afford the installments and so? He is not insensible in any sense. He has his own thinking and could not control his feelings. Its not as if we can stop him from doing the things he wans. His illness has made him unable to control himself and his emotions. There was also at one point of time when he started to cry, another period of time when he was easily agitated and do u know? I am sorry to say that u know simply nuts about stroke patients. Not all patients are like YOUR UNCLE. You may have wadever comments but i would appreciate it if u can keep them to urself and not say it out loud in front of me about MY DAD. THANKS.

When i was looking for a job, where are you? Do u know that i was actually looking for a job? and if u think i did not bother to find a better job, YOU ARE WRONG. VERY WRONG. You can check out with any of my close friends before you start giving unwanted and unreal comments about people. And another point to add. Sometimes i think it is very important to look in depth into things before one can comment. Some people are simply so childish and thinks that they are super duper mature, in the sense that they are much older than people of my age. So what? Age is not a matter, it is the things that u have gone through that makes one mature. I may be only 19 but i can safely say that the things i have gone through are not the things anyone of my age has. Maybe not even you.

So, before one starts to say or comment about anything. Think twice. One time about the other party's feelings and the other time think of whether what one is gonna is really the fact or maybe there are more to be discovered.

To be precise, i think this entry serve the purpose of learning an important lesson and also.. how one's words or comments can hurt the other party, be it intentionally or unintentionally. Okay, i shall end this entry now. Said wad i wan and grumbled all i wanted already. Sorry for making u all read such an entry. =)

yup. everything was fine. thanx gers for being concerned. hee. =) talked alot, discussed quite alot too. given at least a mth to think about everything before deciding on an ans and not forgetting..

im thankful that ur being truthful to me. =) lets just hope time will prove all of us wrong okie?

went out with nisa and mamat. accompany nisa to buy her hari raya shoes. hope she will stop whining abt that pair of green shoes. hee.. anyway the black shoes are fine la.. looks nice on u and suits all kinds of outfit.. hehe.. oh yah.. thanks for the beads u bought in thai.. =)

and milo, i miss u man.. i really hope to meet u soon ! haha..