Phewwwww. its been a long weekend and finally the stressful day is over! =D Had 2 presentations and a dci common test today. Events presentation was alright but hell for WISP presentation.

Thanks to Elgene and maybe part of our fault. I wouldn't say everything's gene's fault. Well.. it was a very last minute and rushed project. Did everything and sent to him, told him about the compilation since sat night. Everything also tell me ok, but when i saw the slides this morning. I really feel like bashing him sia. He did compile but wad kinda background and animation was there? Had to add back the background of the slides in the ppt and then they had to do last minute animations for it. -.- The rest were angry till no comments as it was less than one hr to the presentation.

All of us had to skip lunch and the worst is he dared to say "Huhhhh... not eating ah.. im hungry". Gave him no face, i told him "it's all your fault". He should feel guilty at least.

Ohhh well, as expected, the presentation was screwed up. That tiko teacher dun like it and was quite fed up with him already since the first presentation. Today was worst, he obviously showed biasness to those who suck up on him. Everything oso go find him and say good words, make him happy, the rest of the class were nothing, like absent from his class even though we were present. Sucks right this kinda tutor. But well, what to do. There is this kinda of teacher around. But wadever it is, i believe in Karma. He will get it from the IS dept one day i guess since he already got a complaint about biasness last time.

"A leopard never changes its spots"
It really says alot abt the teacher and especially from the IS dept.

Well, enough of the presentation. I think i screwed up the DCI paper as well. Sucks. Everything's not going the right way.

Last night was too sweet!! =x Yea.. Only some know why. =D
"If you feel like crying, just give me a call and i cheer u up"
Yupz. =) Enough of grumblings. Tmr gotta work again.

SAD. Lucky its only till 3pm.

Okok.. Common tests week. Been a stressful and tiring week for me. Slept at 3plus everyday to finish studying. How hardworking i am to be studying at the very last minute. haha.. Double combo this coming mon, 2 presentations going on., WISP and Events and also DCI common test. >.< i feel so tired now, dun feel like doing or studying. im just being so lazy. =x

anyway, i learnt a new thing today. =)
UNDERSTANDING = NEGLECT

that i dun understand. sighs. nvm.. wasnt very affected, coz i noe it was meant to be a joke. *cheers* but its been 2 days? u noe it best ba =x haha.. wadever la.. im crapping here. =/
I think im going bed soon. Take care.

Feeling so much energetic after a 3plus hrs sleep. =X
Really touched by carol. =) Was rather surprised when she asked me about my nick last night. She sensed that im facing some problems and told me that year 2006 should be a happy year and that i shouldn't think too much even though i did not really tell her about the matter.

Work was fine but boring. Everyday's the same. Nothing new, boredom at the 2nd level can really kill me. Practically less than 50 customers a day. Can u imagine. -.- To think that i can still sms jy during work. when i was working on the first level, i din even have the time to walk out of the counter. But luckily, next week im going to work on the first level already. hehe.. =D

I found something rather amusing. When im happy, my 2 dears(Nisa and Milo) will be happy with me. But these few days i have been feeling rather down, they too! we all faced problems. I guess its fate ba. No wonder we can click so well. =) But well, i believe we will all get over these matters and do well for the papers right?! *smile smile*


finally, i received his call.
5th night. =x im counting everynight.
He said sth which quite made my day.
So we both felt the same way about not receiving calls from any of us. =x

Because of you - Kelly Clarkson

I will not make the same mistakes that you did
I will not let myself
Cause my heart so much misery
I will not break the way you did,
You fell so hard
I've learned the hard way
To never let it get that far

Because of you
I never stray too far from the sidewalk
Because of youI learned to play on the safe side so I don't get hurt
Because of youI find it hard to trust not only me,
but everyone around me
Because of youI am afraid
I lose my way
And it's not too long before you point it out
I cannot cry
Because you know that's weakness in your eyes
I'm forced to fake
A smile, a laugh everyday of my life
My heart can't possibly break
When it wasn't even whole to start with
Because of you
I never stray too far from the sidewalk
Because of you
I learned to play on the safe side so I don't get hurt

Because of you
I find it hard to trust not only me, but everyone around me
Because of you
I am afraidI watched you die
I heard you cry every night in your sleep
I was so young
You should have known better than to lean on me
You never thought of anyone else
You just saw your pain
And now I cry in the middle of the night
For the same damn thing
Because of you
I never stray too far from the sidewalk
Because of you
I learned to play on the safe side so I don't get hurt
Because of you
I try my hardest just to forget everything
Because of you
I don't know how to let anyone else in
Because of you
I'm ashamed of my life because it's empty
Because of youI am afraid

Because of you
Because of you

Happy new year to all.
New year new resolutions, one should be in high spirits.
Just had bbq with my relatives, cousins and aunts. The bbq was alright, perhaps its just me that isnt alright. Xuanhui asked me why im weird, maybe i wanted to keep myself occupied.

Being with my cousins is fun, especially when the few of us could click despite the age gap. *smile*

I have been thinking for the past few nights, i think i have really fallen into that deep hole. And that is shit isn't it? =( I know i should not think so much about it. But i cant help it. I dunno why. The feeling is so much like history.

its been four days.
4 days.
Maybe its like wat i said, the after effect.

But ya, i would like to say sth for the first and last time. =x
"I do miss him".
Dun worry dears, i will wake up to my senses. Especially during this period, the critical moment, common tests. I know i shldn't be bothered by all these stuff. Hee hee. Im going bed soon. Probably update again.