=O

He says im silly and laughed at the silly things i told him.

He kept laughing! How could he!!

But wells, i got the right info and im not silly anymore!

Nice pic below? The pictures are all inverted. Haha.. I was trying out a new online software.

I only realised that I do not have photos that are taken with Jiamin, Milo and Nisa only when i was compiling this pic. All of the pics we took last time crashed with my laptop the other time. Take photos soon!

Eventful Day - 120507

Yup, as the title mentioned. Yesterday was an evenful day for me.
Everything was alright from morning till evening.
Went for my theory practise, swimming and movies with Milo.
Watched 28 weeks later.

All along when im out, was in contact with him and he mentioned that he was sick.. So had to cancel the meet up that we had initially planned. But he msged me late at night and ask if i wanna go out, it was near 1am. (-_-")
Told my bro before i went out to make sure that someone know i was out at that hour, since dad and mum were already soundly asleep.

Ohh wells. He came to fetch me at my place and we headed to Punggol Jetty coz he said he used to go there often and wanted to bring me there to take a look. So we went but who knows, just when we got to Punggol Jetty, my mum called and asked where i was. She said my dad ended the call with my bro and could not find me at home. He was so worried.

My bro got into an accident, the car rim was dented and the alignment of the wheels went totally slanted. My parents demanded that i get back home asap. In the end he had to send me home. Yet to have our supper and all, just got to the place and i had to say bye bye to Punggol Jetty.

Anyway, there was quite alot of people and alot of youngsters, I would say. He told me that he used to go fishing there from midnight till the next morning. And he told me abt this incident when they saw an old lady committing suicide, they saved her from drowning but she didnt make it to the hospital. So sad right..

And my dad is so cute. He ask me if i went out with boyfriend and he said this " if you have a boyfriend, better make sure u bring him home and let me have a look". I thought its so funny to hear these words coming out from my dad's mouth. He was always against having boyfriend, probably he feels that I am old enough now?

Seriously i do not know the situation of me and him now. =( One part of me has already given up but whenever i give up, he seems to give me the hope again. Contradicting huh? Why why why? I think im always stuck in this kind of situation. Not the first time except it seems more real this time.

Met up with Ms Tan today. Went to TPY to meet her, supposed to have dinner there but it was so so hot and we didnt want to have dinner in sweat. In the end went to Ang Mo Kio.
AMK Hub got alot alot of shops now! The noodles we had today was nice and worth it.

Like Ms Tan, im starting to think that we have drifted so so far apart from the guys. Maybe right from the beginning, our mindsets and thinking were totally different but yet we tried to compromise each other, becoming close friends. Now, im thinking if we used to be real close friends. Or did we simply take each other's companions for granted?

The guys are nice people, no doubt. Maybe problem simply lies with the difference in thinking. The contradicting thing that makes me ponder is that aren't friends supposed to compromise and accomodate to each other? Well.. I really don't know. Im thinking and searching for the right answer to my questions. Stepping into the working life and widening my exposure has certainly made me see things in a different way, from another pespective which I would nvr see it in the past. I guess all these made me grow up?

Beginning to see alot of sad things happening ard me. =(

Jo.. must stay cheerful ok.
Anything can just talk to me, xiaomei dunno how to advise but i shld be able to provide a good pair of listening ears.

Scary Bad Dream

I had a bad bad dream last night.
I didn't know why i dreamt of all these nonsense things but i guess i had been frightened by the dream that i couldnt sleep the whole of last night after that dream.

I dreamt that i was walking along the carpark with my dad and mum.
Then all of a sudden, this lorry came and knocked on my dad, the guy was yelling inside and he looked happy. The next thing i know was, he drove the lorry towards me and my mum. I took my mum's hand and ran like mad. In the end the lorry hit a car. Saw both of the car plates and as a typical singaporean who believes in dreams, i went to bet 4d on the car plate number. We shall see on wed.

Haiz.. i dunno why i had this weird, bad and scary dream.
I told him abt it. He told me not to worry, dreams are different from reality and it will not come true. But i worry. I really do. =( Coz its the first time i really dreamt and the dream seemed so true...