Monday, September 07, 2009

Saw the doc on Friday and he said I have this hyperacidity. Boring. He wants to put me on medication so that the excess acid can be neutralise and reduce the no. of times I need to visit the toilet. Oh wells.. hopefully I won't have such an acidic stomach after this. >.<

Finally met up with my poly friends over the weekends, after so long. =) The meet up was great, well, at least it provided us with an update of what all of us are doing right now and how all of us are doing since we graduate from poly. Most of us are working and studying. Had steamboat dinner. Weekends was well spent, I guess. Met up with GCC-1. Haha. Headed to KTV, though its just 3 of us, I did enjoy myself. Especially after the climax of........ "蘭花草". :p

I've been contemplating if I should tell my "one and only normal" colleague that I have decided to move on, especially when she figured today that I have no SQL knowledge. She was damn surprised when I said I dont understand the query after she asked. She thought I had some background knowledge so I told her I only know those built-in functions in MS Access. But that was also so many years back, I have already thrown them to the back of my mind since I have never touched them during my course of work upon poly graduation. But after weighing the pros and cons, I have decided to keep mum abt my decision.

Seriously I must admit, it's real tough to get myself on track with programming again after so long, especially when programming or rather, IT stuff, is really not my cup of tea. I dont mind picking up the skills but, if it is to be applied to work and used daily, I think I would rather give it a miss. Maybe it is just an interest. >.<

Anyway, hopefully calls will start coming in soon and asking me to go for interviews etc. :)
Good luck to those who are on a job hunt too!

Sunday, August 30, 2009

Wonder what is wrong with blogspot man.. the screw up layout is so irritating.

I've been pondering if i should hold on or move on and after the talk with my mum, I think I have kind of made a decision. I have given myself a month to try things out. It seems like it's real tough. Maybe I am just not used, maybe not so used to such an environment. Or is a month too short to really know if this is what I want?

I have no background knowledge of HTML coding, neither do I have background knowledge of CSS. I haven't touch any programming since I graduated from poly. It's real tough. I was told I just need to know simple html but I told them I only learn it for own use and prob its not even the basics and they were fine with it. But it seems otherwise.. Hmm.. Im so confused abt it lar.

Oh ya, I must talk abt the adventure to the "so near yet so far" buffalo wings. lol! 1 hr of waiting time for a table or 1 hr of waiting time for da bao-ing the wings was what we got after 1 hr of rounding. Goodness. I bet the wings there must be damn nice la! I really want to try! Shall go back there soon but MUST rem to make reservation man. And I must say, it was a HUGE sense of achievement when we finally got there. Haha. It was from East to West to East Camp and through so many ups and downs! *Winks Winks* That is probably the highlight of the day, apart from "The Proposal". :p

Monday, August 24, 2009

I bet Ms Blur's corner has been feeling rather lonely recently. Haha. Life has been very busy and good..
New school term, new job scopes, new environment, new colleagues and new projects & project mates..

I am keeping my fingers crossed that I will be as busy everyday, as today. I prefer to have things to keep my busy. It's terrible having to think of what to do to keep myself awake and busy. I have to admit that I seriously think I am undergoing a big culture shock in this new company but I hope things will get better as time goes by. Not that I am regretting my decision of leaving SBF, just that it really takes loads of time for me to adapt to the total different environment. And yes, I do miss SBF. Miss the times I had there with the colleagues, the bosses, and to be frank, I even miss the job scopes there. :p

Project has finally come to an end and for this sem, I am left with individual assignments. Thank god. I had a terrible time handling that auntie who thinks without her brain. She can be the dumbest person I've ever liase with, as of now. It's really a torture to work with such people who cannot understand what team work means and the importance of teamwork. Being self centred and thinking that she is older and she knows all best does not help the project and in actual fact, she strained the relationship between us project mates by giving us all kinds of stupid stuns and actions. Anyway, I am glad it's over and done with the project. Let's just hope that I can pass this module without hiccups.

Last week was Jerm and Shimei's birthday. Had a celebration for SM and hope she likes the surprises and of course, the very special gift we have prepared for her. :p As for Jerm, I am glad that he likes the ppt. Nothing expensive, it's just a thought from us! XD

Once again.... HAPPY BELATED BIRTHDAY JERM AND SHIMEI!

I am kind of looking forward from now to next year. With the healthy regime coming up with LY and GCC, it definitely makes me feel "healthier" by a bit. Haha. :p The TBC trip next Jan when Jerm is back is also something that I am quite looking forward to! Yes Jerm, U DID NOT SEE THE WRONG THING. We are indeed planning already! Cheeriosss.

Monday, August 10, 2009

It's been awhile..

Let me whine about it pls..I just feel like penning it down..
Just an entry for you-know-who.

Yes, it has been quite awhile since we last met. 3 months or so I guess. I thought it was meant to be a joke when you mentioned about meeting up and so I continued with the joke. The next thing I knww was an sms from you saying that you would reach my place in 10 minute's time and you were already on the way. It's been awhile since you last waited for me, I remembered that I used to wait for you the past few times when we met. I was surprised seriously, and especially so when you really brought along drinks. No, not beer but you bought Snapple for me, even remembering which flavour I always drink. Saying sorry when you saw how shagged and tired I was, apologising for asking me out at the very last minute was something which I have never thought would come from you. This apology made me sense the seriousness, unlike the "sorrys" I used to hear.

It does bring back those memories when we used to meet to chat at the seaside near my place. However, this time round, the feeling is abit different. I do not know how to describe but I can feel it. I bet you too. I realised that I used to tell you everything, where I went, where I will be going and what I will be doing, etc. It seems that you were surprised that I went Melaka to celebrate my birthday without telling you and you even asked why did I not tell you. Isnt it very ironical? Many things happened in my life without you knowing, that is what I meant by "it takes 2 hands to clap". Do you not understand this phrase? Just one person contributing is not enough, it takes 2 to contribute in all kinds of relationship - friendship, kinship or love relationship.

The talk we had really enlightened me. It made me see our differences and probably let you have a better understanding of the real Su Ling, one whom you always thought that you knew her well. No, maybe not well enough.

I guess... it is afterall better that we let things remain this way.

-End of Chapter-