Life is real unpredictable
I am supposed to be hard at work on my assignments now but I really feel like penning down some overwhelming thoughts on my mind.
She passed on today. I used to dislike her family but feel sorry for my aunt. She has slogged hard for the family and was the sole breadwinner. In order to feed her family, she travelled all the way to Tuas as early as 4plus in the morning to work.. But sometimes, people as just not appreciative of her. Her children took her for granted, have not woken up to their senses and often did stupid things to hurt my aunt even though they are all past 30.
I felt quite upset when I saw her just nw. She was sleeping soundly. She must be real tired and have given up on struggling to keep herself awake. Just 2 weeks ago, she dreamt of my uncle, who had already passed on, asking her to play mahjong and when she reject, my uncle persuaded her to go play and said that they are going to a faraway place to play mahjong, not going home anymore.
It kind of struck me, was it a call for her? Maybe my uncle knew that she was really tired. As much as I dislike the family, it was really upsetting to see her sleeping so soundly on the bed. 有点心酸吧. Everything happened too sudden and it's abit difficult for everyone to accept the fact that she's gone as she is always the very healthy and strong aunt. She will be missed.
No worries, I am doing fine. Just feel abit sad over it. Thanks all.
