Saturday, April 11, 2009

Life is real unpredictable

I am supposed to be hard at work on my assignments now but I really feel like penning down some overwhelming thoughts on my mind.

She passed on today. I used to dislike her family but feel sorry for my aunt. She has slogged hard for the family and was the sole breadwinner. In order to feed her family, she travelled all the way to Tuas as early as 4plus in the morning to work.. But sometimes, people as just not appreciative of her. Her children took her for granted, have not woken up to their senses and often did stupid things to hurt my aunt even though they are all past 30.

I felt quite upset when I saw her just nw. She was sleeping soundly. She must be real tired and have given up on struggling to keep herself awake. Just 2 weeks ago, she dreamt of my uncle, who had already passed on, asking her to play mahjong and when she reject, my uncle persuaded her to go play and said that they are going to a faraway place to play mahjong, not going home anymore.

It kind of struck me, was it a call for her? Maybe my uncle knew that she was really tired. As much as I dislike the family, it was really upsetting to see her sleeping so soundly on the bed. 有点心酸吧. Everything happened too sudden and it's abit difficult for everyone to accept the fact that she's gone as she is always the very healthy and strong aunt. She will be missed.

No worries, I am doing fine. Just feel abit sad over it. Thanks all.
Work and school has been very busy and stressful.
Pls allow me to grumble in the this entry. =x

Was out with the girls yesterday for a lunch, dinner and shopping trip. It was also to celebrate PM's bday.

HAPPY BIRTHDAY, PEI MEI!!

Though there wasnt much celebration to say, I hope you had a great chill out session with us. :)

It was nice just to have a simple day out, perhaps with the right company. This long weekend will be a good time for me complete my assignments and get ready for the flea market tomorrow!~

Having assignments due on the same day is no fun. What makes it worst is to have an irritating groupmate who bugs me everyday. I guess there should be some faith in your groupmate that she will have the responsibility to complete her tasked part on time, thus need not remind her everyday without fail. Be it call or sms. Anyway some people simply dont have that kind of faith and trust in her own groupmate. But I dont blame her, for we only met for this module and to be exact, we will only be meeting 3 times for the whole duration of this module. Just that I feel that there is no need to add undue stress to anyone by bugging them everyday abt the project.

Ok, shall stop grumbling. People, I will be having flea market at the void deck tomorrow! So come support me at Block 547 , Woodlands Drive 16. It is near to Vista Point and the church. :) Come check us out!

Sunday, March 29, 2009

梁静茹-我们就到这

换一种方式咖啡还温热
我用雾气在镜面手写着爱你呢
床上音乐盒依旧旋转着
但你却不再为我唱歌说我是你的

对的错的做了选择故事说到这
只是过去的甜蜜太过深刻
要多久才能够褪色
好的坏的做了选择我们就到这
纵然会难以割舍又能如何
说好了这个时刻不互相指责

初恋的颜色我们都记得
像家乡那条小河透明得很清澈
你曾为我折一千个纸鹤
如今却连一个拥抱你我都尴尬着

对的错的做了选择故事说到这
只是过去的甜蜜太过深刻
要多久才能够褪色
好的坏的做了选择我们就到这
纵然会难以割舍又能如何
说好了这个时刻不互相指责

永远的承诺是你赐给的
只是当初任谁也不晓得
爱情的转折比想象中的坎坷
感情的怨怼拉扯牢牢捆绑着
有些裂痕你无法去遮只能舍得

对的错的做了选择故事说到这
只是过去的甜蜜太过深刻
要多久才能够褪色
爱的恨的做了选择我们就到这
就让我曾爱过的记忆深刻
其他的(才能够褪色)
就此放手微笑得带过
就此放手微笑得带过

Came across this song, I thought it is quite meaningful.. =)
Updates

Havent really been updating this blog. It has been very tiring to work, school and maintain the online store but I think I will pull through it! Things have started to pick up already, so hopefully I can "see the light" soon!

Will be participating in a flea market on 12 April, that will be The SOS very first flea market. Kind of look forward to it even though it will only be a neighbourhood flea market. =) Thought of a few ideas, will be putting them in actions next saturday! =P

Had a lazy and nice Saturday yesterday.. Started my day from 9plus with my mum and aunt to meeting Wanmei for SOS stuff and then LY for a catching up session! It was really nice to have a simple dinner and then just purely doing catching up to update each other's life. I guess we both need to give each other sometime to digest, think through and understand those small little gestures before accepting or making any decisions. =)

Alright, till the next time I update! =)